I am officially

A korean song's fan. YES I FRIGGING AM. Been listening to it alot lately. Guess english songs are getting bored. Bah.

Starry nights, City lights, Coming down over me

 I'm cutting down. I really am! 

Well. One of my friend's status made me figure this post out. Emo alert.

Ever been to a moment, where it was just simply perfect? The feeling as if you are on top of the world and nothing could been better than that moment. I've lived through that moment and I could never fully describe how fantastic it was even till today. Even shortly after that moment everything turned upside down and my world falls apart cause of it, it was still memorable nonetheless. It was and it still is a treasure I cling onto, cause to date, not one thing came close to that.

Nothing in this world could replace that moment, yet I would give anything in the world to live through that moment one more time. It's not a prize, more like a part of me that I locked up deep down inside and it would only resurface once in a blue moon.

Still, It was a memory worth keeping. Thanks for the memories, and they are legendary even if its short lived or whatever that comes after it. And I am living my life, with or without you. It's already the same.

난 아직도 당신을 사랑해 :)

But you will never know.

Buddy Holy's Everyday

Everyday seems a little longer
Every way love's a little stronger
Come what may
Do you ever long for, true love from me

Everyday it's a-gettin' closer
Goin' faster than a roller coaster
Love like yours will surely come my way
A-hey, a-hey-hey

heard this song from History Channel advertisement. Epic.

To some people out there, do you still remember your childhood? In elementary? When you hold your dear little tech wiz that could just entertain you for hours and hours and in some serious cases you might even hug it to sleep? Its slightly larger than your palm and comes in a variety of colors. Purple, yellow, blue and so on.

And when I was a kid, I have 3 friends and we would always hang out together and during hols we would go on trips together.. along side with out family. And then we will carry these small electronic devices and have a blast too.

Well if ur still wondering, its called a Gameboy. HAHA. Too bad I lost it. But that was the 1st item that I really did save up to buy. With parental approval ofc.

Well thats not the point.

The reason I can remember these is because last Weds last period, my classmates somehow got back into this topic. And damn.. those were the days. =D. Remember Pokemon the game? The only game that made buying a gameboy relevant to me at that time. LOL. I know not everyone got it .. But yeah many many ppl played Pokemon. 

Sounds childish, but that was part of my childhood. And I remember there is this Funny villian guy that shares the same name with me. Yes, James. Proud of the name, not the character = = .

 

This is interesting.HAHA.

 Well. Not this sign. = =

P/s: But I do really need one in 1 month plus.

1년後. One year later.

For a long time, I've been living, having forgotten of you
For a while, I thought I was doing fine
However I started to realize it as time passed by
That I am nothing without you
At that time, if only we had been a bit more mature
If only we knew how we would be right now
I have no confidence in overcoming these endless regrets
So I've had to just repress them
One year has passed like that

Definitely a nice song by a korean girls band. a.k.a Snsd

(THIS DONT MAKE ME THEIR FAN)

p/s: Song is in the music player.

The fear that suddenly engulfs without warning and in its wake leave you suffocated. Its hard to explain and neither comprehend.

And a good friend from afar that reminds me to appreciate now and not be impatient for the future. And things will take its own course.

Things, unfolds as time progress. And life, is never constant.

Still. Homemade pizza is the best! :D 

 

Chef of the day? Dad. HAHA. Frigging awesome.

This song is called, Solution.

It is not a human right

To stare not fight
While broken nations dream
Open up our eyes, so blind
That we might find
The Mercy for the need

  

I suppose its true when they say too much of a good thing is bad. I was trying to stay healthy as in sleeping on time since last trial exam. However..the aftermath is I couldnt withstand 2 weeks of abusing my bio-clock which literally turn things upside down as soon as I finish exams & Marvelous Change. Luckily. 

Was weird thou. Sunday morning I was still damn hyped up. Went home and dozed off for 4 hours and woke up as if i was hell on earth. My running nose flowed like water. Nways I slept for a further 14hours and skipped school. Wuahahahahahahahaha.

Well. Nuf sick talk. Last Saturday church held a event called Marvelous Change. It was a combined effort of the Campus ministry a.k.a Route 328 & Youth ministry a.k.a SPY. Well I was one of the photographers for that event. Took lotsa lotsa shots that night =D.

Preperation. At 4pm. I reached at 5. Reason? Overslept. I was hell tired.

The serious preparation mood.

Tim(guy in blue shirt). My ex-Sifu and also the star of the night. Haha.

Kelvin(guy in the 'live without limits' shirt). The man who makes sure everyone is on the job. lol.

