Close to Nature

So I went to The "Men's night out" at gopeng at Friday and Saturday
It was exhausting yet fun...Went for night walk( which we cant see anything except a vry vry long centipede ), a uncle brought along his dog .. named Max. It is sooo adorable.. Sat went to cave walk,
tats the best part .. and later went to waterfall..So that's men's night out
came back had slight fever .. probably i'm too tired
Sunday went church then went youth ..
What I learned? I learned that HipHop and Rapping aint my thing .. lol
If i gonna rap ... i bet it will kill ur ears..
Oh well ... no pictures to update...
So much for now

Was it 365 weeks or 365 days?
This question came back and forth for days
I still wish to see you day to day
You bring me up to face the day
weeks or days
Is still not my day
All things came to a same day
with the same ending
where my heart is in pieces at the end of the day

-J.mes-

365 weeks ago

365weeks ago I met you
You caught my eye that night
that glimmering aura of yours caught me helpless
That feeling ran through the night
Every part of my mind there is you

Things took off
and this feeling carried on
Hours went by
Days pass by
Weeks flew by
And I starting counting the years

Though many weeks had been gone
This feeling is still so strong
It makes my heart beat worth the beat
and you are the soul to my song's beat

I decided to walk this long road
Your heart and love is my destination
yet people came around
Pull me off this road which i'm bound
Stripped off all my belongings
Left me with only a beating heart

I stand up, no cry, no moan, not a word
My legs start walking again
Over again my bare feet move ahead of each other
the road is filled with broken glass and thorns
My feet bleed yet my heart bleed more
Cause the distance is getting more and more

At a point I understand
even if I sprout wings and fly
I can never reach you
Your heart has been taken
and my effort is futile

I decided to abdicate
and be an abandoner
yet never forgetting
365 weeks ago that night

Remembering,
In the theater you sat at my right
Watching a love story
I wish that story is mine
I hold on that memory through the night
and for the rest of a thousand night

The festival of the red came
And It was the fourth day where you came
I see you again
and it came back again
365 weeks ago that night
that moment was relived
that same aura captures me
Leave me helpless and pondering

Its not a crime
for you to be mine
but why you are not mine
why this love story cant be mine

-J.mes-

I need something

Okay...so sorry for not blogging for like 7days plus
Been kinda busy lately ... but still gt nothing much to blog about .. lol
The past week i spend most of my time working in the office..
So, not much activity ..so i'm bored..really bored

So..I need:
- Pizza with shit load of cheese on it
- Chocolate Ice-Cream
- New Jacket
- New shoes
- to see her again
- inspiration on a project
- a new timetable
..and the list moves on .. +_+

some valentines day pic i saw in the web:

I wont move away, move up nor move down, I will be there...You know where...In case Ur asking I am where..I am there ..hoping you will come there..and get me out of there... the place where the memories I hold on for a thousand days and a thousand hours
-J.Mes-

Crash Aftermath

No need me to elaborate more on what happen on friday afternoon,just look at the pictures
Well .. Enjun's driving i'm beside and a friend is behind
Lucky none of us are hurt and bro dun take all the blame, everyone screws up once in a while
Honestly .. I heard of ppl saying that "my whole life flash through me that moment" or "i thought of you that moment" well ... i think is bullshit for me
That "moment" all i can really see is the van flashing past me and I cant think of a thing..it happen just so fast
Don't know its me .. or its just plain bullshit
But, after that crash .. we were sitting under a shelter frm the rain
Waiting for enjun's father
That was when a thought came through me that shiver me
If we were just a few metres infront or if the car was a little faster...we wont be hitting the van...the van will hit us .. and God knows what will happen
Well...its a memorable experience...and just make me realize that there is a possibility that i will not make it through everyday...
"a lesson learned is profit gained, be it the hard way or anyway"

One WEEK Too SOON

Ok..so its been almost a week of holiday
Went to visit a junior of mine at Tuesday ,Lee Kar Chun in Fatimah Hospital. He got slammed in the head by an indian fella. Long story how did he got into that situation. Just feel sorry for his parents.Wednesday went "YumCha" with TimLim,David and SzeTat.. chat for quite awhile with them.. Then Friday had a Visit my tuition teachers with a few friends. It was .. memorable. At night had a sort of reunion dinner , had dinner with my parents classmates. Listen them talked bout the old days kills my boredom...haha. Friday went out whole day with my scout friends.Visit a few house .. and my house was the last stop. At night went to Priscilla farewell at Mamamia.
Oh well .. "pop" and a week passed .. time flies

Recently .. i've been kinda pissed off by a decision made by somebody..or somepeoples..
It's just plain childish and immature they handle this kind of situation
Nevermind the decision is made no point taking it back
I will just respect that decision and stop getting Angry
I will and can live with it

It's so wrong, but you'll see.
Never gonna let you take my world from me.
The world outside these walls may know you're breathing,
But you ain't comin' in. -chris daughtry