Swept by High Seas

Dear love on the high seas, drift away and be swept away by the winds and tides.
May the force of the seas bring you to friendly shores, May you find joy in the islands you visit.
But don't return, leave and never come back, not even a glace to this past
Drift away and be swept away by the winds and tides, like a bottle carrying a message
But remember my deeds, remember the man I tried and failed to be.
For I as young and as foolish as I were, I tried my best bitterly not good enough
My best will be better, the man I am now will be shadowed by who I will one day become
So, I bid you farewell, you're just a chapter, a meant to be but never was
Twas a many great weeks of my life sharing and just talking
One I will hold on to in the coming many cold nights and harsh days
but I bid you farewell, for you're just a chapter, never was but meant to be
Our eyes will never meet again for you're a poison which I desire but could never drink
Dear love, remember my deeds and the man I failed but tried pathetically to be
Perhaps someday, in a land far far away from this shore, I'll hear of your tale
But please, have a man who is far better than who I am,
For the prettiest of pearls only deserves the prettiest of maidens.

Sometimes

I am just very tired with life. Sometimes.

Mixed Signals = Mixed Feelings

Please send them loud and fucking clear next time. Kthxbai.

Sons of the moon

They're rather sentimental aren't they. And they hold on to things.

Back to my assignments I shall.

Oldies.

Been rather into oldies just today thanks to a cover did by a friend and spotify. Haha. But really, listening to oldies does not actually helps in lifting up the mood. Sigh. Been rather down recently due to unforeseen circumstances.

P/s: I love how she makes me feel, like anything's possible, or like life is worth it.

It reached a time

where you just got enough of dwelling in helplessness that you will decide to do something about it. I'll stop thinking about it. The night is darkest before dawn, and i've seen far worst. I'm blessed in so many ways that living without this is totally acceptable. And these are my last words of summer. I had enough, and I stopped believing.

Home

Nothing beats the comfort of home. It has been a rather not so good month, and I dont really wanna talk about it. Just let me be missing in action for the moment now.