It did not rain

on the  3rd day. How could I forget? turns out my verdict was made long ago.

I was asking myself a question that I've had answered a while back. I knew the answer, just that I am not sure what am I gonna do about it. But, enough ranting of it. I will hold on to it, but I will leave it behind in this blog. :)

Anyways, back from a week of pampering in Ipoh. Gonna head off to UiTM tmr for a frisbee competition. It's just 5 v 5 so it's actually quite a small scale.But I have no idea why all the imba teams in Msia are going. I'm in the team, well since they said this is a good chance for newbie to get experience. For one, I guess we are gonna get trashed pretty hard i suppose. Heck, I didn't even train much this week, was busy eating/sleeping & plainly having fun .. lol.

Anyways, hope for the best la. That's all I can do for now.

Btw bumped on this song, I have to say emo alert. And yeah, BrunoMars version is actually better, but I lazy to go search and link it over. 

Calculations.

Screw that. It's either all or nothing.

That decision is a plunge, jump and if it is right I end up in the sea of joy. Do it wrong, I hit the rock and die miserably. Oh well, couldn't get any more complicated then that now can we?

Perhaps i should privatise this blog as well, seems like stuff im posting is getting quite personal.

Decision

must be made.

I don't want to spend 6 months wandering aimlessly achieving less then visible & satisfactory results just to realize it will not work out then spend the next 6 months licking wounds and waiting it to heal.

By this week.

P/s: This is a mental note to self.

The Black & The White

Note: No racism intended.

So I meddle abit with b&w photography. I always have this fond of b&w photos cause it leaves pocket of spaces of imagination. Also, it made it feels like it's something long and precious. I do relate age with value sometimes, as how it was quoted, Old is Gold. But then, it's very hard to represent my concept and perspective why I like b&w photography. 

A few of the shots i've taken during Inti Uni Day. 

JamesC.Photography.

Making memories, Lasting moments.

 Perhaps I need a better catch phrase. Or whatever you call it. 

P/s: It's just for fun, not that I am good enough to start a photography company or something. It is and always will be my hobby, not profession.

Ipoh Mali!!!

Finally.. the air, the water, the food. It is all Ipoh-ly unique. Nowhere does the air smell so free, the water so plainly yet sweet , coffee drug-ly addictive also the food.. It's like Christmas in your mouth when you eat it. ( I know I know .. ALL GRAMMAR ERRORS!!! :P) But yeah, it's been too long away from home.

Nways.. gonna spend sometime chilling in Ipoh. I really need some timeout from life itself. Close those doors and those windows. I want some 'ME' time. 

And I realized one thing. The fact that I could not handle emotion intensive situations is evident enough that I am not ready for a relationship. It just suffocates me. Perhaps it's again, right person wrong timing I suppose. But yeah, I am working on trying to not to be bothered by it. I am honestly putting effort into it.

On the edge

Life lately has been one of the extremes. Not sleeping at all, or sleeping for 12-9 hours at a time. Assignments is a real killer, overly complicated question just so we will have to work for our marks, without learning anything worthwhile. 

My walk with God is quite distorted as well. Sigh, better have  a better discipline in spending time with Him.

But just 1 more day left. 1 more day and it would be a 7 days of worthwhile rest. Test in less then 12 hours, blogging to destress.. lol. Hwaiting!

David Story - Second Great War

Check the lyrics too.

Somehow a song full of mysteries and questions. Yet also a song I can relate too. Been awhile I felt so powerless fighting against a situation. But still if it's not meant to be I have to fight against it till the ver end, when my mind will slowly but surely give in.