Chocolate Ice Blend made My day

Today was St.Peter's Day a.k.a St.Peter's 63rd anniversarry Celebration. We have 3 congregations packed into a single hall .. making it packed (*not to mention a little hot). Service was okay , dint expect to receive a gift though.. Got a Rm20 voucher for Glad Sounds, a hint to me that I gotta visit it soon.

Sum it all up, this week I skipped school 3 days out of 6 days, Made 2 important decisions and Skipped a Chem tuition which I am suppose to go (*sry melvin, I was sound asleep=____=).And also a legend died too. So its kinda abnormal week for me.And also dint expect the entire the class to know my e-mail.. crap, i am sooooo dead.

The cough is robbing me off my pleasure for cold drinks.. and GOOD SLEEP also!!

Wish I can get a good night sleep

In the Photo:Sunday Rose
Photo grabbed from: Sandy's Facebook

Silence.. a slow death, when will the ice be broken?
Soon I guess, or mayb in one or two years, or could it be never?
It has to break somehow, I dont give a damn about it, I dont wanna loose a friend.


P/s: Enjun you still own me lunch and 3 bucks.

Do a brave thing today.Run like hell tomoro.
2 Days later. Repeat it.

Morning Rain

Rained in the morning. Drove real carefully to school (I dint mention slowly). Morning at class was sooo cold. So cozy.. and summore 1st period is chemistry. The perfect recipe to sleep in class!! But i was forced to restrain my self because chemistry teacher is strict( and friggin boring ). Had a debate during English period, which turned out unexpected. At 1st I was expecting a dull response but instead we were all so into it, which makes English period so much more intresting.
Some pictures I took in school.

People in my class are just addicted to this toy, boys and girls alike
Oh yeah, they fianlly agreed bingo is boring and decided to try out other games

Well after school, I went into a Bio class, supposingly accompanying a friend to get some pass year questions. I saw this in their class.
2 little hamsters ..LOL they are so Adorable!!! I want to study in that class!!! (*just an expression, I still prefer physics =P) But I really want to keep them. So friggin Adorable!!

Other than that, I am still sick. Coughing at the moment. = ___ = this is not good. Been downed for a week.Coughing my brains out..argh..



Can't help asking why,
Am I starting to miss.. you.

Let God decide what's best for me,
I gave up struggling against my fate.




P/s:I'm sure of it, what I felt was wrong. I am just a small part in a bigger picture.

So much more, Yet so little left

My soar throat had turned into a cough. Great,just great. Finally went back to school, after 2 days of missing class. When the teacher start teaching, the only word came out of me was .."OMG". Seriously I pratically missed a whole chapter in physics and half of it in chemistry in those 2 days, not to mention Add Mats.. arghhh!! This is not good. Kinda struggled through the rest of the day after recess, seems i havent fully recovered yet.(*means no free ride for you yet, Enjun =P)


Dont know why, I feel so insignificant being there. Felt like I was chosen to be there just to be a puppet. It's like my main responsibility is to just show up, and thats it, rest is sit at a corner and shut up. Don't know if i'm wrong , but this is what I feel at the moment. I will find out soon enough if I'm wrong.


Ups or downs, life goes on.
I got so much more , yet felt like so little is left inside.

Day two

Crap.. dint know my sickness was this serious = =. Skipped school again because woke up with excruciating pain in the head. and Soar throat is getting only slightly better.

sigh.Eating porridge for another day..T_T

ok gotta rest.


P/s:I hate porridge.

22-06-09 The day where it all begins

Yeah .. this is my real birthday xD
and for some of you .. I am currently 18 years old, although I have no idea why my fb says i'm 21. Got this presents from my parents. yay! =D


I'm not a watch enthusiast so i dont really know if this watch is branded or not(all i know is it aint cheap =P). But from what I know, I only get to wear casio watches since birth,and this is the 1st time getting a watch with a French name.( I assume its French since it has Paris on it XD )

And.I wanna thank eveybody for your wishes. You ppl made my day =D

Other than that I fell sick on my birthday too .. which is not fun =(. Need to bear with the headache and soar throat for the whole day untill today morning. So I kinda skipped school today, because if I attend school, all I'm gonna do is sleep in class and get pissed off by the hot weather.Still having some soar throats though.. and headache as well.



P/s:It's been a tough year, let this be a new start.

Zombie for the day

Yeah... if you observe me.. today my every actions is slow and clumsy. I've been like a zombie.. seriously...well all because I slept for only 1 hour yesterday. Dont ask why =___=. Dint know that I cant handle tiredness like I used to those days when I'm still active in scout. *Note to self:Sleeping is important, especially to me.

And Finally .. I did some serious video editing, Finally!! Well i'll take it as a warm up since I had not been doing it for the past 3 months or so. The video can be better, problem I ecounter was just the lack of resources.

