and, to the Cockroach

Yeah. thats you. Happy 19th Birthday. I know you existed in this world when I was form 1 .. and really get to know you when I was form 2, when I was unfortunately got stuck with you in a same patrol for one whole year :P . Also don't think I forget what happened during form4 when you 'mistaken' me as a sandbag and screamed all your problems out in the store room...locked and trapped...well I assume it as a coded message cause all I hear is "arrrr" "grawwwrr" "gaahhhh" "high pitch voices". It was an 'awesome' experience. Lucky, now you learn to say your problems out.. not shouting, HAHA. Also, thanks for all those advices you gave. Those where you are quite experienced in. =P And yes, hope you like whipped cream... cause we figured a cake would be too exp.. HAHA. Enjoy your last year as a 'teen' bro.


Okay, right now? I am still having that holiday mood. SO DEAD. well, at least for one.. tonight manage to motivate myself to start work again.. homework.. and here there are TONS TONS TONS x 3427428748234 of 'em. well, blame myself for over enjoying my holidays... but it was WORTH IT! =P

Ahh spots day then exams.. its the exam season once more. I feel like my school is run by idiots.. like helloooo? Who in the world put sports day just before exams?(apparently the school I'm in) Don't you think we need to study? Whats more.. the others would be busy practicing and competing for this 2 weeks that do you think they would hav sufficient time to study? Dont give me that manage your time well crap, Why dont you more mature people manage the time table better? Oh btw, i just feel unhappy about it.. and nope I'm not participating any sports .. so Im actually not affected =P


Wandering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will

Forgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cause I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, I've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echoes in every room, yeah

That's what I'd do,
That's what I'd do,
That's what I'd do,
To get through to you

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will

P/s: Now.. where was I? Oh yeah.. at the brink.