Church's new lighting system is quite awesome btw. Specially when its used to its full potential.

And the crowd goes wild!!!

*Due to low lighting & me refusing to use flash I can't get fast shutterspeed*

Tim and his crew frm FCC. Awesome people indeed :D. 

Ignoring the fact that they bullied me on this photo. lol.

We can always dream right? HAHA.

Anyways. It was an awesome weekend. Not forgetting 22 more days to my Stpm. I am actually hoping Stpm will come slower. For all the different reasons. It's not academic related. And I suppose quite a few ppl are feeling the same thing.

Wheels up gents. Time to leave the field of fun and hit the books. As they say, You snooze you loose. 

Much love.

P/s: Yeah I know. I havnt been able to snap epic good photos even with a good camera. GAH.

Greater things has yet to come

Greater things are still to be done in this city.

So I'm back. 

Update no.1

I got a dslr. Earlier then expected :) and definitely am happy with it.

Update no.2?

Church event a.k.a Marvelous Change is hours away. All the best to all of us :)

Snap shots of it .. More is to come.

Trials is over. But no more breaks. 23 more days to make it right.

and

A longer update will be here. :)

This is just me warming up. haha.

Love can touch us one time, and last for a lifetime.

I will be

Back in Seven Days. Or maybe Five. Or Six. 

so stay tuned ppl :)

Oh yes people. New songs on my list. Enjoy =D

Sunny is her Name

 

I know it's late but I can't help but think here
That the day hasn't shown all its cards
Now it's out to the stars of the ocean
Let's not retrace our steps to the car

Picking out all the stars that we like
Between finger and thumb
You laugh as you pass me the night
As if it's too fragile to hold
And I fold it so close to my chest
With your hands in my hands
You say this is just how we'll rest until light turns to sound

P/s: The future is now.

Orbituary

 All publicity is good, except an obituary notice.

Holidaysssssssssssssssss

Its over. So no more slacking

So how was my holidays? Well for one, I know I do post up loads, if not TONS of random post and some emo ones *cough during this holiday. Well as of now, this post will be a post bout my 2 weeks holiday. It's pretty long so take ur time to read it. When I meant take ur time to read, I could actually mean take a few days to slowly read it .. as i know most of u ppl never like reading. LOL. There is pictures too, so don't worry =)

Well started with a little birthday celebration of one of the usst members. He is famous for his white teeth, Hooi Zhi Hong a.k.a Mr.Darlie. The surprising him part is actually kinda funny cause we surprised the wrong person = =".

Next was inspecting my junior's modern cooking competition. Well, some of the things they cook looks really good I tell you. Well looks.. the taste you gotta try it yourself. :P

 Looks quite good huh? And I don't think even you can cook something like this.muahahaha

Then its onto the horrifying extra classes drilled by Mr.Hee. His kind of extra class is anything but light and easy, and he literally took away the holiday mood with his extra class. More than that, his extra class is even more adrenaline pumping than his usual school classes.

He also showed us his Europe back pack trip when we are having a short break

Other than that. Had afew yumcha sessions with frens. Like with scouts and also with church frens. Also had steamboat with my classmates too. Well no pictures cause either one of them brought a Dslr or I totally forgot to take any pictures.

Still it rained alot during this holiday. Which is AWESOME! :)

Nonetheless this holiday is different. Its my last holiday. My officially last, rot at home do nothing kind of holiday.

As the holiday season ends,

Some friendship which I tried to rekindle, ended up cold as before

yet some, which I never expected even to light it up, its now warm aflame

Some principles which I held on blindly has been reconsidered

yet some which I never knew I held on before made me realize I did

Some of my goals lost but found

yet some, i realized its better to be left lost

The problems which I figured was solved and dealt with

resurfaced when life slows down

Yet my egoistic self find it hard to admit

that all these problems was never solved. I was merely escaping it.

New goals are set, along with new dreams for next year

and year to come

Yet dreams from the past came back

along with hope

My mind could not rest

Kept on thinking was my decision wise back then

Will it be any different if I choose to carry on back then?

And I chose to be myself instead of someone I wasnt?

Maybe giving up was the wise choice after all.

tonight won't be the night I will fall for you, over again. Don't make me change my mind.

We always have tomorrow to look forward to anyhow.

And tomorrow lies infinite possibilities. :)

 Towards a better tomorrow is what I am and will live for

well I think crapped too much. Probably I'm influenced by a Tv series. LOL.

And this will be my last post on this blog until after 25Oct or later. Because, some sacrifices had to be made for the future.

I suppose you guys know why then :)

TATA folks.