And
Thanks for the cake guys, Happy Birthday Justin !!! haha!!
And also thanks for the card Hannah Lee.

Seriously, the cake is nice

Today is also father's day. I was suppose to organize a dinner for my family"means I decide where we eat and I drive my parents there". But I overslept and seeing my Zombie face, my mom says is too risky to let me drive =__=

So we decide to dine and wine in this place.

It bleeds your wallet in return pampers your mouth sky high

No pics of the food, the place i was sitting has no good lighting and it will be awkward to on my flash in a cafe with so many people around.
All in all the food is Fantastic. Totaly worth it. Its expensive but for rare occasions, this is the spot. Good surroundings, Good food, and also not too noisy.

Yeah.. a pic I found in facebook

Enough said

Can't wait for the Transfomers movie which is coming out 2 days after my birthday.=D

P/s:Being a zombie is not fun.
P/s/s:Screw you Form 6 new system!! Why must you begin it on my Birthday!! =(

Taggie Waggy

Since its Saturday morning, And I have nothing better to do. I'll just do a tag.
Tagger is Enjun

1. What is your ambition? And you ended up with what field now?

When I was a kid I want to be a scientist. When I was in elementary I want to take over my father buisness. Right now? I want to take over my father's buisness and expand it.xD

2. Do you think that girls and boys can be best friends forever?

Why not?

3. What type of girl/guy do you like?
No idea really

4. How about physical appearance? Honestly la..
Average is enough, prefferbly cute =P

5. Do you ever have any encounter with Police or any Authorities (guards)?

Not yet.

6. Do you ever 'belanja kopi'?

Once or Twice

7. Do you ever cheat people? Why?

On occasions, I have good reasons for that

8. Name 3 persons you don't like. (not hate):

Cant find any1 on my list now

9. View on friendships?

It's a need and part of life. We need friends in our lives

10. Believe in love?

Of course

11. Who is your 1st love?

If you don't know its for your own good

12. How do you describe yourself?

Hate to be bothered when I am eating or sleeping.

13. Ever hate a person? Why?

Yup, Because he disturbed me when I am eating. It was momentarily only.

14. Do you do house chores at home?

Yes

15. What's your current nickname?

Dont you ppl already know?

16. What is your main principle in life?

Don't give up easily.

17. What is the proudest thing that happened in your life?

Getting to go Hong Kong.

18. What is your most satisfied achievement?

Last year October. Only some will know what i'm talking

19. What is the thing that you regret the most in your life?

Mostly are words that I've spoken that I cant take back.

20. Did you take any initiative to make up your regretness?

Yep

21. What is your happiest moment in life?

Cant remember.

22. What will you do, if you are doing a thing that is not good to a person, and that person happens to find out and sort of caught you 'red-handed'?

I will explain if that person listens.

23. The person that changed you.

Too much to list out.

24. The incident that changed your life

Joining scout, and being a Christian.

25. What's your plan now?

Survive

Its' soon

One more is leaving.. This time to KL.
I was suppose to go there too. Whatever.
Physics is taking a toll on me, spent like 3hours trying to comprehend it, but in vain.( I am sooo dead )

Bumped into this song while going home today.. dint know it was so nice.

Chris Daughtry-Over you

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

I'll just post the chorus.. the whole song lyrics is too long.
This holocaust its nearing an end.Yet like all journeys the last stretch is the hardest part.
I just blame myself for falling too far this time.
P/s:It's not years.. It's only a few months.
P/s/s:4 more days and counting .. =D

Not now. Not this moment.Not yet.

If time stood still..briefly

"Oh no! School shoes not dried yet!! ar!!"
"Crap lo! where is my Time table? Where is my pencil box?!"
"Oh Shit!! Holiday got any homework a??!!"

Those are the words from me yesterday night. Its the same everytime when its the last day of holiday. Its a bad habit, I Know.
AndAndAnd
I finally found the 12k dslr camera. Its in my phone all along -.-

"chi chak" waaa.. sounds like 12k.. hah!
It doesn't looks appealing, but its one heck of a gadget

Basketball-ing with friends during holiday
Yep. My 1st "Saman" for not putting parking ticket
Worship conference. The lighting is really awesome =D

Before I end. I would like to apologize for swearing at my c-box. shudnt have done that.It was afternoon, and weather is hot.. so I kinda explode abit. haha
And yeah... Most likely gonna say good bye to a close friend(more like brother).A cuckoo guy that always make weird sounds with me.. and shout in my car on occasions.I wont go deep into it now, but I will post about it one day.
I dont know what to say. I hope I can take back words i've said, I wish I can leave this miserable town, I wish I can cry out all my sorrow, I wish my torn heart can stop beating, I wish i wont feel a thing.. but I can only follow the flow now..Its all tooooo damnnnn lateeee.

