Amazing life? Most unlikely.

Enjoyable? I suppose yes.
You know why?
Cause I finally sleep and dream. Problems free!!! Gosh I miss sleeping normally.

Took my 'beloved' for service just after my exams are over. Finally its running like it should be ... smooth and face baby =D . Well , its proton .. So i guess its just smooth =.=

I'm thinking of changing my car tyres to a bigger one
Small tyre is just so gay =.=

Oh! also had some bro-time *directly inspired by Jeff's bro-mance* with ma homies! =D Chatted the noon away at KennyRogers.

The guy on the left : I like Yoona
The guy on the right : I like TaeYeon!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!

Okay. Its random. I know. Like I care. This page is mine. =p

Oh btw.. i u read back i told you guys that by this weekend i would either be a zombie or a caffein overdosed maniac. Well after reading this I suppose you guys get the idea. Tata.

Chatted with my classmate in my car that day. It just made me realize that there are people with different taste in this world. =G
Someone, who sees the world the way I see mine yet still offers an entirely new perspective. It's gonna take a miracle. and I suppose it's gonna be one of a kind.
Miracle lies in the lives of the believer.

So, believe.

P/s: Random huh? I know I know. =D

Tears in Heaven

2 days of exams had drove me onto the wall literally. 2 days 4 cups of coffee *Self hypnotize-Coffee is water, Coffee is water.. * well over my self imposed quota. Well, I dint say it out, but past 2 months i've cut down on coffee. Cause I suspect i was addicted to it.. so i kinda experimented.

Then when I got back into a coffee spree.. it is as if my body have some allergic reaction to it. When I gulp down a cup of coffee my heart beat pumps up. And it persisted for like .. a couple of hours. Two nights, TWO, I fall asleep feeling my heartbeat beating the crap out of my chest. Still, a weird kinda experience. Well, I'm weird. Proud of it. =P

Was scrolling through my old phone's media files and I bumped onto this song. Damn i miss it so much. =D Its my current blog song. 'Tears in Heaven'.

Bumped onto this post too.. and I find it pretty encouraging. Given that I am struggling every single moment there is this year thinking about what should I study and what occupation I should pursue.

Work is love made visible. —Kahlil Gibran

About 80% of people are unhappy at work, and 20% are happy. Our culture has separated work from passion, and taught us to prefer a higher paycheck to higher happiness. That mistake costs us our souls. The goal of career development is to uncover one's gifts and passions, and to link them to the practical needs of the world. We call that "being in the right place," "finding a good fit," or "making the best use of one's talents."

In What Color Is Your Parachute? my mentor, Dick Bolles, quotes Fred Buechner, who writes, "There are all different kinds of voices calling you to all different kinds of work . . . (and) the place God calls you to is the place where your deep gladness and the world's deep hunger meet." [2001 Edition, page 57.]

High compensation and high happiness are not incompatible. It's not that we shouldn't seek money, and lots of it; many of our clients do. But we should first seek to love, or at least to like, what we're doing. That's the realization of our highest calling.

Well. I need to make my decision. No matter what, the decision must be Mine to make, no one should plan my future except me and me alone. My occupation, for sure, will not cost me my soul. LOL.

Oh and I AM ONLINE!!! LOL. Gonna have my modem back for Two weeks at least. Then I will be cut off again =(

Sometimes when life felt like its not worth living, My dreams are the only thing that says otherwise.

Friday the 13th

and I'm definitely nt suffering from Friggatriskaidekaphobia.
It's more like the exam plague =_____________________=

Anyway bumped onto this song which I find it quite nice and soothing.

Amidst the exam craze week .. I somehow manage to squeeze out an evening to let myself loose to attend the Hillsong Concert at Syuen. I went there at Thursday and boy it was very packed that night.. but from what I've heard it was way worse the night before .. people had to stand outside during the concert. Wow.

Anyway the concert was awesome. Minus the cramped space, hot atmosphere(Due to the cramp space), and Me being too short having problem to see the stage( =.= Not funny ).
On the upside, the message was pretty good :) And there is this two girls on my front left just kept dancing all the way during the ending worship.. which is a little amusing.

A quote from the speaker

"I challenge you to look at the mirror everyday and say ' You are going to have an awesome day and Something GREAT is goin to happen, Amen"

It will change your life.

