End Game.

It's officially decided. I am going for Form6 , any plans to make last minute decisions, transitions had been utterly wiped off from my mind. I am really staying. Got my hair-cut yesterday too .. and gonna get my school shirt tomoro. Newspaper is getting more interesting these days for some reasons. Particularly these 2 days. And I'm having a bad flu , just before school starts.. great.

I've choose my road.
Now I'm gonna focus on achieving.

P/s: Can't they settle this like grown ups? Oh wait.. they are grown ups? I've mistaken them for little kids who pee on their pants.(*i'm referring to those Po_it_cia_s )

This Moment

Few hours more, before I sign up. So what its gonna be?
Leave everything behind and start anew?
Stay and deal with the past?

I have a calling to answer, and I am determined to answer it. That is why I am finding it so hard to make this decision. Which is really the right one? Which the one that the supreme being up there wants me to go? Am I really given a decision to choose on my own this time?
I prayed hard, and it will be answered tomoro. A phrase from an old friend reminded me..

If ur determined to answered His calling
No matter which way you choose
You will still end up in the path He called you to be

Whatever decision I made, I'm sorry if I'm gonna disappoint a few of you. You know who you are.

P/s: There's no swine flu in Malaysia right? Cause I'm getting a flu and fever = ="

Crossroad

Today morning suppose to go play basketball .. but when I woke up I was very dizzy and can't even stand for a few sec. So canceled everything and sleep untill almost 12pm. Guess sleepless nights really took a toll on me. I'm starting to sleep well now .. Finally!!! =D

Less than a week school will start. Tomoro I will only know for sure if I can go form6. And guess what? I am going to watch wolverine again tomoro .. for the 3rd time = =". I'm wandering now will I fall asleep in the cinema..lol. Or I will be the spoiler telling ppl beside what will happen next? XD

At the crossroad.. I said I'd go left.. But I am still looking at the right. I am still thinking which to take.. I am still wandering .. it's simply because I still have time that will run out very soon.Honestly, a little part of me hope that my name will not appear on the Form6 enrollement list. Don't ask why. And yea .. getting a sore troat now = =". Damn it.
Yea a picture I stumbled in the web ..it's about Education

When in Doubt, Just Smile and Nod

P/s: I can't walk alone. Not anymore.

Indecisive

Been driving alot lately.. want to brush up my driving skills before school starts. Reason? Imagine if I get to drive to school everyday.. and I usually tend to wake up late.. means I have to drive fast and safe.. so yea.. that's my reason. XP

I screwed up almost everything in life. But I won't screwed up on this.

And yes... playing "Gotcha!" is actually really amusing!

Rascal Flatts: Here Comes Goodbye

I can hear the truck tires coming up the gravel road
And its not like her to drive that slow, nothings on the radio
Footsteps on the front porch, I hear my doorbell
She usually comes right in, now I can tell


Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear Im gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye


I can hear her say I love you like it was yesterday
And I can see it written on her face that she had never felt this way
One day I thought Id see her with her daddy by her side
And violins would play here comes the bride


Why does it have to go from good to gone?
Before the lights turn on, yeah and you're left alone
All alone, but here comes goodbye


Sleepless nights driving me nuts.. Damn!!!

P/s: Gotcha!

Origins

Today morning went out .. watch my juniors have Backwoodsmen camp. It's sorta like cooking competition but its done with primitive tools. And those tools had to be made by them selves. Example..Coconut Bowl, Bamboo Cup.. and the list goes on..
This year was not bad..The food was okay .. decoration and hygiene was good to my surprise =D

Yea.. Did I mentioned? My school had turned into a freaking Prison!! Or at least a Military School!! Even play basketball also need to book the court..wth?! We students pay cold hard cash for that new court to appear and now You freakos want us to book only can play?! Summore not enough people cannot play?! You got that right.. I am damn pissed off by the changes that happened in my school.

*Okay.. chill

Later in the afternoon went to Jusco and watched X-men Origins, Wolverine. Awesome movie.. the plots with so much twist and turns plus effects is very good. 8/10 for me. The ending is quite sucky.. especially when ur already in abit depressed mood.

Well... I pretty much drove my self everywhere today XD. It was fun driving around enjoying the breeze listening radio..till I bumped into a Traffic Jam! Plus that time my car's oil is hitting empty.. it kinda make me nervous ..seriously.


P/s: It's been 2 weeks now.. when can I really sleep well?? Those sleepless nights is really driving me up the wall.Rawr!

Because It was my decision to make

Today went to Meru Valley in the morning to help out some stuff then afternoon had fun there with enoch and eugene. Well shudnt had done that.. morning felt a little weird.. and after playing under the sun for the afternoon.. i'm having fever at night = =".
To a few peoples knowledge.. Meru Valley was a place of my childhood... I always went there when I was a kid.

wanted to post pictures but the internet was bad..Grrrr..

And yes...alot people been asking why I stayed for Form6. I know last year I was Saying" I'll go Form 6 over my dead body" but then even the most arrogant minds can be changed..wouldn't you agree on that? I changed my mind for several reasons. And I wont elaborate on that.. so stop asking me why. Bdw .. told a few friends and so far a few yelled and sweared ..XD
So much for now.




P/s: can time really heal and forgive??