Postponed r&r

Yesterday night, I was making arrangements and also a list of stuffs to finish off before leaving to pangkor for the weekend. In the midst of it.. at facebook a usst exco wrote on her status with 2 words that stand out most 'Pangkor Postponed' =_______= grhh was really looking forward to it.. although I'm going with a bunch of ppl that I dont really know much of and its not really for recreation purposes, I was looking forward to it somehow.. a desire to escape this town for a few days.
Holiday is not as free as I thought, after thinking through yesterday night.. I realize this could be one of my busiest holidays. Stuffs to do includes a thoroughly revision on this year's studies, finish encoding church camp's videos(which its already late-.-), usst camp, and so on.
And
Failed to force myself back to studies after finals. I am either wandering, day-dreaming, thinking about something else in class or even doing my own stuffs for example, sleeping = =||. The only thing that is really bugging me atm is this:

Translation:"Ei, start printing me certs u printing machine"

Over heard there is 90 certs that is required to be printed because of 6th form night, ouch!. O.O And gonna be busy with usst camp pretty soon, not to mention church ministry.

Fooling around in KarHean's car
Colours will be back on the next post, mayb

P/s:When people lied to you the 1st time and promised not to do it again, they already lied to you twice.

Colours

Once he braved himself, giving all out doing everything, oblivious to what he might loose. He swam, He climbed, He ran, He challenged himself to go further more. Believing in himself that a man dedicated to his goals will get it. Be it hell or high seas, he went through it all.. just to find his dreams vaporized. The moment when he realize he had chased an unworthy tale, he has only himself left to loose. Turning back wasn't an option, waking ahead he couldn't bear the pain. So he break off and went to a completely different route. Giving life another chance to surprise him.
Sunday went to Kevin's house to play Nitendo Wii. Which consider as a timeout after a hectic weak preparing for 6th Form night :) . I failed hard at tennis 'worst compared to Neo = =' however fair quite well at baseball, scoring 2 homeruns :P . The Wii experience caused my arms unable to function properly the next 2 day .. and till today I'm still feeling some side effects = =||. Remember my 1st Nitendo Wii experience at Jeff's house.. we played almost through the night and at the next day.. I was unable to hold a fork and knife without my hands shaking. >.<

Pictures followed, some are random pics taken within these few days. Havent got pictures of my class presentation , so I might be posting it a few days later.

The Wii Experience
Found this miniature plane under my bed O.O
sleeping in class
went to 'Big Tree Leg' again today :P

P/s: Black and white.. its been like these for sometime.. when will the colours be back?

Chinese Tag.. great..

1. 我的大名：JAMES
2. 我的生日：22-06-1991
3. 誰傳給你的：Desmond
4. 說出五個好朋友：Enjun,WaiHau,Melvin,BooYeong,Desmond,*Other scout bros.. :P
5. 生日想要得到什麼禮物：Ask me again if u can afford to fork out Rm4k
6. 近期開心的是：6th Form Night :D
7. 近期壓力大的是：Its Personal
8. 未來想做什麼：Movie Director, Full/Part time youth pastor, Businessman, IT specialist
9. 有沒有喜歡的人：I guess so..
10. 同學會要回去找老師嗎:why not?
11. 跟誰出去最幸福：我的好朋友
12. 如果你的兩個好友吵架了:Tell them its not worth jeopardizing their friendship.
13. 跟情人出去最想去哪:Beach, Park, Cinema, yaadi-yaada
14. 聖誕節要做啥:Listen to carols? = =
15. 最想跟誰過聖誕節:Santa Claus?
16. 有沒有床气：Think so
17. 有幾個兄弟姐妹:0
18. 最喜歡的一首歌(女生的)：KellyClarkson-Save you
19. 最喜歡的一首歌(男生的)：BoysLikeGirls-Love Drunk
20. 喜歡什麼顏色：Red/Black/White
21. 上廁所會不會先沖水：why do u need to know?
22. 愛不愛我:What the?
23. 喜歡男生還是女生：女生
24. 最想大聲說什麼：No words actually.. I just want to scream
25. 半夜敢不敢自己上廁所：Me? Sure.. how bout U? :P
26. 上廁所會不會脫褲褲：= =||
27. 誰很欠打:the person that invented tag? *jking :P
28. 現在很迷什麼：hmm ... no idea
29. 睡相很差:on occasions...
30. 現在的時間：7pm
31. 是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人：nope...
32. 體重多少：65kg +/- *I dont remember
33. 今天天氣：Damn hot
34. 你懷孕了嗎: Do u think i can say yes?
35. 你若中樂透最想做什么：Dont und la! ToT
36. 大學生一定要玩的活動: Basketball & Rugby
37. 如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色：Its perfect as it is.
38. 你覺得自己性格怎樣：( u knw the answer )

