Hazelnut coffee

of all of its greatness, it empowers
of all of its price, it consumes
it makes the world go round
yet it makes the world seemingly square
turning common sense to gibberish
making day dreams feel so real
makin it feel warm, yet cold at times
I vowed to let it be, let it free
Never to pursue any of it this year
And I will keep my words.

Today morning woke up late. I was suppose to be at school at 9.30am .. yet I woke up at 10am.. in a state of shock I jumped of the bed.. informed frens that I'm late.. washed up. 10.08am .. I was about to leave home..when I realize.. my electric gate is nt opening. Then I realized.. I finally realized.. THERE IS NO ELECTRICITY!!! HOLY CRAP!!! Quickly called and asked my father where is the unlock key for the auto gate so I can manually open it. Sadly, he can't remember where is the key & told me to wait for his return. Wasting no time, borrowed some manual unlock keys frm my neighbour hoping that I can unlock it by pure dumb luck.. well all to no avail. 10.20am Dad reached home.. saw him speeding his Unser back home. Thx Dad :) . Found the key within minutes & opened it & I dash off to school at 10.25am den reached at around 10.45am.*if traffic is better I can do it by 10.40am :P* . So the 1st 45minutes of my day was intense. Then met up wif frens & helped them out with a project. I dubbed it *see picture*

its suppose to be classified. Oh well :P

Then later went to see the interview for the next batch of Scout committee. Somehow dint turned out as I expected. Most of them are like afraid or just have their minds blank. Well.. mostly I guess they are scared. 39th ppl will und why.. :P

interrogation or interview?
well, lets call it a hostile interview session.*jking*

Later had dinner with Dad to celebrate his bday..Funny thing is.. both me & mom also remembered the wrong day..& my dad too! LOL!!!.. its suppose to be tomoro..well.. 2 rounds I guess xD. Also went Greentown kopitiam and met up with some ex-classmates. L6F4 dudes :) . chit chatted & blowed water.

Hazelnut coffee..blah

Also, Enjun thank you so much for listening even ur miles & miles away & its cold late at night over there*dnt deny it, i heard ur shivering tone!*. This 2 weeks has been so stressed up that I just need someone to listen..thx again! ;) (U still hold the most secret..good thing ur in America =P)

粗心的我
把不应该讲的放声大讲
讲话前,不会先好好想
简单的我
不知一些事情是多么不应该从提
当朋友生气了就慌张,不知所措
迟钝的我
就连弄到人多么的生气
都不会好好的当场立即道歉
愚蠢的我
不了解如何好好的道歉
就连话都会说错,不会好好的说
经验少的我
很少向朋友任正道歉
每次都认为自己每错
样衰的我
知道朋友不离不睬时
很难受
后悔的我
就在此说声
对不起. 我的确大错的错.

别气了.. 对身体好不健康.
别气了..知错了, 我不会再这么没脑了.

I felt so damn guilty for being so careless with speech = =" & i clearly knw its not the 1st time.

P/s:Blah.. back to my books. My weekends arent really weekends.. just more time to lock myself up in my room.
P/s/s: Physics..*scream* Physics chapter 15 *screamx2*

Insomniac

Been doing anything but living a healthy lifestyle recently = =. God knows whats wrong with me. Sleeping at 2-3am for 4days & waking up at 5.50am for 3 days >.<. Been busy with homework, studies & tuition.Yeah. I am attending tuition this year instead of slacking at home :D. Been drinking lotsa coffee. Been eating irregularly again. Been eating lotsa sweets also..to stay awake in class.

After last Saturday's Orientation for form1, 1 thing can be concluded. All form1 ppl this year loves to FIGHT. Everyone ..EVERYONE!!! went to sign up for Taekwando club & also Kadet(cause their presentation involved a section of self defense). Then today, witnessed mayhem at my school hall. Mayhem caused by form 1 pupils.. HAHA. It was total chaos. A friendly warning that Form1 are actually deadly and dangerous also in large numbers.

