Pangkor's

Browsed through the photos today and realized I've taken around 200 pictures shots within 2days.. LOL. Anyways I've tried to upload some of it on facebook.. manage to upload 94pics.. then failed at the other 52pics.. fb picture uploader giving me problems. As promised, some photos are below. I will be making another post to post up photos that are scenery related.. xD

Boy's pose, well boys will be boys:D
Girl's pose, looks can be deceiving :P
Some Hindu freak xD
Shadows
The Boyss
Group Photo
Gay? O.O
Watched a Malay guy catch fish.. he caught this
The results of cycling whole day under the sun :S

More pictures coming up.. maybe on next post.
And And And
Nothing to write about my life lately.. its just eat, sleep, Tv, books(rare occasions) and fix those faulty CERTS. = ="
Oh..
And today, I fell down.. I am still wandering how did I fell down.. and my leg hurts..darn it >.<

P/s: I am a fool to had assumed things could had been this simple, which in truth its way more complicated than I could ever imagine.

New Layout~

Well, decided to try out a new template for my blog. Been quite frustrated with the limited posting space that I have with the previous blog template. However can't really find one design that really satisfies me, this one standout most .. so I decided to go ahead with this template. Comments of it would be appreciated. I personally think is a bit girlish for a boy's blog =______= .

And this would be my class's presentation for that night.



Although it had better quality... the ending is still quite dark.. cant really see whats going on ..
and this is the direct link to it if any of you want to see it in HD |LINK|

Ohh ... just got my camera today and I will try to upload those pics tomoro. Stay Tuned :)

Scarry wake up call

Well .. yesterday night was downed with flu and headache and lighting storm forced me to disconnect from the internet realm. Thus, I decided to sleep at around 10pm .. 1st time sleeping this early this year and feels proud of it...LOL. Then the next day, at almost 11something.. TerWei woke me up with a phone call stating that I need to be at school due to some problems with the certs. This is insanity.. just when I think I can really call it a day off.. and here comes trouble.. whats more .. I thought I had freed my self from the reign of terror of cert printing. Well.. I was DEAD WRONG AGAIN. And I was told my school's Headmaster will be leaving today and won't be around for the next 2 weeks... great.. I can only thoroughly settle things when he comes back.. cause his signature is needed. GRAWR!!!

Other than that.. saw this interesting video from Youtube. Enjoy



P/s: I guess the possibility of having cert. phobia is getting higher..

Timeout!!

Just came back from Pangkor.. Wanted to post up photos of it and update my blog yesterday, but I was very busy. And today my camera is not with me and will only be back on Thursday. Was really happy that I finally get to Pangkor, really a good place to relief all the piled up and compressed, then piled up more stresses. Feeling the ocean breeze, the soft sand embracing my feet, the waves washing my legs.. pure bliss.. :)

The trip was Fantastic. Get to knw all the other usst members better(as said by one of them 'breaking bonds'). Chat alot, blow water alot, And also pillow talk and and and also ghost stories. The really funny thing is, I stayed, ate dinner, went to beach at the exact same place when I was Form4. Reminds me of happy moments.

So much for now.. my mind is too blank to utter anymore words.. been really pushing my self to the limits lately with only an average 4-5hours of sleep per-day for the past weeks. I can't function without appropriate rest.

I need a timeout

Oh btw, my class photos.. I finally have it.. but they are mostly videos = =||. Thus I dont think I will be posting it up. Will post up photos taken in Pangkor this Thursday or Friday.



P/s: Why do stars fall out from the sky? every time, you walk by ..

An unaffordable screw up

1st off... u must be thinking I am freed of all my burdens and responsible for a while lately.. well.. u are DEAD WRONG. A crisis shocked up on Friday, almost cause me to lost it and panic. Well, the crisis is school society related.. and I am responsible for these problems that occured. It could be said that I was given the wrong information or unclear information of how things work, but I am still responsible for it as I am assigned that task. Anyhow the mistakes is done, which already made me felt bad.. whats worse is that others need to help me to cover up my mistake, sacrificing rest, playtime, bbq time :P. I hated the fact that I need others to help me cover up my mistake, but as for this case I am well aware that I can't do it all alone because of the time factor and the amount of work that needs to be rushed, thus a million billion thanks to those who gratefully offered their help!!! :)
(if u dun und what I'm ranting about leave it be, cause only afew can fully und)

However.. things are still not complete.. and there are still problems unsolved.. sigh.