And my life routine is screwed up. The greatest adversary one could face is none other than the person within. I am indeed struggling in almost every aspect of my life thinkable..Past,Present,Future.. its all so messed up. Anyway I guess my life cycle is gonna be pretty screwed up for the next 7 days which by the next weekend I'm most likely a soul drained corpse.. or A hyperactive psychopath due to over dosage of caffein.

And randomly.
Nothing taste better than maggi mee when ur hungry!

At this rate I will be suffering from claustrophobia by next week end too =.=

Closing my eyes,
and Living my life.
I will always keep the promise I made to myself,
Yet I do indulge in lies for a few brief moments.

Its funny, The way that I would fall back to the trap
Of being in the same situation..
Having the same strong feeling
to all the wrong people
over and over again.

Still,
always have
and
always will. I will keep it all to myself.
P/s: Time to take it up to the next level. I'm so gonna be a UltraNerd.

Check Yes Juliet

Here's the countdown:
3,2,1 you fall in my arms now
They can change the locks, don't let them change your mind

Lace up your shoes
Here's how we do
Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart if you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart, say we're not meant to be
Run baby run, forever will be
You and me

We're flying through the night
We're flying through the night
Way up high
The view from here is getting better with you
By my side

Enough with the EmoSongs. The cold wet weather deserve some warm songs. Or in this case, faster paced. =D

So, Life this week. Well in gearing up mode for the coming exams. No wait. I'm in chaos.. i feel so out of course right now. Not to mention lost.. and Dad conveniently brought up the subject about my future studies.. which is worrying to both me and my Dad cause I don't know which direction i'm heading. They(God knows who, i just heard it somehow) said, You can find urself entering form 6. Well .. i felt as if I lost my self. A figure of speech. Anyhow.. guess I just need time to think things through.

Also am quite out of steam at the moment. Wait its the 21st century.. we're using fuel now. Okay so I'm so out of fuel now .. GAH. Can't wait for trials to be over.. I'm actually planning to go to somewhere alone for the weekends.. mayb pangkor, langkawi, or penang. Anywhere with beaches. Still planning.. there is alot of stuff to settle if I would venture something like that = =. Problem no.1 financial problem .. and then transportation, loggings, bla bla bla..and more bla.

I'm out of fuel.. nearly.

Maybe .. i need a stimulant? o.0

Nah its just a joke

Parent's friend brought this for us. Well I dont know how to describe what it taste like. Its not my area of expertise.

And there's my name.

Remember The Name

Thats about it. I'm mentally exhausted .. thanks to Extra class on Saturday. Which literally ruined my weekends.

Oh btw, My dad has facebook(He is still awesome) ... don't think he found me yet.lol

Well, Look on the bright side.. the last time my mom tried to get a FB acc.. she called me and asked 'How do I go to that facebook page ah? .. Through google?'

Yeap, my online profile is still safe. For now... o.o

P/s: I never thought.. what if Dad is reading this blog O.O ...*Gasp*

Extra class

DAMN YOU. Saturday is the only day that holds me together and now you ask me to GO TO SCHOOL??? GRAAAAWWWWWWWRRRRR!!!!


Kays. Just freaking frustrated. And I'm starting to tune in to life without internet. Digi Facebook helped alot. :D

Out for a swim. Hope it can clear my mind of things. I've been thinking ridiculous stuffs. Not to mention my memories is bugging back to the past. Need some chilling out.

P/s: I'm starting to feel annoyed by my blog song -.-

What about

all the things that makes life worth living?

Well. I'm gonna live for it.

Q: Are you normal?
A: Obviously not.

Well, just a random post.


Breathe deep.. Breathe deep. There is no reason to panic. Problems presented to us, are meant to be solved.

Song of the Night

I took my love down to Violet Hill
There we sat in snow
All that time she was silent still

So if you love me
Won't you let me know?

Been listening to this song on and on for almost the whole night.
Well.. I was out the whole night .. soo its ..
Reachhome->Online few minutes->Bath and toilet buisness -> online again.lol
So yeah.. its considered the whole night. :P

The word of the day for today.
"We all have to make decisions, Just remember we have to live for and with the decisions we made. Cause no matter if its a good or bad decision, we must bare the consequences. Be wise."

P/s:I will be irrationally wise then. =D
P/s/s: Tick Tock Tick Tock .. BOOM!