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Holidaysssssssssssssssss

Its over. So no more slacking

So how was my holidays? Well for one, I know I do post up loads, if not TONS of random post and some emo ones *cough during this holiday. Well as of now, this post will be a post bout my 2 weeks holiday. It's pretty long so take ur time to read it. When I meant take ur time to read, I could actually mean take a few days to slowly read it .. as i know most of u ppl never like reading. LOL. There is pictures too, so don't worry =)

Well started with a little birthday celebration of one of the usst members. He is famous for his white teeth, Hooi Zhi Hong a.k.a Mr.Darlie. The surprising him part is actually kinda funny cause we surprised the wrong person = =".

Next was inspecting my junior's modern cooking competition. Well, some of the things they cook looks really good I tell you. Well looks.. the taste you gotta try it yourself. :P

 Looks quite good huh? And I don't think even you can cook something like this.muahahaha

Then its onto the horrifying extra classes drilled by Mr.Hee. His kind of extra class is anything but light and easy, and he literally took away the holiday mood with his extra class. More than that, his extra class is even more adrenaline pumping than his usual school classes.

He also showed us his Europe back pack trip when we are having a short break

Other than that. Had afew yumcha sessions with frens. Like with scouts and also with church frens. Also had steamboat with my classmates too. Well no pictures cause either one of them brought a Dslr or I totally forgot to take any pictures.

Still it rained alot during this holiday. Which is AWESOME! :)

Nonetheless this holiday is different. Its my last holiday. My officially last, rot at home do nothing kind of holiday.

As the holiday season ends,

Some friendship which I tried to rekindle, ended up cold as before

yet some, which I never expected even to light it up, its now warm aflame

Some principles which I held on blindly has been reconsidered

yet some which I never knew I held on before made me realize I did

Some of my goals lost but found

yet some, i realized its better to be left lost

The problems which I figured was solved and dealt with

resurfaced when life slows down

Yet my egoistic self find it hard to admit

that all these problems was never solved. I was merely escaping it.

New goals are set, along with new dreams for next year

and year to come

Yet dreams from the past came back

along with hope

My mind could not rest

Kept on thinking was my decision wise back then

Will it be any different if I choose to carry on back then?

And I chose to be myself instead of someone I wasnt?

Maybe giving up was the wise choice after all.

tonight won't be the night I will fall for you, over again. Don't make me change my mind.

We always have tomorrow to look forward to anyhow.

And tomorrow lies infinite possibilities. :)

 Towards a better tomorrow is what I am and will live for

well I think crapped too much. Probably I'm influenced by a Tv series. LOL.

And this will be my last post on this blog until after 25Oct or later. Because, some sacrifices had to be made for the future.

I suppose you guys know why then :)

TATA folks.

Perhaps

Perhaps. Cause everything slowed down and somehow the past had caught back up with me.
Well, next week will be life on the fast lane again.. and I will be normal again I suppose.

I still miss you.

Cause, when I turned my back on you back then. I had really fallen in love with you.

Will you? Give me one last chance, to prove that I am your man, and you.. my right lady.

those 3 words  that I never used for anyone, had been reserved specially for you.

There is nothing I would not do, to make you feel my love.

Just Give it Time - Jon McLaughlin

Still waters, heavy hearts
Plans we make all fall apart
Disillusioned and lost in the gray
How can we fix the heart when it breaks?
Don't know how much more you can take

Just give it time
It's gonna get better
Now is not forever at all
Just give it time
Everything changes
Tomorrow comes today will be gone
Everything's gonna be fine
Just give it time, give it time

Quiet landslide when nobody knows
Regretted decisions that nobody chose
Under water and sinking fast
No way out, no way to get back
What might have been is lost in the past

When the world you're in is still again
And it all fades out
You've reached the end, begin again now

Everything's gonna be alright
Everything's gonna be alright
Just give it time 

Sleeping well. Thats something more than I could ask for. :) 

Had an awesome night catching up with my sis(well nt the real sis, i'm single kid). Had a great night. =D

And tomorrow, class gathering. 

Sleep tight world. :)

Secrets we tend to keep

Are those that will hurt.

  We got all these words,Can't waste them on another

 

I guess I've been hanging on

Time to plunge into the unknown

&

believe that life has more to offer

It's always easier

&

at the same time harder

to believe

Nearly twelve hours of sleep. Well.. its AWESOME! :D

Its another JamesChang!!

Neither do I believe it. And its shocking. Melvin even claimed that I'm his evil twin.

Well you have your say

Shocking huh? 

Besides melvin, another guy said the name isnt the problem, the problem is i look like him. 

= =  .. wth.

Well apparently this guy have his own website.. and Melvin found his facebook page. His story is quite impressive, venturing into a few kind of business eventually ended up on Commercial Photographer. As he quoted, 

" I decided to follow my heart instead of the path with the bread crumbs."

