Do What You Have To Do

Another awesome song by Sarah McLachan



What ravages of spirit
Conjured this temptuous rage
Created you a monster
Broken by the rules of love
And fate has led you through it
You do what you have to do
And fate has led you through it
You do what you have to do ...
And I have the sense to recognize that
I dont know how to let you go
Every moment marked
With apparitions of your soul
Im ever swiftly moving
Trying to escape this desire
The yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
The yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
But I have the sense to recognize
That I dont know how
To let you go
I dont know how
To let you go
A glowing ember
Burning hot
Burning slow
Deep within Im shaken by the violence
Of existing for only you
I know I cant be with you
I do what I have to do
I know I cant be with you
I do what I have to do
And I have sense to recognize but
I dont know how to let you go
I dont know how to let you go
I dont know how to let you go

P/s:Streamyx is being an arse today
P/s/s:I am considering a make over of this blog.. :P

Its Crazy, Its Little, Its Love "Crazy Little thing called L.O.V.E"

Definitely one of the best drama I watched.. simple, meaningful, funny, and have some emotions in it. And the thumbs up to the actors.. they really did a fantastic job. Was almost deceived at a scene..I thought the actors was crying.. cause they really sound like it..xD. Well.. was standing behind and watching the entire drama.. YMCA hall is fully packed. Some pictures taken.( afew grabbed from fb)

Behold!! The fake footstool players :P
Crazy little thing call Love
Nothing better to do
Owh
Wao.. >)

Physics chapter 11 is child's play..lol. A relief that I am at least able to understand something :)


Tis better to have loved and lost
than never to have loved at all

David Roper

Retardation

Today was on the way to church .. stopped by at my shop to get something. So while waiting I looked down .. and I saw my leg..

=______________________________=

U can only imagine how retard I feel at that moment.. conclusion.. never slice my leg into any flip flops without looking. Worse of all .. I have to drive home just to change the other half of it.. WTH.

Went back to see my juniors the other day.. they are making Huts for a test. Below is one of the huts. If u think its fragile.. U had been deceived. If this hut is built correctly and according to standards it can withstand a tsunami..well not really .. but at least survived being tormented by seniors.. :P(If ur from 39th, U will understand)

Reminds me of those days :)

Gonna be seeing this scenery again.. after 1 week of break.. A scenery which strike fear into your soul and paralyze anything that is happy in your mind.

BEHOLD!

school ToT

Actually its not that bad.. just exaggerating..HAHA...trying hard to recall homeworks though
= =||
and just for miscellaneous... I've been living for 576,416,682 seconds :P


P/s: Pastor Loke:'DayDreaming is good!!!' >.<

So long sweet 1 week break

I dint attend class dance rehearsal today. I know we were asked to go.. its just that I woke up at 11.30am .. and during the whole time I'm oblivious that I received 3 messages 3 miss calls and the alarm rang from 7.30-8.30am..(my phone was not in silent mode). Another record I guess.

AND

I hate one week holiday's Friday.. Cause instead of enjoying ..I will feel pressured as school gonna start again.. and as soon I had that thought I will immediately think back what I did for my holiday.. well safe to say I dint waste my holiday this time :D . But i'm gonna get wasted by my coming exams..Anyway.. so long holidays.. it was fun while it lasted.

I will wait for your return at November

Life can only be understood backwards,
But it must be lived forward

Post ke-183

I picture you in red
A smile that I know I'll never forget
Yours is a life flying by
Outside I see you're lonely inside
I'm sorry long days came
I'm sorry you're not quite the same
I'll take all my reasons home again
You'll have a reason, I'm giving you reasons again
There are times I'll admit
The seams of a life are tearing a bit
But that's all relative
When all that you know sums up to this
A year from now don't count me out
If I see you in a crowd
It's like I'm already there cause I feel it somehow
I'm used to you then so get used to me now

Jon Mclaughlin: Giving Me Reasons

Been sleeping inconsistently recently.. and not to mention insufficient. Been out till midnight for the 2nd night.. which is not my habit(me = Goodboy :P) But yeah, its great to meet back a few friends :)

Friggin tired and later in the morning still got dance practice ToT

I'm found in the midst of clear skies
Yet the weather of life
Is as deceptive as ever

Kau, Terindah :)

