The big Two Zero (1)

I'm most likely making this a 2 part entry. I got alot of things I wanna write about... but I'm suffering from the lack of motivation :P

Little did I realized it's been two decades, and memories just fills in bit by bit over the period. For the 2nd time in my life I spend my birthday away from my hometown. Actually I didnt realize that my bday was so close until 9pm of the day before..LOL.. when a friend from aus wished early from facebook. Then after staring at the date for a sec or two.. then suddenly it sprang up... Holy shit, it's my birthday tomorrow!!!

To sum up my Jun, well I know i didnt kept my promise on elaborating more on the psalmist generation conference. But yeah since i'm at home now and in the mood to blog, might as well say it here. The videography course made me realize a few personal insights. If i shared it here, it might be boring. 

However, the conference itself made me realize one thing. All this time I was reluctant to admit it and I was constantly justifying my actions. But then, on the 2nd night I finally stop denying. It took me 2 years to finally admit that I was a backsliden Christian. I still go to church over the 2 years, still pray often and do pretty much what Christans do. But it was more of a routine than doing with purpose. Eventually, even going to church was merely just a routine and sometimes I was really tempted to skip it in a whole. My problems can be traced back to one thing, but that was the past and it is pretty personal to say it out here.

It wasnt a long thought out decision, it was a sudden decision that when I stood outside and Kelvin asked me what I need praying, I blurred everything out. Nothing was planned before hand, nothing was decided early on. It was a split second decision. All the way from the very 1st decision of going to the conference or not.

Oh and another update. I got a new lens for some time already. Canon EF 50mm f/1.8 . And Enjun is bringing back the bokeh kit i bought in a few weeks time. Can't wait to try it out!!! :D

A few shots from my lens btw. Still trying it out.

What was I thinking when I look outside the window of a moving vehicle

In a train I looked outwards to the window. Pillars of street lights passing me one by one. At an ever increasing speed, soon becoming a straight line of light stretching out into the far yonder, into the unknown. My vision moved to the horizon, where I see the tip of the sun gently caressing the ocean in harmony. The sky wears the colors of dusk, as the sun slowly drowns further into the never ending ocean. On a bridge, in a train, to a destination which I could not comprehend.

I always aspire to able to make a scene like this and incorporate it into a music video. This scene was directly inspired by 500 Days of Summer when Summer & Tom was talking in a train having coffee with the music 'Sweet Disposition' at the back ground. Imo, that's one of the best scenes i ever witnessed.

Psalmist Generation conference was awesome and spectacular. The videography course I joined gave me so much insight as well as the know how to produce the scenes which I pictured in my mind. Kudos to the facilitators for being so helpful as well as resourceful. 

For now, a short update. I will try to upload pics and elaborate more about it when I get to Nilai. :P

Talking to the Moon

She was as perfect as it gets. Too bad even before barely knowing her, I could tell we value total different things in life. I hope it's an assumption however, and somehow this might be the person. However random this maybe, take note that It's past 2am and possibly I am talking crap. :P

You know me, I might say I love cats today and buy a dog tomorrow.

They say,

the happiest person on earth is the richest.

Yet,

the richest person on earth is not necessarily the happiest person.

Anyhow. Back to hometown tomorrow. Nights and peace out!

New start week two.

Thou i've said about alot of chapters in life, this time it would be utterly different. I suppose I should label it as volume two. Life in Inti has been by far on my good side. Just an occasional boredom and bad weather is the problem. Other then that, things are pretty well.

Oh and I have to deal with being homesick. Well, more like roomsick. I do miss my room, my bed, to be exact the place I sleep. Also my parent's cooking. Geez, I'm starting to sound like a baby. LOL. Nways these are things that most people have to deal with I assume, or it's just me a special case.

I wanted to start writing bout all the adventures in Nilai, but frankly I have no idea where to start with. To be written out would be too long and too much. I guess we can call it interesting and leave it at there. For now, I would be blogging less and less since the bad connection speed is always a turn off when i surf the web and also i literally can't upload any photos with this kind of speed.

As for tonight, went to watch KungFu Panda 2 with 38 people. LOL. We almost have the entire cinema to ourselves and we are VERY NOISY.  And nobody DARES to keep us quite, BUAHAHAHHA. Epic indeed :D

Well, chances are I am gonna terminate this blog. Blogging has been my hobby and also a way to improve my writing. Maybe, I've just grown out of it. Well just an idea, it's 4am and time to hit the bed.

as quoted by Ted's Mom

"when it's past 2am, just go to sleep"