So...

...i said a little prayer, and hope my dreams will take there


Its weekends. This weekend turns out to be more relaxing than I expected. Cause there is no Phys/Chem Quiz on Monday.. BUAHAHAHA. So I freed myself frm a little study pressure. Still, replacement class on Saturday virtually dried me out. Anyhow went church Saturday night and turns out to be 'Fun night' which its about board games. Played monopoly. Funny part is? we struggled to follow the rules of that game cause we dont really know the rules well .. and kept on referring to the guide book. HAHA.

is still as fun as I remembered

Then today, had some slight stomach ache since morning.. then afternoon had coffee & black pepper fish fillet rice for lunch. A decision which I will soon regret. Went home with stomach ache getting worse.. and it persisted till now. Went toilet for a few times. It's getting better though.. i think. P/s-melvin, i will go school tomoro.. watch me.

Also, its time to service my car

And, For your entertainment :)

I won't be online this few days, time to send my pc for service and upgrade(hope so).
and
Its gonna be another single valentine. Well, its not something worth making a fuss about.. everything have its right timing.



P/s: Making the impossible, possible...I wont let a set of rules to hold me down.

Living On The

EDGE.

After a few days of slacking I've started to pick up the pace again. Its been tiring/dull/routine-ish/fun deprived as usual. Ah wait.. it aint that bad.. infact this week been kinda interesting :D

Let the pictures talk.

Had the Usst agm for this year
(seriously look like those parliament meetings to me.. or something close to it..lol)

Kinda have this new Family Member for a couple of days
When...
Well.. still he/she did bring a little joy to all of us..*salutes*
(p/s: it was an accident kay? dnt blame any1)

Counting down to CNY.. and also...(*Girlish Scream*)
U gotta giv credit to nature
the breath it takes
the calm it gives
and those mornings tat it made special

Quote of the day?
...is such a BiG word, it should have more letters.
-facebook-

I know I've been neglecting some of my responsibilities lately. I don't feel one bit good about it either and its constantly haunting me as well. I will get back on track.. as soon as I can. This week I was somehow threw into a state of dilemma .. so tat explains why I'd slowed down a few days at the start of the week. Will officially bounce back next week.. with all I've got!! *slams chest* :P

P/s: All pictures are take with KarHean's camera .. except for the last one. That explain the decent pics.. or not so decent =.=

Clair De Lune

you Were.

But its all now a different case. I'm glad the past was settled.
Its gone, bt not forgotten.

Finally manage to convince myself to blog & I have so many to write. Well, bear wif me.. I'd just summarize out everything. OR NOT.. :P

Soooooo.. Life frm sat-mon

Saturday, was suppose to attend tuition. Instead skipped it & practically slowed down that day and its totally devoted to rest and recreation, R&R for short. Well, thanks for my lunch arriving late, and nonetheless thanks to tuition mates that manage to convince my already dilemma-ing mind to skip tuition. Had a much needed nap too on that day :D

Sunday fried keropok with Dad. He dint say it but I figured he did it for Mom since Monday was her Bday.. So I just joined in the fun.. xD
Then at night went to the 'Christmas & NewYear' Celebration organized by the state government. Parents got some kinda VIP ticket that allowed us to sit near the Perak's Royalfamily. Well.. the VIP place aint strategic at all!! D0n't really get a good view on the stage. Moreover the event was delayed then got suffocated by long speeches which I call it trash talk.. cause nobody is actually listening at all. In the end the real programs and the highlight of that night a Drama was overshadowed. sighh.. Then had to leave early missing out the YogaLin's performance. Not that I'm a big fan of his. Anyhow that night was quite disappointing.. the event could've gotten so much better.

Monday .. no need to mention.. I was hit by the infamous monday blues ..vry insanely RELUCTANTLY dragged my zombie body to school. Also, heard news of a standard 5 kid lost his life while riding his bicycle to school for the 1st time.. he got run over by a school bus.. All this just made me realize how fragile life could be. Anyhow .. also manage to eat 'Lemon Cheese Snow Ball' during recess.. legend has it, that its a more creative way to belanja ppl makan lemon(a handful will und wat I'm talking bout :P).

Then celebrated Mom's bday. Kicked off the dinner with 'Lou Sang'. :)

No more pics of the other dish..lazy to take ;P

Oh yeah.. also got this new badge

Sounds kinda cool.. dont ya think? lol

Well, that wraps up the life I had this few days. Guess I really did summarize it.

Escaping.. frm the inevitable?

P/s: CNY is coming.. dnt If am I looking forward to it.

