so we plead for night, and the sun keeps on spilling light.

there’s a fine line, a fine line in between
our progress and our instability.
we can’t help ourselves but hunt for more.
a design flaw? or the olive branch that proves the shore-
the catalyst we’ve waited for.

I guess, sometimes I still struggle between what I want and what I need to do. Again, I would pray, direct my steps God, sometimes even I laugh at my own plans. My foolishness is monumental sometimes.

Being completely free for the first time in 4 months has revealed to me that I have withdrawal syndrome. Not me alone apparently, 2 or 3 of my classmates are feeling the same thing. I'm feeling restless a little doing nothing, having a hard time sleeping cause my bio clock is screwed beyond description. And now the question that pops up to me, "what next?". Its like a subtle whisper that hounds on you louder that thunder.
Still. Its not all shady grey though. So glad that I made it to one of my dream companies. Never in my right mind that I would think that I could make it in. Never.

Sincerely , Thank the Almighty.