Combating Fatigue

Today was suppose to stay back at school and study at library.Because looking at the depth of knowledge of my subjects just freaks me out.. I dont knw anything I'm studying .. even the easiest subject for me MUET is proving to be more challenging than I could possible anticipated. So due to this reasons.. I was motivated to start studying for real.. however..today.. i went to computer lab and play poker on fb with melvin instead =______= . So much for study hard.

Well .. to combat the recent habit of my brain shutting down without my permission.. I decided to try out the canned coffee see if it works.

Watermelon Coffee?o.0
Felt more energized after drinking it..rawr!!

Well .. result is, today tuition I was hyped up because I really don't want my brain to shutdown and me drowzing off without myself knowing bout it. I survived the 1st hour of the tuition.. however after 1hour, our tuition teacher said take5(5 minutes break). So I decided to just lie down my head for a few minutes.. the next thing I know.. I woke up 30 minutes later.. confused =________= . Guess I better try to sleep early tonight.. or die trying!!! o.o

as for now .. the only thing that I'm doing so passionately without slacking and with incredible consistency is wiping my car = =||. Well .. don't be surprised..I am given full responsible on it.. and so far nobody but only me has driven it.. so if there's any scratch or breakdowns it will be my fault. Below a pic of my car's interior at night. Kinda look like the one in my Mom's Honda.

Love the night lamp

P/s:Righting all the wrongs in my life.. I still got so much more to do.

Sigh..

Recently.. my body has gone haywire or something.. I know i am tired..very tired.. and I know I need to sleep .. yet every night I somehow end up sleeping at around 12-12.30am = =. To make matters worse .. I can't fall asleep easily .. and I'm starting to have a weird habit of waking up at 5am.. then wake up again 6am sharp.. just when the alarm is about to ring .. Its like I was in a sub-conscious state waiting the alarm to ring a ding ding. Well .. the result from this abnormalities? I can sleep fairly easily in class..sometimes I only realized I slept when I woke up..and got to ask my deskmate when did I doze off =________= .

and My NEW Chem teacher.. arghh whats wrong with her? Every teacher in school is teaching physical Chemistry.. and She is teaching Organic Chemistry. I am so confused now = =|| and I'm starting to loose hope bit by bit every time I sit for her lesson..HEELLLPPPPP!!!

I'm gonna be this crazy pretty soon
photo taken frm TheStar :)
Not to mention loosing this as well

Life is not all that bad actually.. It may be hard moments but there are still events that makes me laugh and smile.. and I'm just glad to see a few things in my life is improving..so life has been better compared to the past few months.

As for today, During MUET tutorial, we were asked to practice our dance. Well .. alot of things happened. I'll explain in quite detail so just bear with me(or u can just close this page). Practice started out with a bomb(she yelled) from one of the directors. For you info, there are 2 directors and both of them are girls. Well, can't blame her for loosing her temper(2 girls yelled at us actually), the boys were actually quite reluctant to give coorperation. Well .. as the practice continued the boys did actually start to coorperate and actually practice along pretty well..but also there are still yelling and scolding from one of the girls. Damn.. who are we to you Ma'am? We did coorperate already and you are still yelling? GENDER DISCRIMINATION??!! okay fine.. so we did it quite good and Pn.Alice who came to check up on us also praised us. So I figured things may had chilled..since teacher is here.. there won't be anymore yelling and shouting. I figured wrong.. and She yelled once more just because afew of the boys were talking with each other( I was among them - -). So she yelled at us again.. and this time.. well things just went wrong...someone blew up smash the cabinet with fist and yelled back(I'm not the person). Pn.Alice seeing the tensions has escalate to such magnitude asked the boys to leave the room and talked with the girls. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!! We are being very patient already!! We even did the dance(just a few steps) over and over and over again without so much so of a slight complaint. THAT PERSON that yelled has crossed the line. I bet nobody is happy during the practice.. for what had happened.Personally I felt everything was so wrong and we should just forget about the dance.Seriously.. if we are gonna practice in this kind of situation.. forget it.
okay.. so that short paragraph has let me let off some steam..phew..
gonna just share one more picture before signing off

Is Perseverance a wise move?

P/s:Should I? Should I not? Should I? or Should I not? or...

Family Camp Flashback

It's been a while since I post up some personal productions. This is a simple slide show.. so don't expect much.Quality sucks too.Hope you Enjoy ^^

and

Yesterday .. around 7-8people (cant remember exact number) was cramped into my car. With Eugene and Mark sitting infront =____=. Just drove a short distance only. Take it as a experiment to test my car's limitations.. xD

Then today went to school early morning for Basketball. The "Jaga" really gave us loads of trouble. But we ignore most of it and resume basketballing.. Later we then sit down to discuss for our class performance for 6th Form Night. In the midst of editing the song.. the "Jaga" came and disturb us AGAIN! This time she asked us to leave school immedietly.. says we dont hav a pass to stay in school. I was friggin pissed and at some point did raise my voice at her.. not only me infact.. a few of us too. Good thing is .. the heated discussion ended with mutual understanding."Jaga" let us stay till 12pm provided we do not play basketball and only sit down and discuss our stuffs. Was a little dissapointed tough.. cause unable to finish up the song and get the dance practice up and running.

