Step one.

Back from the dark. I've been to KL last week. Reason is.. well, there is more then one reasons. Anyhow my main reason was to pay Lowyat a visit so I can buy afew items that I need. However, my plans got derailed in such a magnitude that I was ended up worried that I might not get home on Saturday. Frankly, being punctual is a value that NEEDS to be CULTIVATED. And if don't have this virtue, my advice is that you do something about it.

Out of context, i know. But my last day in KL was totally screwed up cause of unpunctuality. I don't mind that much if my day was screwed up and plans derailed by more then one reason. Well, not in this case, I repeat, my entire day was fucked up due to unpunctuality. Still, thanks to those who salvaged it :)

Coming weekend will be Cameron with fellow Usst-ians. Can't wait! :D

Just gather all the necessary materials from PopularBookstore today. Hopefully I can make it work. So much factors needs to be considered that and I am totally new to these D.I.Y stuffs. I will post more about it , IF i can make it work.

It's a bokeh world

Been down with flu and fever this few days. Which I have no idea HOW do i get it even though im getting loads of rest. 

Still, an interesting video to share.

Feel like getting a bokeh kit!!

Fireworks

Marching into April. Lots of things happened in my life. Few life changing(or soon to be) decisions in few days, Pulled some epic stunts infront of a mid sized crowd. Fallen in and out of love. Last part its joke just to spice things up.

And it seems I have no time to go back on blogging. Well, it is actually me lazy of typing what had happened. Till now, where I finally have that gap time to do so.

I will never forget 3rd of April 2011.

 It is literally my prayer got answered on that day. For those who still don't know, my result for stpm was so bad to the point of not meeting minimum requirements for Degree entries even for private Uni. Somehow I got passed that, no idea how, mayb it is some system that I don't know off. Still thanks Jason for breaking me the good news on April Fool itself. I was really a relief, the sort of relief that I hadn't experienced for quite sometime, the kind of assurance and safety, it was priceless. For once I got some good news after months of sulking and struggling alone.

Then, the night before 3rd of April, Jonathan Tse's concert. No idea how, but i actually pulled off a pretty epic stunt. No people got hurt, well almost afew got hurt..lol. My comment? I shud've just lie down and play dead. Saved me of the drama.

That night, Jonathan Tse's msg was short but striking in a way. Been a long time since I have heard of someone sharing things that you can actually relate to. Still i'm very impressed on how he handled the crowd and stage. 

May20th will be intake and I will be off to Nilai Inti at 19th of May to start a new life. New places new peoples, new history to be made. Hopefully a good history, not a rap sheet. lol.

No photos. And i know it's long and boring. 

So in summary for those who don't bother reading, April is getting better and looking forward to May.

Slow and steady

Getting things arranged. Hopefully everything that is gonna happen next will go according to plan with unwanted surprises. 

My decision would be Nilai Inti. Intake on May 7th, Which meant I have 1 month to do everything I wanted and needed before I enter into college life. Provided everything goes according to plan.

When interest contradicts with common sense, guess we have to compromise.

4 oh! 4

They said 'Have no fear'.

They arent speaking sense

  In the end, no matter how strong it feels or bad Iwanted it, It's still kept bottom in. Cause I know it will not work out even by a miracle chance I get you, and I know it will be more frown then smile if we were ever together for real. I've understood it that thou there is attraction, it is plainly the attraction of the opposite, and too much conflict between us would spark unrest if we were ever too close.

  Still, it's a memory of bliss yet unreal. It will always remain a story that only I will know and I live to remember. Goodbye my wonderful world, goodbye my wonderful memory. As time would move on, so does life has to move ahead. And this moment of a few seconds that will create a memory of a lifetime, a memory I will be grateful of having. You're a saint, and I'm a lucky mortal. Doubt you can see this anyways.

And it just rained at 1.11am. 

Close your eyes

 and it will all be gone.

As what said today. You are your own greatest motivation. Anyone can motivate you to only a certain level, and after that you have to motivate yourself to get to where you wanted or what you wanted achieve. 

Success is 99% perspiration and 1% inspiration. Shared by Pastor Chris Choo on this Sunday morning. Without a doubt many fields can relate to this.

Out of pure randomness i went to do some photoshooting right after an early dinner few days ago. It was still early, but the sun was setting and hence the lighting was bad. Bad timing for a sudden urge to shoot photos outside.. lol.

Just so happens 2 of my neighbor kids is playing outside with neighbors and parents.*My neighbor hood is quite friendly*. Took a few photos .. most are quite noisy due to high Iso also blurry with coz im on quite a low shutter speed. Blame the light! lol.

In pursuit of Joy. Only you can get hold of what you pursue. Nothing is spoon fed.

Decision making time i guess. Wish me luck.

Into the unknown

I've been stuck in the same place just like 2 years ago. Same situation. Have tons of information yet unable to make a decisive choice.

Possibly, the only reason stopping me from taking this leap is cause I am too afraid of making a wrong decision. Many don't really realize but I am nearly a perfectionist in the things that matters to me. This have to be just right, that have to be just enough. And as for this case, this decision have to be just right. Something that I can work on, that I can understand, and the cert is of value in the future and indefinitely get me a job that pays well.

Sounds easy but it's totally not. All those nights of constant thinking and picturing future scenarios on which way I should head to and what I should eventually become.. my mind never gets fatigue thinking about it. It just wouldnt stop.

As an old friend said, 'When your thought doesnt fits your age'