Went home today after yet again another long long day in school. Then decided to take a 30minutes nap & go PA tuition later for the vry 1st time with Melvin&WaiLoon. But everything gone wrong cause the 30min nap has turned into 3 hours =__________=. Heck, 2 alarm clock failed to wake me up. >.<

Random pics followed. Enjoy~

Proof that sweet doesnt necessary keep u awake in class :P

Felt so drained out by this routine

A smile is all you need to turn ur day around sometimes :)

Blah.. again!! why dint I listen to TerWei saying I parked at the wrong place!! ToT

What are the three words guaranteed to humiliate men everywhere?
'Hold my purse.'

P/s:In need of stress management!! BADLY!!

Sinfully taxing

nausea, headache, delirious .. bah screw this physical/mental taxing life.

After my 1st week of school *check pulse*.. oh good, i'm still alive.
My 1st week at school end up quite well actually. Wel, "quite well" if forgetting the fact that I have 2 essays(1 due Monday), 10++ PS graphs, some math exercise, some physics exercise, some chemistry exercise, a small test on Monday & for some reasons waking up even before the alarm rings every single day(and i dnt knw how i did it= =). Yeah. Hell on earth. So damn pressured btw .. :(

What am I complaining anyway, most likely there are many more insane people(a.k.a nerds*no offece* :P) out there facing even worst odds and still havent even shivered one bit & still grinning widely cause being blessed with so 'few' homework.

A glimpse of the past. Blurry images yet still clear marks on my life paintings. I will never forget.

And things now are far too familiar with what was before. Time to abscond, leaving everything behind. Its not worth it. It never did, all but of a statistically error. The heart had failed to convince the rationality that things will get better. Let it rain, let the thunder roar, I faced worst, & I am holding my ground. Cooled my head, Closed my eyes, Shut downed the soul within. Time to clear my mind. The road ahead aint easy..full of thorns and broken glass. Definitely there are fears, but I;m gonna face it head on. no more great escapes.
somehow, nothing is okay recently .. & to think a new year is a new opportunity to right all the wrongs.

P/s:Wake up dude, time to face reality. It hurts but its always better than lying to urself.

Random photo session

Last thing I should be doing right now. Thats sitting right here blogging & msn-ing.Decided to close my book & came here to blog to chill awhile.

3 days into school and I felt as if I lost my soul. LOL..I know I am exaggerating..but yeah, I hate this routine.. having to wake up even before the sun rises..is just so wrong!!! Had a random photo session that day before meeting with the Usst-ians. Was quite fun .. we all love the cameras XD
Pictures followed~

爱"笑"组 :P
gee.. we look serious huh? Like very unfriendly..
2nd pose
Well actually .. we are all friendly people, see? we smiled!!!
Cert phobia!!!
The Boys
Behold!! The President!! AHAHA
my life might be in danger for posting this pic.. as usual..:P

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Well I can't explain why it's not enough, Cause I gave it all to you.
And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now.
It's the better thing to do,
It's time to surrender,
It's been to long pretending.
Theres no use in trying,
When the pieces don't fit anymore, Pieces don't fit here anymore
"Pieces don't fit anymore-James Morrison"

Heard this song while I was doing homework & somehow it reminisced me on afew things of the past. Probably what I really wanted, is all along in my past. But I guess its no longer something worth hoping for. The pieces don't fit anymore.. let it remained broken. A new one will come take its place.

Kays, rested my mind, pulled myself together. Now time to resume running!!!


P/s: Time table still in progress =_________________________=

Carpe Diem

in Latin, it means 'Seize the day'

At 1st I wasnt, but now I did. Life as usual :D

1st day of school. Morning I woke up earlier than the alarm. The weather was cold.. really really cold.. and the sky is dark & havin slight rains.. its like a gloom doom atmosphere & Im nt that happy either nor havin a peace of mind. Reached school & had my 1st problems with the school authorities. Seems my fringe is too long & I was warned to have it cut off by tomoro, which I did!!! Other than that things were actually quite smooth and I did enjoy my day :) . My chem teacher this year is no longer Pn.Sim. Its now Mr.Hee!!! Well, theres hope for my Chem now! :D Also had the same class this year.. yeah the one stuck in the corner of the school.. like a bunch of outcast= =. And my class pupils has shrunk from around 25strong last year May to 16 people only. Its jst soo quiet .. sooo dead.. >.< well at least the boys are still noisy at times.

