Most days

I'm begging for peace
The tension is mounting
The madness is getting to me

Love I will never be still
I'll always be restless
I'll always have something to fill

an addictive song with weird abstract lyrics and sort of repetitive beats but in my preference catchy. No one will know by Fort Atlantic. Got to know their band by watching HIMYM.

and I think, rarely this happens, but I am tired of playing. In any case, beats being tired of studying.

Redemption

Sometimes I felt like we're just fools, struggling to redeem from the mistakes of our past. Guess we were young and foolish indeed. Or, I was young and foolish more. 

 

and this is how i woke myself up on the last day of my exam.


Heh. Merry Christmas people.

On another note

It is semester break!

And now, I shall procrastinate, sleep, eat, roll on my bed and just procrastinate more to my heart content.

Actually, no, time to scratch the resolution list this time, like for real. Don't wanna end up leaving this sembreak feeling like i achieved nothing at all. But, motivation 101 anyone?


P/s: So much for abandoning this site.
P/s/s: aaaanddddd. Actually thinking of writing an actual post, not these tweet like craps.

Let me tell you a story

Long long time ago, in a land far far away named Nilai, there was James, and he is procrastinating.

The End.



P/s: Yes, I just decided to break the silence with a monumental lame fairytale. And now, the silence ensues.

The fact is though

I still miss writing once in awhile. Where thoughts clogs up my mind and I just need to write it out to either break it down and figure it out or piece it together to understand it.

Not so the end now, are we?

The End, Maybe

Title says it all. Guess I've out grown the need to blog. Yet, there is still lingering feelings that I wish not delete all these chapters of my life.

It is irrelevant anyways since the visitors are now mostly strangers, hence this place will remain silent again, till I decide to come back and do additional ranting.

Meaning?

I'm looking for one. I don't want the cycle to return. Neither do I want to give up. Guess I just need a direction.