Oversea Restaurant v2.0

Went to the new Oversea Restaurant for a function tonight.. One word to describe the restaurant when I see it.. Its Grand.. LOL. Apparently, it just opened a few days ago. The interior is nonetheless breathtaking( a little exaggerating :P). Food is without a doubt, double thumbs up. Feel so content after indulging in some Chinese cuisine :)

Outside
Inside

*dint take good photos.. my phone died on me and Mom's phone camera is no good >.<

I need to capture an inspiration

I don't even know why did I cared so much
It was a mistake that cost me much
Live and let die, I no longer care much

BLaBLaBLaBLa What are you looking at ???:P
P/s:Quite night with jazz music..and cozy temperature.. all that's missing is the rain!!!

Unexpected Tragedy

Okayyyyyy... Finally I'm free to do some blogging. In summarize Friday was an unexpected tragedy, Saturday was a little of community service and Sunday was a sick morning = =||.
It all started on Friday. As usual since it was a holiday, went with a few friends to school to play basketball. Well .. the unexpected tragedy was Melvin fall and broken his leg. Then got him to PantaiHospital and stayed there for around an hour.. turns out it was serious and he had to go for some X-ray scan..So went pizzahut with a few other classmates (since it was close by and we are friggin hungry). 'Melvin left the field with honour'-Quoted by PohKoonSeng

That's the broken leg
Pantai Hospital
Had'nt ate any pizza for months
Love the Tabasco Sauce
Toyota Kancil?? O_O

Saturday went with a few church people to do some community service for one of our church member. An old lady.. I don't really know her but apparently those who grew up in church will know her. At 1st the boys&men are given the task to clean the backyard garden.. yet when we open the door.. it was a JUNGLE/RAINFOREST/AMAZON!!! U get the picture.. even some of the plants are taller then me. Lucky we brought some heavy tools to handle the job. A video slideshow I did is in SPC's youth Blog. Later on visited Melvin with WaiHau.. Funny .. both of them are my deskmates.. LOL

Dont worry.. he's a nice guy :P
This is what happens when u let 2 psychopath handle dangerous tools xD

Sunday, was suppose to go Church in the morning but I laid dead on my bed. Thanks to heavy dizziness that made me threw up couple of times.. i even felt dizzy when I was sleeping = =||. Anyhow gotten much better at noon and went to visit Melvin again with a few classmates.

children ward? o.O
The victim of the tragedy
Hospital Food

Thats about it .. Gonna have class dance practice 9am at pologround this Monday .. which is today since its 1.18am.

没想过孤军作战是这么辛苦
当初只想过会多么的光荣
没想过我会忍受不了
当初傻到以为自我是男强人
The fact that I'm all alone
That all those that I once relied on emotionally
Had all utterly gone away
Makes me depressed sometimes when I really need someone to turn to

P/s: :) *note: smiling for fun

Simple? Short? Instant? Just a notice

Okayyy.. its unusual of me to abandon my blog for more than 2 days in this 2 months. Its just that recently alot of things happened, very busy + I'm still deprived of rest.GAH!!!.. For some of you people you shud've know that Melvin got admitted to hospital at Friday due to an unexpected tragedy. Oh well .. not gonna elaborate much. But I will write out more on the next post. This is just a short notice..xD

When you crash and fall, You are momentarily weakened
Yet the best part is, You are permanently strengthened
When all you got to keep is strong
Move long just to make it through :)

P/S: Happy Holidays people!!! :D

Iced - Lemon

Well .. today early in the morning .. was friggin happy because I overheard frm yesterday's news that Friday is HOLIDAY!! .. woohoo!! Well .. I was happy hopping till I entered class and I saw..

life aint fair ToT

If U dun und Chinese.. It simply means..
'No dayoff tomorow! Come school for dance practice!' grhhh....
well .. did took some pictures during physics experiment.. haha, physics is kinda interesting actually when it comes to the practical part..

a Small part of my experiment

After school.. initially planned to go to library to study.. please be reminded this is the 2nd attempt of me trying to force my playful mind to study.. result is.. I failed ..I ended up somewhere doing something I shudnt = =||

somewhere la

One more thing.. today I tried something stupid.. I popped down 3 cans of Nescafe (separately of course), 2 latte 1 mocha.. the side-effect is .. I gotten hyperactive, even my body temperature rised.. and more isnt better for coffee!! My stomach suffered at night..dont ever try this endeavor if u arent hardcore coffee drinkers xD

this x 3 = Hell

1 week holiday .. I'm gonna spend it wisely...Let's hope that I do, for my own sake = =||

P/s: Gravity came again, to pull me back to the ground again..

