Reality hits

My heart sank when I saw what I saw. Literally. I was busy that night, but seeing what I saw, I just stopped everything and sat down, looking at the monitor screen, at lost. I've never felt this way for a very long long time. 

But turns out, it was unreal. How ironic it is that the events of unreal actually hits you with reality. Guess from now on, I shall take this a little more seriously. I still believe in right timing, taking things slow blah blah, but from now on, I would take hold of any opportunity I can get. I am, as my own self, unwilling to give up without a fight.

anyways.

Enough of that jiwang ish post. Last weekend went for Nottingham Ultimate Open. I was in the main team(considering they only sent one team) for the 1st time in my life. However, I did not perform to my expectations. I could've done so much better, so much more, and less of those simple dumb mistakes. But I did not. I would not give myself the excuse that I was 'off form'. That's bullshit. I should be better than that.

Due to me, unable to outrun my markers, unable to catch up with my markers, made simple throw mistakes, bad decisions, and as well, no pivots. I think I have to really work on that. I did do some good passes, but then that should already be a norm. Not to set high expectations, but I did improved abit. Now I am stuck. Guess I have pump in again twice the effort to move up this barrier. 

Still, it was a good game. Did not reached our aim of top 3 thou. Instead we ended up at 9th placing, or winner in looser pool. Pics credit to the photographers(dont know who they are). 

The team

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