【點名單】
没有人 :P

P/s:Next time.. at least give me simplified Chinese >.<

Loyalty.Dedication.Merit

If ur asking why did I put that 3 words up on my title post, well read my post. You will understand completely, and be warned, its a LONG POST :P

What do you get if you merge 'Beauty & The Beast' with L6F4??
You get 'Beauty & The Beast' going to a beach party with MichaelJackson dancing there! :P

6th Form Night. Starting from the beginning of our preparation, which is exactly 1 week before 6th form night. As for me, I only get to know about the plan to change the drama on Sunday. I still remember when the decision was made, it was Sunday morning and I am seriously blur during that time thanks to a few hours of sleep the night before. What happen to be a simple suggestion, turned out to be the main idea of the drama. After we drew out the main plan, my classmates literally practiced day and night, all were so motivated to give it all, to go all out, and nonetheless everyone made sacrifices. Their degree of cooperation, I've only ever witnessed during my scouting days and years serving in HM(history makers). I am still jaw dropping awe-ed and dumb-founded whenever I think back through the 1 week we went through together. We practiced whenever we can find time in class, made plans for practices ahead, exchanged ideas at anytime possible and came to school for practice till late night. I could still remember the joy at 1st when we test the UV lights and the effect was way much better than I anticipated. Before that I was still doubting whether will the effect even work.

Nonetheless, practice intensified as Saturday closed in on us. I too, suffered insomnia for a few days due to the fear of unable to finish everything on time and make a fool of ourselves on Sat night. At 6th Form Night itself I was tremendously stressed out. And after witnessing the performance of other classes I was discouraged cause ours is just too simple and short compared to the others with sophisticate choreographed group dance and a long performance. The moment of truth came when we performed. There were glitches and problems with the hardware, however the performers did their job with perfection. Everyone did exactly what they were suppose to. The crowd's cheer rocked the hall supporting us all the way, the hall went dark with only lights from the UV bulbs, and we had fun. Words and grammar can't describe the joy I felt, all the pain, weariness, pressures, are all utterly forgotten and Its the best feeling that I ever had this year.None of this could had happened if it wasn't for everybody playing their role and being responsible. And of course, there were funny moments through the process, for example the 3 dancers popped in red bull just before the dance to make them high..lol. I hav more to write, more to tell about this chapter of my life. But probably you guys will be fed up by now after reading so much. So I will stop here, and this will forever be an unforgettable chapter of my life. Its just like living in a dream.

Pictures followed. Not much..Cause most are still with my classmates. Might post some up in later post.

I can only find one of this effects that were done
*pics from wailoon and this is done during one of our rehearsals
Our class's MJ xD
Scout Brothers in Semi-Formal xD
*there are missing family members though :(
decided to try on Poh's hat, kinda weird on me = =

If only one person could be with me that night.
P/s: Great Job guys... :)

Living, not Surviving

Been insanely busy lately. Just at Tuesday it self, went school then stay back for practice until 4pm. Then 7.30pm go school again and practice till 10pm. Practicing till our ass break just so we can present a decent show at Wednesday's rehearsal and won't be disqualified. Well, the show we presented was a little of a mess, things dint go as planned but the supervising teacher, who were actually pissed off at our class for not attending the Monday rehearsal qualified us, and told us she is looking forward to see us present our drama. As like many other classes, ours have a surprises well installed to awe the crowds and also the competition. If things goes as planned, it should be a good short sketch. If all hell broke loose.. well at least we gave our best.