Later went for lunch with Jeff and WaiHau then we met up with WaiSoon at G.R.I for some quality time. At school car park before going to lunch.. Jeff Me and WaiHau played "catch" with our cars.. HAHA .. try imagine how we do that.

No pictures. Lazy to take any.

P/s:I forgive, but I can't forget what you did and had taken from me.

RM2,500++ =o=

Few days ago.. Dad finally sent the car I trashed for service. At dinner he said its gonna cost 2.5k ++ for the car to be fixed..considering I banged my car till like this. Mom was shocked by the expensive price.. and I got a 2nd round of lecture/firing from both sides. Grhh.. never ever drive fast under these conditions..(sharp turns+wet roads+worn out tyres) its a best recipe for disaster if ur looking for one. Nothing much to say.. just a normal Saturday.

MyWish

Rascal Flatts

·Verse1
I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

·Chorus
But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

·Verse2
I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.

·Bridge
This is my wish
I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big

P/s:Stay strong bro.. things will work out eventually :D

Bum.Ble.Bee

Gosh.. why am I dead at weekends? It's Friday night and I'm a dead man walking. Nothing much has improved in school life infact its gotten worse. Due to my "Epic Awesome" results from my monthly exams.. few teachers has decided to make my already miserable school life(some classmates too) moar miserable. For example.. my PureMath teacher. I have a long history(a bad one too) with him stretching back since Form4 or 5..lazy to recall it. Okay .. not gonna go into it, serves me right for letting myself screw my own exams.

And as for today's issue.. a few of my friends did comment a pic of mine looks like KarmenRider(some JapHero I think) or BumBleBee(if you dont know him..hit dirt and die). Well pictures below. Hav a look for urself. No KarmenRider's tough.. lazy to google it =P

ME
Bumblebee

Well actually.. its just the helmet that looks like it ..bah

Thats about to crap about.. Monday is day off.. woohoo :D

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

- SoClose,JonMclaughlin

One of those song that I never get bored of.

Why are Teachers always weird?

Did I said my exam was an epic failure.. well let me correct my phrase.. it wasnt epic at all .. infact it was a TOTAL failure.. flunk every single subject including MUET. what could be worse? Final year exam is 1 months away.. and in the mean time we had to be busy with class dance and also an assignment .. isnt that fantastic? "James's life forecast" is predicting an incredible hard time ahead with extreme accuracy. And when I think things couldn't get worse.. it just did.. Since there is a new teacher arrived, she was assigned to teach us chemistry. And this is the 3rd teacher officially teaching us in 4 months =_________=. This 3rd teacher is the worse of all .. seriously .. I cant explain how.. but you gotta sit in my class to experience it. One thing above all .. she is not Student-Friendly.. infact I am terrified by her. She cant even teach properly..everything is just so confused when she teach.. suddenly teach here.. suddenly teach there..I gave up on paying attention after 30minutes of her class.
"At least Ms.Poh reads us the text book"-quoted by Melvin.
Okay.. enough of rambling.. time for some pictures. enjoy~ :D

Taken in class today
(frm the left:WaiLoon,Melvin,Me,WaiHau)
This is the TV we used to watch MUvsArsenal during ChurchCamp
Guess what they are looking
(restaurant city = =)
Random pics from camp :D

Well thats about it. To those facing trials.. GAMBATEH!!! :D

How could it return this strong feeling,I killed it twice
How could it fire up again,I had covered it with Ice
Its been years, how can it possibly return thrice
Once she said love isnt really love
When the feeling is not mutual
Then what am I feeling now?
My soul unwilling to lie anymore
Is tired of this long struggle
Against the very truth that existed in Me
365weeks ago, the start of an Amazing Journey
You are one, that I can find no replace
Call me crazy if u want, I dont am I still sane
If this isnt Love, tell me what it is
I could be dreaming, or just plain crazy
I never been so dedicated in life
I promised if fate was ever so gracefull
To let my life to cross path with yours once more
I will be a changed man , I will be ur prince.

P/s:当命苦时,就须活强 :)

Family Camp 09

So this few days I was in Belum Resort.. near Grik for Church Camp. The speaker for the camp is none other than Thomas Cheng. I must stress that the speaker for this camp is Fantastic.. LOL!! His preaching is anything but boring.. seriously. Pictures followed.. I'm lazy to elaborate more.

Kelvin's car with Malaysia Flag
Saw this on the road
Grik town
My Room :D
A Garden near my room
Stairs to my Room
Bathroom
My notebook
Alien!!!
Group Photo Session!!!
Went biking on Day-2
Photo taken during jungle biking
Saw this BMW bike .. love it

Thats about it..time to get some rest as school gonna start in less then 12hours.
oh yeah.. Happy 52nd yrs old Malaysia.(its52nd rite? =___=)

P/s:The next time I fall again.. I want it to be the last.