Why so serious

Okay...time to blog something since the tag, well...I hav less than 1 week to find out my SPM result..and i'm not really chilling knowing the deadline
I also decided to join the Kidsgame as part of the multimedia crew
The multimedia crew is also responsible to promote kidsgame
and coming soon a multimeda class will be organized
which hopefully will include
1.sound recording
2.photoshop designing
3.video editing and recording
Let's hope this will come to past

And recently i dont really know wats got into me
I'm like so serious and so stressed for pratically no reason
Even lost me enthusiasm to laugh when a joke is being told

I also watched slumdog Millianare
Scored 10/10 if u ask me, the way they present the movie and storyline is good
and how it switches to the boys past and present is wonderfull
A movie with comedy, romance, action and education
Its the entire package in it

不知为何,我爱上你

那可是我最大的错误

你是我的晴天 也是我的雨天

少了你我的天就一篇空百

我只想让你知道,我爱你

我好蠢,我很笨,我爱你

若爱你是错,我愿错下去

我不想望了爱你的感觉

那独一无二世上最美妙的感觉

好不容易 才能多爱一天

-J.Mes-

Tagged = .=

001. Real name →James Chang Jian Hui
002. Nickname(s)→Fei Mao, Cat, Fat Cat, Pyjames, Ah chang, Orange, P-man, and so on..
004. Zodiac sign → Cancer
005. Male or female → male
006. Elementary → Kinderland
007. Middle School →S.R.J.K.(C) Samtet
008. High School-> S.M.K Samtet
009. College School --> Still choosing
010. Hair color → Opposite of White
011. Long or short → Long
012. Loud or Quiet → Both..depends on the places
013. Sweats or Jeans → jeans
014. Phone or Camera → I want BOTH
015. Health freak → not even abit
016. Drink or Smoke? → Drink on occasions
017. Do you have a crush on someone? Yes, So what?
018. Eat or Drink → Both
019. Piercings → NO
020. Tattoos → Got one in my butt, Hell NO

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → I said NO
024. First best friend → TanBooYeong
025. First award → I recall is "Joker of the year"
026. First crush → If you don't know is who, its for your own good
027. First pet → A pair of turtles
028. First big vacation → When I was 12 years old
030. First big birthday → Forget

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → no
050. Drinking → no
052. I'm about to → Eat and Drink
053. Listening to → Love Story-Taylor Swift
054. Plans for today → 1.Wake up 2.Stay alive 3.Go to bed
055. Waiting for → Dinner

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → at least 3 better still if its twins
059. Want to get married? → OF COURSE!
060. Careers in mind → Pastor, Director of a Movie, Professional Software writer, Computer hardware Engineer

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → Both but more to Lips
070. Shorter or taller? → Is the same
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Both but more Romantic
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Arms
074. Sensitive or loud→ A little of both
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → NO to BOTH

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Constantly
081. Ran away from home → once
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Its not a knife, we call it PARANG
083. Killed somebody → Almost everyday in my pc
084. Broken someone's heart → Yes
085. Been arrested → NO
087. Cried when someone died → ThankGod, nobody yet

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Yes
090. Miracles → Yes, and hoping for one
091. Love at first sight → Yes
092. Heaven → of course
093. Santa Claus → Yes, is he from south or north pole?
094 Tooth Fairy--> Just once, then I find out its fake, coz my fallen teeth dint turn to RM1
095. Kiss on the first date -> Depends

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now →Yes
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → No, but i'm content
099. Do you believe in God → you bet

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people→

I tag YOU if you have nothing to post about

Close to Nature

So I went to The "Men's night out" at gopeng at Friday and Saturday
It was exhausting yet fun...Went for night walk( which we cant see anything except a vry vry long centipede ), a uncle brought along his dog .. named Max. It is sooo adorable.. Sat went to cave walk,
tats the best part .. and later went to waterfall..So that's men's night out
came back had slight fever .. probably i'm too tired
Sunday went church then went youth ..
What I learned? I learned that HipHop and Rapping aint my thing .. lol
If i gonna rap ... i bet it will kill ur ears..
Oh well ... no pictures to update...
So much for now

