New Year and

New,

Bridges
Opportunities
Resolution
Promises
Couples
Singles
People
and
Infinitely more.

Spent the last days of my 2012 celebrating the union of Sarah Jiayi & Ching Seng. The story of how they met, fell for and ultimately leading to that day deserves a 'Truestory' mark, specially for Ching Seng side. Won't go much into the details.

Then right after the new year went to Penang for ICF Leaders Retreat. It is refreshing and throughout the retreat it hits me over and over again where I am constantly doing a self evaluation and personal reflection on my principles and my the values I uphold. And to realize that I am so 'off' just leaves me troubled even as of now. This retreat is exactly what I needed to begin my 1st steps on hopping back on track.

And also, sem starts, like in a few days. GAHHHHHHH.

10,000

Reasons.

And here I am, after surviving 3 end of the world predictions(roughly I don't remember how many are there) and going to an island of bridge, food and beach. 

Most days

I'm begging for peace
The tension is mounting
The madness is getting to me

Love I will never be still
I'll always be restless
I'll always have something to fill

an addictive song with weird abstract lyrics and sort of repetitive beats but in my preference catchy. No one will know by Fort Atlantic. Got to know their band by watching HIMYM.

and I think, rarely this happens, but I am tired of playing. In any case, beats being tired of studying.

Redemption

Sometimes I felt like we're just fools, struggling to redeem from the mistakes of our past. Guess we were young and foolish indeed. Or, I was young and foolish more. 

 

and this is how i woke myself up on the last day of my exam.


Heh. Merry Christmas people.

On another note

It is semester break!

And now, I shall procrastinate, sleep, eat, roll on my bed and just procrastinate more to my heart content.

Actually, no, time to scratch the resolution list this time, like for real. Don't wanna end up leaving this sembreak feeling like i achieved nothing at all. But, motivation 101 anyone?


P/s: So much for abandoning this site.
P/s/s: aaaanddddd. Actually thinking of writing an actual post, not these tweet like craps.

Let me tell you a story

Long long time ago, in a land far far away named Nilai, there was James, and he is procrastinating.

The End.



P/s: Yes, I just decided to break the silence with a monumental lame fairytale. And now, the silence ensues.

The fact is though

I still miss writing once in awhile. Where thoughts clogs up my mind and I just need to write it out to either break it down and figure it out or piece it together to understand it.

Not so the end now, are we?