A sneak peak of our practice

AND NOW! 21/10/91

You are that insane guy that screams along side with me in my car at outside people

You are that guy that always makes weird sounds at the most unexpected moments
You are that good friend that always brings me up when I fall
You are always there to listen when I need an ear
You are the one person that knows nearly all of my secrets
You are the 1st person responsible for my 1st near death experience :P
You are the one person on earth that don't mind being called... XXXXX >)
You are definitely the closes to a brother that I could ever have(cause I dont have one)

HAPPY 18th BDAY CHOONG EN JUN!!! :)

The old days.... HAHA

Other than that.. I missed the beach.. somehow = =|| I just have this thought or craving to stand by the beach and scream my lungs out, feel the ocean breeze, the soft tender beach sand, the breathtaking scenery and listen to the waves of the oceans. Let's hope next Saturday I can get some opportunity to enjoy at the beach while surveying for campsite.

Wish I could be here, now

P/s: Forever is over.

Freedom Day - 3

Been busy with this and that lately.. mostly havin fun and still I am deprived of rest. Life after exams is almost the same just that we are worrying and busying about different things. Okayy 1st off, bought and played RedFaction-Guerrilla which I had always wanna get my paws on it. This game is very realistic, anything around u can be demolished, and once u do that.. it stay demolished for the rest of the game. Other than that, stayed home alone for Saturday night and I ordered a pizza.HAHA and it only cost me 8bucks cause mom gave me vouchers that was soon to be expired. Then stayed up all night till around 5am where I reluctantly went to sleep at the couch.(too lazy to walk to bedroom = =)

Pizza!!! :D

Sunday morning was suppose to be at school at 9am. Instead I overslept and woke up at 9.45am by a phone call frm my classmates(actually there are 5msg & 6 miss calls and my phone is not silent). Rushed to greentown to meet up classmates for breakfast and went back school to work on our drama for 6th form night. Later on went church and we had food eating competition!!! Well it was not what I expected.. to me food competition = dozens of sausages on the table and the person who can finish the most in the given time wins, well thats not what occured, but we did had plenty of fun though.

*much*much*much*swallow

As for recently, my class decided to scrap the default plan for the drama for 6th form night and start over with a new one. Reason is, the original plan was way out of topic and have no decent storyline. The new one however is simple yet groundbreaking. If we pulled it off successfully, it will surely be a unique performance compared to the other class. However things are easier said that done, all our past efforts were wasted completely and we have to start all over, pouring more effort, running the extra mile, dedicating more time and more self sacrificing. Good thing is, most of them are happy with the new plan. One more week to go till the next d-day. SIGHHH.

An eternity of Pringles!!! o.o

P/s: Let's be friends again, I've gotten tired of the silence.

It's Over For now.

Sitting still .. grabbing a pen, steadily filling the potholes that seems an never ending task while matters worse, its a race against time. An hour and a half passed. Sitting still .. I started gazing, at some holes that just seem unable to be filled. My mind labored hard for the week, increased its effort for one final mile. Minutes went by, still the blanks remained as they are, disappointed I lay down my arms and shut the ordeal for good. Contented however, that I actually fared better than my previous attempt. Thus being the most logical thing to do, I lay my head on the table cherishing my mind with the luxury of rest that was insufficient for the past few days. Yet, in contradiction to my mind, my body was anxious. Every joint, every muscle, every vessel, screamed silently, craving for freedom. Still, I was obliged to sit still. A gentle chilly morning breeze blew through me from the door.. It was refreshing and cozy..ahh, pure bliss. I spin my head around observing the others. Some collapsed, dead on the table.. as if a casualty of war. Some fought on, in deep concentration, oblivious to their surroundings writing confidently with their pens, some smiled coming across a familiar pothole. Then one rises from its deep concentration, looked at the front stretching its neck and arms, paused for a moment, then dive back down, mesmerized by the sheets of paper. I turned back, my head begins to get heavy, persuading myself to lay down. Thus I followed. Within minutes my mind wandered, putting my logical thinking and common sense to rest. Dozing off to another dimension. Half way through.. a voice, not loud yet its impact unmeasurable.."okay students, Time is up, stop writing". With immediate reaction, my head lifted. While taking a deep breathe, I expressed joy and relief. Finals is Over.

