Take Two

and not it's my 1st semester break of my second year. Time sure flies fast.

Anyways time to live some life. Adios.

and feel like i am talking to myself over here. Damn.

Finals? Don't seem so.

Seriously thou, no idea why am I not as stressed out as I was on other finals. For this time, I am just steady and cool about it. Even today's paper, I need at least 50marks to pass it, and I am still quite chill about it. Weird. And my next paper should be a breeze, decent coursework marks and a quite simple subject. This finals don't seem like finals. 

Anyways, few friends are gonna be heading Ipoh after finals are done, and then will most likely be heading to Pulau Perhentian. It's sort of an one of a lifetime chance since rarely get to go to places like these. Anyways, hope it will be a photographer paradise there.

A brother which from different parents is back from America too! Well gonna be a quite happening sembreak I guess :D

Then it hits me

it hits me that I've lost tracked. All these problems are just so damn minor. There is more troubling matters to think about.

Typed this post using my house's living room 40 inch widescreen. 

AWWW YEEEEEAAAAAA :D

Experience

It had thought me very well that people can seldom solve your problems. Sure, talking about it might make you feel better. But it still lingers.

Logically conclude, since it can't be solve, there is no need to talk about it. I'll find my way home by myself. Like i always had.

Moving on 101

It comes a time where I now listen. Not to my intuition but my mind, my thoughts. To be honest, it is very hard, rejecting yourself one of the things you wanted most. Taking action will have no good results. Perhaps i am pessimistic, however, even if the reaction to my action is positive, I don't see a good outcome.

If only there is a guide book or proper steps to move on from something you have feelings for. Anything, people, materials, situations. Right now, I am just compensating with self imposed tiredness and weirdly, pick ups.

No, my mind shall rule from now on.

P/s: Perhaps there is indeed an expiry date to my blog.