Well.. aside from that, I am finally leaving this town for a couple of days. Gonna be going to Pangkor to survey campsite and at the meantime.. get some much needed r&r. I find it pretty weird that I've been going to Pangkor frequently this few years.. and they are mostly camp related.. coincidence? >.<.

~Pangkor Beach~
Missing this kind of scenery

Okay.. I know I havent post up the pictures from my class drama..well I havent manage to get it from my classmates yet.. >.< soo .. stay tuned :P


Gonna end with this pic+quote. enjoy~

the burden of the snow, creates inevitable beauty

P/s: PANGKOR!! HERE I COMEEEEEE... :D

Soft Spot?

Put me in a small group with all of my best buddies.
And I can speak loud and wide, ranging from world issues to crapping about laughing maniacs conquering the known universe.

Put me in a small group with nobody that I really know.
And I will be the quiet and only speak when its necessary or when opinion is needed.

Put me in a large group with everyone that I know well.
And I might speak artfully, commanding attention.

Put me in a room of 200 people with majority of them are total strangers to me.*gasp
Well.. let's see what will happen tomorrow.



I know that to some, or most peoples my age, speaking infront of a large crowd aint a problem nor is it an issue at all. Its a different story for me however. Guess being outspoken and charismatic isnt one of my traits yet. But yeah, as a friend had shared to me, these traits are nurtured and trained step by step. Today was supposed to do a presentation for my class. However due to some technical issues its postponed to tomorrow. CRAP.

To put this in another perspective, in a Christian perspective to be exact. This is definitely one of those times God has pushed me out of my comfort zones and wants me to have an upgrade, if not a few.

From past experience, I did perform dramas in front of crowds..on occasions hundreds of them. However, doing a presentation is a whole different matter. I remember clearly one of my habits while speaking out loud is to get choked half way.. lost of words or even spit out 'Uhh' or 'Erm' . Well, this is unacceptable to me. Let's hope tomorrow I wont choke and panic. To make matters worse, I don't really understand what am I suppose to present. God bless me.. LOL.

*gasp again :P

well, most of them arent paying attention anyways

Putting aside the facing crowds crisis, I am also facing some problems at my class. My Chem teacher has been of bad mood lately cause of some stupid reasons. Rampaging through the class scolding almost everyone, I can only barely escape. My 'beloved'(*vomits) chem teacher also had changed target from Melvin to Me a week ago thanks to my epic fail in Chem and poor attendance. Well, thanks to my classmates giving me the early warning, I had been a frigging good boy during Chem periods. Sitting there starring at the board/teacher, not sleeping.. not even moving at all.It may seems I am paying unrivaled concentration, however looks can be deceiving. I tried hard, like really hard to comprehend what she is trying to teach us.. yet all in vain. GAH.. guess I really have to study Chem on my own.

So much for now.



P/s:What if? I open that locked door and let you in one more time? Fear of a heartbreak has dealt a toll on me and I still couldn't forgive myself for letting you in my life years ago.

Short Replay

Finally got the video of our class drama out and playing .. changed its format which further worsen its already suck-ish quality. Its not much... spoiled lights at the end make it unable to see anything. Thanks JasonSoon for helping me to hold the v-cam :)

As said.. its not really good quality and the guy responsible for the lightings screwed up the front part.. Idiot. He was given clear orders to not show any damn lights for this sketch.

SummerLove, its all but a fabric of immagination. Never meant to be.

Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, believing

So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
Maybe, I want you back into my life.
Maybe I am waiting for that someone right
Maybe I don't know the best is you
Maybe I am busy forgetting that I forget to remember the best memories.
P/s: Colours are BACK :)