Square one

wait..square two maybe?

Okay. I have alot.. and I MEAN ALOT to say bout this holiday. Don't know where to start. Well lets say.. things just went both awesome&terrible. A little of both. Anyway holidays just made me realize I have so many more things to do and the workload is piling up.. consistently in both quantity and frequency.. =.= .. grhh. So much for resting. Passion of my work & the love of my job... well guess thats appropriate now. Much needed is enthusiasm to study..since im starting to be deprived of it.. >.< (as always).

Shady images, fades of gray
neither reality nor a dream
its forever a memory to behold & appreciate

Random craps and short post.. I know. I will start blogging appropriately soon. After holidays mayb. Stay tuned. =P

Okay, back to work.

P/s:Enjun,Booyeong,Junie..sincerely, many thanks =)

Everything has already..

its no longer what I figured it would be. Infact it was the other way around

Flashy lights, Expensive atmosphere, Loud music, Speakers that are 2-3times bigger than me, life inspiring message, a just cause, an awesome concert =)
Attended the 'Change Your World' concert. Well .. kinda enjoyed it.. probably the music they are playing jst aint my cup of tea. Great band though.

Was involved in a preliminary round of a debate competition. No, OFC NOT ME DEBATING LA! I'm just the one counting the time and slamming my palms on the bell. Like my job.. HAHA.. cause i get to be a bad guy slamming the bell and I knw they hate the sound of the bell cause it means their time is up.

Time to reflect on my own mistakes
I have made, One too many.

Screw those stupid feelings thats building up tears in my eyes. Screw those stupid ego stopping me from doing so. Screw myself for getting into this shit at the 1st place. FML!
I dont know who to turn to.. its like I'm all alone...I need advice from some1 older.. some1 who I could rely on.. some1 that I could trust.. I hate standing alone.
P/s: So dead.. holiday homework..

Faith is

the art of holding on to things your reason has once accepted in spite of your changing moods

-C.S.Lewis

Been very busy after exams.Thus, No time to blog..And I cant seem to find my mem.card reader for my phone.. which means i cant transfer any pictures into my pc. Soo.. no pictures for now.:P

So far?
Still havent get any appropriate rest even after exams.. and wont be getting any at all anytime sooner.(explains my lost of enthusiasm for almost anything -.-)

Watched Elise(my muet teacher) in U6XX.. oh i mean Alice in Wonderland. Well .. fun movie to watch.. but its a whole lot diff than the Alice in wonderland's storybook.*imagining Elise slaying the dragon*.. HAHAHA

Just received shocking news tat one of our ex-classmates lost a family member. Gonna pay her a visit later tonight with my classmates.

Freaked out evertime i look at my stash of holiday homework.
Freaked out also realizing i am not doing my holiday homework.
Freaked a hell lot more when i look at those questions and realize its like gibberish to me.

well, thats my holiday so far. As they said, the best is now, and better is to come.. =.=
great.



We laugh at honor and are shocked to find traitors in our midst-C.sLewis.
I gotta admit, i was very shocked and disturb after what I heard yesterday. And I am puzzled right now.. not knowing who to trust anymore.

Pre - monthly exam over

Few hours to a momentarily break/freedom/timeout. Gotta say, I should remind myself to stop doing things at the last minute. Its a surprise that I could even get any marks for my paper judging frm the ways that Im studying. Just a short short update. 1.20am.. damn. Coffee works wonders :D

Remember those days? When we'r jst so damn naive.

P/s: Now, where do I start?

Capital Punish me!

Enough said. I am VERY disappointed. VERY!..sigh.

To be honest? I should know this word!! I recalled i came across it once long time ago. And I was told the meaning of it.. BUT WHY I FORGET!.. & there goes 40marks. GONE. POOF.

So it was a bad start.. a really bad one indeed.
Oh well, no time to grief .. next ones coming up pretty soon.

Even the calculators are screaming
(credit to Melvin)

No, no more in fear. There is so many things more important than fear.
No, not sleeping well...Shandy is nt knocking me out either.
&
Mr.Hee Park Chee(Chem Teacher) is convinced that my shop sells pirated CDs.. thanks to my classmates.
He also suspects that the shop is mine. MINE, not my parents. WHAATT?

P/s: Destress post. I know =P

Faith - Jordin Sparks.

A song for everyone :)

Hey There said eyes

What's on your mind
Don't look so down
Give it some time

You don't have to be so hard on yourself, I know the world can be a brutal place, please don't let it steal your smile away.

Cause when thew sky's the darkest
You can see the stars
And when you fall the hardest you find how strong you are

Close your eyes, rest awhile, it's been a long, long day. So come on baby, baby have a little faith.

Let thoes tears fall, you gave it your all, It's all you can do, I'll be here for you. and there's go your cry, crushed on the ground. Sometimes it takes a wall to tumble down. For you to see who's gonna stick around.

Cause when the skys the darkest
You can see the stars
Cause when you fall the hardest
You find how strong you are.
Close your eyes, rest awhile, it's been a long, long, long, day. So come on baby, baby have a little faith.

Sometimes it gets worst before it gets better
And it takes too much to be brave.
Sometimes it feels it will hurt forever
But when all the lights are yet to fall.

And when the skys the darkest
And when you fall the hardest
You find how strong you are
Close your eyes, and rest awhile, it's been a long, long day. So come on baby, baby, come on baby.

And have little faith,
Have a little Faith

Oooooh
Have a little faith
Have a little faith
Have a little faith

P/s: Sometimes it takes a wall to tumble down. For you to see who's gonna stick around.

Breathee in..

Breathee out.. Listen to the hearts pace.. Empty my thoughts.. Time to to jump.

into a realm of infinite possibilities

Exams in 9 days. Excluding Muet. Muet will be on this Friday. So, there wont be any updates for sometime. Pressure.. pressure.. damn, its more tense then I figured. Insomnia is kicking in. Gonna be drinking loads of coffee for the week I guess.

Guess that is one of the reasons why I kinda exploded(even its just a few minutes) today. I would blame for being too stressed up and wasnt in the mood to get involved. Anyhow, forget what happened. It doesnt matter much really.

F.Y.I , somethings joked at the wrong time is actually deadly

Behold, the Yellow Sponge of Catastrophe

Do it at your own risk

Squidward: Would you not stand so close. I'm getting claustrophobic.

Patrick: What does claustrophobic mean?

Spongebob: It means he's afraid of Santa Claus!

Squidward: No it doesnt!

Patrick: HO HO HO!

Spongebob: Stop it Patrick youre scaring him!

Patrick: HO HO HO!
(yes, I have nothing better to post about :P)

P/s: What other people thinks, no longer matter. I should set my priorities right. I can't please everyone.