1.2.10

Its a record for abandoning my blog THIS LONG. its like 4 or 5 days?? No friggin idea. Stopped myself from going online for one whole day yesterday and I succeeded!! *proud* My life recently is actually a mix.. interesting yet at the same time dull. So yeah.. its hot n cold.

No pics, No stories, No 'attempts on poems' for now.

This is just a short announcement that this blog is still active and mischievous.

Epic F...

2 words to describe today

EPIC FAIL!!!

Reason?
Came home, got a slight fever.. took a nap at 6pm .. woke up at 12.30am ..1alarm, 6sms, 2miss calls(phone was not in silent mode) failed to wake me up.
Its almost 1am.. I am feeling hyper...shit.

Blah.. homework, proposal, revisions ... damn I don't want to stay up all night ar!!!
On the bright side.. another personal record. Just being sarcastic.. this had nothing to be proud off. Sigh.


Undeniably I was somehow shaken.
A midst of the holocaust it creates a stronger person
The winter's cruel blizzard wasn't easy
Neither is the spring's petals any tender

P/s: 3 words. I need timeout. @.@

Spring will come, after the Winter

Well .. kinda think of it.. it was an awesome weekend I went through. Meet back childhood frens, Had awesome food, had 1st experience driving on the highway, attended a concert by a 2 times Grammy nominations piano artist and so on.

Went to Priscilla's house on Sunday .. was sorta a like a small reunion. Well.. I really liked her house's TV set. DAMN IT IS HUGE!!! OMG!! If it falls over me it could make me splat flat on the groud!!!. Dint take pictures of it though.. dnt think she will let me post up photos of it up on here either..xD
Also .. had my 1st time driving experience on the highway..yeah .. after getting my license for so long.. I finally got the opportunity to drive on the highway. Wined down the window and let the wind brushes me at 110km/h .. ahh blissful indeed!! :D However on the way back home I almost went to the wrong way .. which could really cause me to end up in Penang.. or KL .. O.O. Thx Junie for giving the early warning.. I would really just rush into the toll if I wasnt told that might be the wrong way =.= and eventually get myself into an unwanted misadventure.

Blah, 1st time highway dint drive vry fast la.. jst drive 10km/h over the normals speed.

At night attended Enoch Fernando(I still like to call him Ferdinand!! Hmph!!) concert at YMCA. I got the front row seat. Wait no.. its infront of the the front row seat..HAHA. Reason? Operate the projector for him >.<. I recalled getting from him. his song/video flow for the night only to find out that he scratched almost everything from the original plan while on stage and just became spontaneous. Really kept me on my toes.. I couldnt even let myself slack for a moment =.= My favorite moment that night will definitely be when he solo out one of my favorite music.. "close to you" and the crowd hummed & sing along with the melody...was an awesome atmosphere.

Picture by Daniel, I was too occupied to take any

4th week. I am getting the hang of it.. previous weeks my body was probably unable to synchronize with the new routine. January ends soon.. ushering in the 2nd month. Thus .. the increase of workloads is expected not to mention its gonna be taxing mentally & physically.

Initials at the side of my spec. C=Chang..'surname' :P

You cannot judge a tree, or a person,
by only one season,
and that the essence of who they are
and the pleasure, joy, and love
that come from that life
can only be measured at the end,
when all the seasons are up.

If you give up when it's winter,
You will miss the promise of you spring,
the beauty of your summer,
fulfillment of your fall...
*taken from school magazine*

P/s: Is there more to life than just studying & homework for this year?

Far Awayyyyy~

Verse1
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know

Chorus
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never gp
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

Verse2
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know

So far away Been far away for far too long
So far away Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

Bridge
I wanted I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed I need to hear you say
That I love you I have loved you all along
And I forgive you For being away for far too long
So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing Hold on to me and, never let me go

Bumped on this song while I was checking back my old files & been listening to it over & over again.. xD. Will put it up on my blog asap ..since mixpode is experiencing server problems at the moment.

Well.. today was whole day on the go again. Day School, Night Church. Reached home half dead only to remind myself tomoro is gonna be the same shit. Ahh Wth!!! My weekends are even busier than school days! ><"
also
In need of inspiration for various things.
The upside of this week? That it is raining.. making the weather cooling and comfy :)

Pictures followed.
Steambot with family certainly did cheer me up a little.. after a very disturbing week :)

It's in AM again..I should really stop this kinda daredevil act. The side effects is chewing me up alive.

P/s: At this rate .. its just a matter of time before I...