It is apparent that photography is his interest too. 

He even has his own website ... www.jameschang.com .. lol this guy means serious business! haha 

This is why you can't pretend airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars

Or bumper planes. Which ever fit most

The day where innocent people died just that a message of anger could be sent. Where countless lost their loved ones just so a group of people can satisfy their hunger for revenge.

 I remembered well on that night I was studying for my near UPSR exams and I was sleeping early cause I need to go for tuition early tomorrow. Just before I was going upstairs to my bedroom I saw the tv screen , showing airplanes ramming into buildings, and my father is watching it. I wanna take a better look, but before I could my Mom pulled me upstairs. The next day, my tuition teacher then told my class what happened. And that was the day the world changed.. I even saw it on the newspaper.. it made the front page.

The primary victim of terrorism is never the people getting killed, instead they are the secondary. The primary victims are us, those alive and in the flesh. Cause the point of terrorism is to send out a message so terribly that it terrorizes people.

In memory for all who struggled

F.Y.I, The world trade center did not just blew up itself cause it was in a bad mood.

Now, we have inscribed a new memory alongside those others. It's a memory of tragedy and shock, of loss and mourning. But not only of loss and mourning. It's also a memory of bravery and self-sacrifice, and the lvoe that lays down its life for a friend, even a friend whose name it never knew

George W.Bush

And the chain reaction from this event literally reshaped the world.

P/s: Tried out a new template too .. :D

Somedays are to remind us

That life is a bliss :)
and some looks actually kills.*cough*
More like laugh then kill. Anyhow one of my fren took this pic.. I was actually trying to be friendly and funny.. turns out .. it actually look as if someone is trying to steal my breakfast.
= = .. way to go.

I was actually trying to do this -> o.0 .. which as we know it. FAILED. lol

And more pictures. Well i dont wanna upload it one by one. .so i just do a whole set here.. which covers almost everyone. :) save time.. haha. It was fun hanging out .. reminding ourselves all the crazy shit we did.. also all the crazy shit that i realize i actually did.

Refined
only those with an eye for detail will ever realize its existence

Shutter speed 2000/1 nailed it :) .. and this picture triggers my inner desire to get a dslr even stronger.

and I will get it next year. I will.

Maybe, it is time for us to stop being strangers. Better a friend than a foe. right?

Not so holiday, holiday

Well. 2days of extra class during the holidays could really take a toll on you.

Well who am i kidding, I'm just warming up! rawr! (trying to think positively)

anyway.. tomorrow is gonna be tat sort of day where nothing is up and i will mostly stay home.. maybe run through one or two chapters. But mostly get some good rest. Thursday is another day =)

well. i suppose all that's left on the list for now is what i've been doing less and less but i something i needed so much.

Some good undisturbed sleep


zzz...zzz...zzz...

Sing to

me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again

On the right track

But I was on the wrong train
Just like that
Now you've got a face the pain
And the devil's got a fresh new place to play
In your brain like a maze you can never escape the rain
Every damn day is the same shade of grey
by FortMinor

Whoever said you can't clap with one hand
Is being practical and realistic
and at the same time
lack of imagination and creativity

And?
Extra classes during holidays is a bitch.
Except for Mr.Hee's class. Cause its actually adrenaline pumping.

Another random post. Just bare with me for now. :)
P/s: Does movies cause mood swings. Heyy they actually do.

Inspiration

always attend a party, without an invitation.

And my insanity when I got hit by one

Let's be clear. What we need isnt always what we wanted
Be grateful with what we have

You can close your eyes from the things you dont want to see but you can never close your heart from the things you dont want to feel

Its been tiring. Just a random short update for now. live laugh love. We can do it.

September One

Year 2010
Day 75th.
Chapter Nineteen.

Well, so far its been drowsy. After a long weekend of rest to the ultimate satisfaction.. I've dragged my butt(which has gotten heavy) back to school. And just to be told we're gonna be having close to 2 weeks holiday in 3days time. Well .. time to catch up with some friends. And as many has told me .. I am clear that this holiday is important. Even Mr.Hee has asked us to come back for extra class. Soooo .... I guess I won't be playing much this holiday.

Well. I need to prove to myself I am a person of strong resolve. The greatest adversary is always the yourself.

It's the month of September. Well I would never understand why.. but September always brings a different feeling to me. I will usually think back of what I did for the whole year in September.. cause the name of this name sounds quite... well ... sentimental? HAHA. Well mayb I am not making sense. Perhaps I am not suppose to.

Carpe Diem
Make every second of your life count
No regrets

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

like my father's come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when September ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

P/s: Contrary to popular belief, this song is actually not related to Nine Eleven. Well assuming the article I read is right.