Well this year.. I am definitely gonna work hard & in class thats mean I'm gonna be a friggin nerd = =||, laugh all u want, I dont giv a crap bout it.Enough slacking, procrastination, blind dreams. Its time I really put my mind into it. I've screwed up last year.. BAD.. & this year I had to work up harder to cover last year mistakes. Nonetheless, its time to turn things around..yesterday will make you stronger.

New year resolution?
hmm well.
1) get decent grades
2) get a dslr(hope so)
3) no CAR CRASHES(like seriously..I knw I shud drive more carefully)
4) swimming :D
5) get an owner for the keychain.(we'll see how, Nt likely gonna happen)



P/s: Now, where was I? oh yeah.. making a timetable.. :P

Goodbyeee HOLIDAYS!!!

Woke up today morning by a weird dream .. like.. seriously weird.. and nonetheless scary. Guess returning to school pressure is hitting me .. oh well. Spent most of my morning sitting at my study desk trying to sketch out my goals for this year and also a timetable(its 1st time in life where I actually make a timetable for my own personal life *proud* :P) and where do I want to see myself at the end of this year. Well, the timetable havent materialize yet.. but rest assured its not procrastination!!! Duh, figured myself since when did I want to get so organized.. or became an organized freak.

One things for sure.. I am turning down on my rational side..almost every side of it. Entering Form 6 itself is already rejecting the rational & the common sense within me. Nevermind that, following my heart&intuition for once wont hurt..right? Besides, I have full confidence that I can survive Form 6 pretty well.. which all I gotta do is put my mind into it & stop slacking. Well, the slacking part definitely not gonna be easy :P

Spent the rest of my day rotting at home and also browse through some funny demotivate™ photos.. which is actually for some reason.. depressing ..= = (dont bother asking why CAUSE I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW DID IT HAPPEN). Probably I'm not taking loneliness that good anymore.. lol. Enjoy the pics~

If any of you are figuring why all the frequent update of sudden .. well thats probably due to the coming days I most likely wont be active in the internet realm anymore. Well.. I hope its real .. shud spent more time facing the books than facebook/blog/msn/whatever...
I know i am gonna miss you ... ALOT when school starts.
And I felt like shit even thinking bout me gonna miss you
And I know the feelings is not mutual
still, thanks for making me so alive for the past few weeks
Though I know ur not smart enough to see this :P
P/s: Packed my bags, got my shoes, cleaned my desk.. I am gonna take you seriously 2010.. no more the usual jolly go around me.
P/s/s: I know i've been ranting alot lately... dont worry.. I will do that alot less after school starts :)
P/s/s/s: Enjoy Schooling to all fellow students!! ToT

Twenty Ten

Reluctantly, I've immersed myself into this year.. with a heavy heart of leaving December behind. For oh to many reasons I would hope My December last year never ends. But, as humans, we are all bound to the laws of time & nature. Time, is inevitable.. U can't escape it. Twenty Ten, better treat me better than Twenty ZeroNine or I'll ask Enjun's snowball to bite you ..HAHA

Kays, ranting aside. Started my New year by indulging myself with some appropriate rest. But still.. after only 10hours of sleep (which is nt enuf) I was dragged of by Mom to Tesco to get my pens/pencil and other stuffs for school. A simple shopping for stationery turns into a restock of my house food supply.. = =" dont even want to ask how it happened.

2 more days.. and my life will take place here.

School.. Nvr thought that I once miss this place = =||

It's all about finding the right key for the right door and opening it at the right moment to a world of infinite possibilities and wonders.. simple to say .. precision.