Was it 365 weeks or 365 days?
This question came back and forth for days
I still wish to see you day to day
You bring me up to face the day
weeks or days
Is still not my day
All things came to a same day
with the same ending
where my heart is in pieces at the end of the day

-J.mes-

365 weeks ago

365weeks ago I met you
You caught my eye that night
that glimmering aura of yours caught me helpless
That feeling ran through the night
Every part of my mind there is you

Things took off
and this feeling carried on
Hours went by
Days pass by
Weeks flew by
And I starting counting the years

Though many weeks had been gone
This feeling is still so strong
It makes my heart beat worth the beat
and you are the soul to my song's beat

I decided to walk this long road
Your heart and love is my destination
yet people came around
Pull me off this road which i'm bound
Stripped off all my belongings
Left me with only a beating heart

I stand up, no cry, no moan, not a word
My legs start walking again
Over again my bare feet move ahead of each other
the road is filled with broken glass and thorns
My feet bleed yet my heart bleed more
Cause the distance is getting more and more

At a point I understand
even if I sprout wings and fly
I can never reach you
Your heart has been taken
and my effort is futile

I decided to abdicate
and be an abandoner
yet never forgetting
365 weeks ago that night

Remembering,
In the theater you sat at my right
Watching a love story
I wish that story is mine
I hold on that memory through the night
and for the rest of a thousand night

The festival of the red came
And It was the fourth day where you came
I see you again
and it came back again
365 weeks ago that night
that moment was relived
that same aura captures me
Leave me helpless and pondering

Its not a crime
for you to be mine
but why you are not mine
why this love story cant be mine

-J.mes-

I need something

Okay...so sorry for not blogging for like 7days plus
Been kinda busy lately ... but still gt nothing much to blog about .. lol
The past week i spend most of my time working in the office..
So, not much activity ..so i'm bored..really bored

So..I need:
- Pizza with shit load of cheese on it
- Chocolate Ice-Cream
- New Jacket
- New shoes
- to see her again
- inspiration on a project
- a new timetable
..and the list moves on .. +_+

some valentines day pic i saw in the web:

I wont move away, move up nor move down, I will be there...You know where...In case Ur asking I am where..I am there ..hoping you will come there..and get me out of there... the place where the memories I hold on for a thousand days and a thousand hours
-J.Mes-

Crash Aftermath

No need me to elaborate more on what happen on friday afternoon,just look at the pictures
Well .. Enjun's driving i'm beside and a friend is behind
Lucky none of us are hurt and bro dun take all the blame, everyone screws up once in a while
Honestly .. I heard of ppl saying that "my whole life flash through me that moment" or "i thought of you that moment" well ... i think is bullshit for me
That "moment" all i can really see is the van flashing past me and I cant think of a thing..it happen just so fast
Don't know its me .. or its just plain bullshit
But, after that crash .. we were sitting under a shelter frm the rain
Waiting for enjun's father
That was when a thought came through me that shiver me
If we were just a few metres infront or if the car was a little faster...we wont be hitting the van...the van will hit us .. and God knows what will happen
Well...its a memorable experience...and just make me realize that there is a possibility that i will not make it through everyday...
"a lesson learned is profit gained, be it the hard way or anyway"

One WEEK Too SOON

Ok..so its been almost a week of holiday
Went to visit a junior of mine at Tuesday ,Lee Kar Chun in Fatimah Hospital. He got slammed in the head by an indian fella. Long story how did he got into that situation. Just feel sorry for his parents.Wednesday went "YumCha" with TimLim,David and SzeTat.. chat for quite awhile with them.. Then Friday had a Visit my tuition teachers with a few friends. It was .. memorable. At night had a sort of reunion dinner , had dinner with my parents classmates. Listen them talked bout the old days kills my boredom...haha. Friday went out whole day with my scout friends.Visit a few house .. and my house was the last stop. At night went to Priscilla farewell at Mamamia.
Oh well .. "pop" and a week passed .. time flies

Recently .. i've been kinda pissed off by a decision made by somebody..or somepeoples..
It's just plain childish and immature they handle this kind of situation
Nevermind the decision is made no point taking it back
I will just respect that decision and stop getting Angry
I will and can live with it

It's so wrong, but you'll see.
Never gonna let you take my world from me.
The world outside these walls may know you're breathing,
But you ain't comin' in. -chris daughtry