It got me thinking

that perhaps,

Life does not called us to finish the race 1st.

Life simply want us to finish the race,

and enjoy every single bit of the journey.

At our own pace.

I should stop worrying then.

Got jolted up by a nightmare, not that scary, just that it felt very real to me. Now have to find a way back to sleep.

Bag in a Boat

I was carrying a backpack inside a boat. A heavy one.. it was exactly the kind I went for 10/30/50km expedition with my scouts. The boat, was oddly familiar. It was like the ones traveling back and forth from Pangkor.

And I remember vividly, I said goodbye to someone. I can't remember that face, but I somehow felt that it is someone that I really knew well. You know, that kind where you can feel very comfortable with. For some reason I said goodbye to that person in the boat.

As I said it, I start running up deck.. I have no idea why am I rushing, but I was, It felt like I am gonna be late for something, or missing something. When I reach the door of the ferry I see the boat leaving the dock. Then, I have this urge to jump and grab onto the stairs. It just felt like no matter what I can't miss this stop.

After hesitating afew seconds I jumped. I missed the stairs clearly, cause I still have my bag pack with me. And the boat its too far away. The thing that woke me up was the feeling of free fall. Which at that time felt so damn real. It literally jolt me up.

It's been awhile I can remember a dream in such detail. And this was during a nap yesterday, just before dinner.


Just one afternoon of futsal and I am down for almost 2days. Physically tired. Mayb its cause I havent fully recover, but its evident enough I need to shape up my stamina >.< Oh, and 6th Form Night is coming.. need to find a good outfit!!!


Just though I scroll back to those demotivational posters for a laugh. :D



Whoever think monarchy is dead just didn't realize they changed zip codes.

The car can wait

its been awhile i've updated my blog... cause I was somehow lazy to check up on my blog recently.. given the near to dead traffic. Anyways.. as usual alot of things happened.. and I dont know where to start..Well, i guess this should do. =P

In an elegant car, wearing a black expensive suit, he was dressed to his best. He is going to a prom night. Outside the ballroom he stopped his car. But it wasnt him that would be the one dancing. The man sitting behind him would be living his dreams for the night. He got down, walked to the opposite and opened the door with his ever white hand wrapped gloves..The men got downed, and without even a thanks or a simple glance he walked to the ballroom. All he could do, is watch and dream. But, this time around.. he wants an out of the ordinary night. So he stepped towards the ballroom, defying all laws of nature and shattering all of the boundaries.. he moved. The car can wait, The night was his to take, His life is about to change. He pushed the heavy gold plated doors walked in the ballroom with confidence.. without shaking a nerve. There he saw, among all, her..in his eyes he sees a prom queen. Dressed in her white prom dress, with red flower markings.. she danced. She turned down countless.. countless. And he know he is unqualified for a dance with her. Instead of turning back, he boldly move on with his pace. Walking forward without an intention to turn back. His mind told him, its suicide.. yet his heart was louder. He walked, and kept walking.. she was in the middle of the ballroom.. the distance is short.. yet it seems its like a mile long walk. There he stood infront of her, and she paused as well. He knelt, looking into her eyes...squeezing her hands. It was as if time stood still...with it... he said

"I'm not an actor I'm not a star
and I don't even have my own car
But I'm hoping so much you'll stay
that you will love me anyway"

*alarm rings* ..

Well thats about it.. I try recalling as much as I can but somehow this is all I can remember well.. Exams around the corner.. Good luck ppl =)


It was you all this long,
Its always you.