Love wont wait, just keep moving on.. yeah I'm strong~
Taken from:Here in my heart

Alive is Enough

Standing by
Trying times

My worries die
I'm alive
My spirit take flight
Coz I'm alive

Let the rain
Wash my pain

Done my mourning
I'd ought to move
From this grave

On it crafted
"Dreams that not meant to be"

yeah..yeah..yeah
Time to walk
This long road

As i'm breathing
There's nothing to stop me
To resume striving.

School starts in 12hours
Hohoho.. Break is over, time to break my brain with physics again.

P/s: It Rained!!! on the worst time imaginable = ____ =

War's over. For now.

About last post. Let me explain in detail.
After several discussions (some heated discussions) with parents for this 2 weeks, finally a conclusion had been draw out. I wont be going anywhere this 2 years. Gonna be stucked in this town. In that miserable school. arrgh!! and I'm not happy about it. I consider this as a Failure. Failure to strive for what I want. Failure to make people closest to me understand, that its better that way. And I never accept failure lightly or quietly. But yeah.. no point punching walls, slamming floors, just have to make the best out of it and survive for the next 1 and 1/2 years.

And yes.. today morning don't know why, my phone's joy stick got stucked. So i pratically cant use my phone. sigh. Sent for service.(more money down the drain)

So I am in a freaking bad mood.(Not exploding, just yet)

And yes, Lots of immoral half human breed born from degenerated life forms are spamming nonsense in c-box these days. There's cases appearing in SPC blog already, dint know that mine was the next. Just ignore that imbecel.




I'd never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go

Here in my Home

This is a must watch! ROAR!




And yes.. Its Finalize
I made reason, I made my point.
But. I am staying. I wanna run, but its way too late.
Kanasai!! Crap!!Damn!! Shit!! *toot!!* .. and more *toot!!*

Flashie Backie

You are NOT allowed to comment on my title for this post.
It sounds stupid. I Know.

As promised below are some pictures taken from the worship conference.(cant upload much, connection bad, blame streamyx.)

Kevin Worship Leading
the friggin awesome sound system
the friggin awesome lightings
This is like the only photo with me in my camera
Eugene in Ultraman Mask
The Crowd. Beware!
this is random
*in the pic Chuan Ian

Well that's about it. Somehow I cant find the pic of the 12k dslr camera. Ah well .. i will post it up if I find it.
And
Weather theses days.. its killing me. Rain down some rain la!!!

I am worn
I am torn
There was love

But it curved

I tried to mend
But its the end
Yet I pretend
there's no End

I shall leave
Like a leaf
Without a sound
With no bound

Let me mourn
This dream that Died
In my demise
I will rise

Till then Goodbye

-5 minutes poem-

Conference 09

It was great. I love the speaker's "Ah Beng" jokes .. lol.. really makes his preaching more intresting.
Glad to say that I pull it off without any serious Screw ups. I attended the photography workshop. Kinda interesting.. dint know that photography was this complicated tough = =. Get my hands to feel on one of those dslr camera. wow.. really hope to get one in the near future xD. I get to hold a 12k price tag camera.. even the sound made by the camera is different..lol. I will post up the pics on the next post. Daniel got my camera, and my phone cabel doesnt seem to be working.

Bdw, sorry for not attenting tonight. I just can't make it.


P/s:My head kept on replaying a song.. but I just cant remember the name..

L6F4 adventure .. behold!

If you're puzzled by my last post. Just forget it.
Since I have no inspiration on what to post.. or what to say.. I will just post up some pics taken in school.

BEHOLD

Front view
side view
(with him around, dont expect to be bored)
This is what some people learned in chemistry period
"some kinda drawing"
(its a girl, there are no gays in my class)
And this too"bingo"
(believe it, its girls who are not concentrating in class, not boys)
This is random

Yeah .. its a happening class. But most of those people who are making things happen are gonna leave after school holiday. Kinda have a feeling i'm gonna miss them. I only knew them for 3 weeks bdw..

Just one chance,I promise,Just one time,I asked
Just once let me in your world
I will do anything for it
Let me in
I had and will put anything at stake
Let me in..
Let me in..
and I will make "For you I will" happen
every single moment

But still you said
No entry

P/s:Time to set things right, and repair my screwed up year.

Sometimes...

Starting tomorrow I gotta concentrate
On
things at hand
For
Worship Conference
But
Right now I'm so disturbed
By
So many things

I don't know If I can work well
for this few days
I am sooo bad at multi-tasking
I will need to shut off my mind
Stop thinking so much
and
Just concentrate

P/s:Sometimes being emo, is not being weak, is simply admitting ur still a human with feelings and expressions.. that is what set us apart from animals and apes. Ur not one of them are you?

Begone