Happy Birthdaysssss :D

Today was yet again another celebration..LOL.. this time, my class's September babies!! We celebrated with a ice-cream cake. The main characters of the celebration is 3 boys and 1 girl from our class and also 1 more from another class, Jason Soh which also is his birthday today by coincidence.We celebrated briefly, invited form teacher, sang Bday song(In school canteen when every1 is watching = =), then cut cake and eat. The cake taste fantastic!! I'm gonna get myself an ice-cream cake for next year bday!! Hah!! Well we dint really ate the cake in a civilized manner.. the pictures will explain what I'm talking bout.

Nice choice of cake :)
The September BabiesVictim No1 and 2
Victim No.3
(there were many other victims too, I was on of them, by accident >.<)

Woke up on the wrong side of the bed today ... need to bear the pain in my neck for the whole day in class .. even now it still hurts ..
= =||

I feel so overpowered
I feel so outmatched
I feel so outgunned
I feel so small with them around
I just cant compete with these people.. they are superhumans.
It's insanity that I would survive the odds.

Don't know what you're doing
I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me
A superhuman heart beats in me

P/s:Am I really thinking too far ahead and too much? o__0

Life..Life..LIFE!!!

Never thought I'd would be so busy at September. Well...the increase of work load had made my life a little more dull than usual .. and I am still deprived of sleep.. I'm always 'rest insufficient' = =||
Today UssT committees celebrated Pn.Tong's Bday.. so much people cramped in that small room .. its suffocating ..lol!!! Wasnt that bad actually.. well just a simple celebration with a chocolate cake. My class also sang her a Bday song too. She is quite an awesome teacher. Well .. following will be a few pics i took recently.

'My School Desk'
(its messy, I know)
New water bottle,well not so new..
(it's kinda childish/girlish design..I know = =)
I am getting more worried everytime when I saw this 2 words together

Still trying to set things back on track .. o__o

Because tonight won't be the night
That I will fall for you, Never again
Don't make me change my mind
P/s:Don't think I wanna go back into it again atm..

Cooking Competition

Sunday!! where nothing seems to be able to go wrong!!
and today Youth organized a cooking competition :D
The result was kinda surprising .. I dint expect that they can come up with such dishes with the given time..One even managed to come up with a soup!! LOL!!! Simply awesome.. :D

Working hard

In high concentration, disturb him at ur own risk
Was surprised to see him cooking..lol
and him too ..lmao
In the process of completion..




40 MINUTES LATER~




The winner..was kinda unexpected that their group won..lol

Well .. I was part of the judge.. so I tried out the foods.. its was nice and thankfully I'm still healthy now .. xD Thats for today.. now I'm stoned.. cant feel my bodyparts..lol!! Better do one more thing that I tend to fail doing .. sleep early!!! xD



Glad to be back into reality again..

P/s: Just pondering..how will things be if I decided to leave...will it be better or worse???

This Road Album Launch in Ipoh

The 1st album Launch was in FCC KL during 090909. And today was the 2nd.. 120909 at SPC. So the album launch followed with a concert. It was awesome.. there some songs that is really nice and touching :)
I'll let the pictures speak.

Poster/Album Cover
Random
The Star of the show
Jonas Bros 2.0? o.o
Me & Tim's Band

Photo taken by DanielLim

Well .. it was an awesome night.Btw I wasnt part of the band or something.. just took photo with them ..LOL. Thanks Timothy for letting me taking photos with his band. If any of you wants his album tell me xD

Very tired now.. this weekend I dint really get any good rest.. and its gonna be a long day tomoro.. sigh.. how I wish time could stood still for me to sleep = =|| I just couldnt understand it... other people is dealing the same hardships as I am .. and some are even worse .. but why do I seem to be so tired while others are still moving forcefully? I feel so weak at times.. aih..

Anyway.. today by accident I downloaded a classical song .. 'Please Release Me - JimReeves' was glad to hear this kind of music again.. just fills me with serenity and that sentimental feeling.

P/s: Can't wait for the 2nd Album!! xD