This Moment

Few hours more, before I sign up. So what its gonna be?
Leave everything behind and start anew?
Stay and deal with the past?

I have a calling to answer, and I am determined to answer it. That is why I am finding it so hard to make this decision. Which is really the right one? Which the one that the supreme being up there wants me to go? Am I really given a decision to choose on my own this time?
I prayed hard, and it will be answered tomoro. A phrase from an old friend reminded me..

If ur determined to answered His calling
No matter which way you choose
You will still end up in the path He called you to be

Whatever decision I made, I'm sorry if I'm gonna disappoint a few of you. You know who you are.

P/s: There's no swine flu in Malaysia right? Cause I'm getting a flu and fever = ="