Well, that describes my last moment spent sitting for my chemistry paper. And after exams went to sushi king with my classmates. Ate quite alot.

Not much pictures because I was concentrated on eating :P

Just imagine the amount of sushi we consumed

Of course, I dint eat it all by myself xD

P/s: More workload coming up ahead. So much for good rest.

All the right moves - OneRepublic

•Verse1
Let's paint the picture
Of the perfect place
They've got it better then when anyone's told ya
They'll be the King of Hearts, and your the Queen of Spades
Then we'll fight for you like we were your soldiers
I know we've got it good
But they've got it made
And the grass is getting greener each day
I know things are looking up, but soon they'll take us down
Before anybody's knowing our name

They've got...

•Chorus
All the right friends in all the right places
So yeah, we're going down
They've got
All the right moves in all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down
They say
Everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
They say
Everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down

•Verse2
Do you think I'm special?
Do you think I'm nice?
Am I bright enough to shine in your spaces?
Between the noise you hear, and the sounds you like
Are we just sinking the ocean of faces?
It can't be possible... the rain can fall
Only when it's over our heads.
The sun is shining everyday, but it's far away.
Over the world that's dead.

•Bridge
It don't matter what you see
I know I could never be
Someone that'll look like you.
It don't matter what you say
I know I could never fake
Someone that could sound like you.

•End
All the right moves... heeey
Yeah we're going down
They say
All the right moves... heeey
Yeah we're going down

I can't finish my P.A2 paper in time .. and ..English was friggin hard..
and and and..
My new car got scratched.. F*CK!
Goals are indeed a need to be reset.. And I nonetheless need new aims and dreams. You will be excluded from it. I won't pour our more of me to pursue something at the moment to me .. is not relevant and unachievable. I'm chasing real dreams this time .. no more day dreams or fairy tales, I will force my self back to reality.. forsaking the fairy tale that had brought me none but the utmost misery.Begone.
2 days till exam over and after that will be Sushi with classmates :D

Kays, I'm out.

Procrastination

Been so stressed out by Finals. And on the brink of giving up .. I can't comprehend almost practically anything I'm trying to cramp into my brain. Few pictures followed.

Gonna suffer frm it pretty soon
lol
Draw this when I was listening the radio and TaylorSwift sang

Define Limitations

P/s: T-minus 12hours
P/s/s: Me deprived from entertainment = living hell :(

What day is it? And in what month?

Changed my song's blog yesterday.. enjoy~ ^^
Okay.. been quite busy lately.. Exam season is simply nerve wrecking.. *shivers. Anyhow.. a few updates of what I've been up to lately.. Pictures do the talking.

Sent my car for service on Thursday
Went library, then ate this for lunch on Friday
Also manage to grab this baby
A different view :)

I really liked the McDonald's free coca-cola cup..lol but then Red and Blue is already out of stock.. grhh = = Why dint I noticed this earlier?? Could've go and collect the full set..LOL

Today went Basketballing with a few frens .. *waihau, chai and desmond. Well .. thanks for the stress relief. :D

And I am struggling through my physics.. Mentally and Physically exhausted..DEAD.

What u looking at? As If I am the only one who hates exams.

P/s: T-minus 2days.. and T-minus 6days ^^

Maddening

A cool Video posted by ppl in fb.. I strongly encourage you to watch it .. if ur understress, depress, feel like exploding, blablabla.. be warned.. its kinda lame though :P

Those long days has gone
yet ahead is still long
Those long rains is here
yet living like a fool, I'm here

burying my head down under
writing what I could afford to utter
those months weren't kind
let alone the years

It doesn't matter what road we take
What matters is the chances we took
It doesn't matter how life turns out
What matters is the story we wrote

You, are a story I could never get bored off
You, are a mystery that always makes me wonder
You, are one of a kind that forever captivates me

A fool for turning back
A fool for stepping back
I had became..
as always and as surely, I wish time would wined back to where I could avert a tragic mistake I made. My cowardness, foolishness.. living with such burden, that I fail to forgive my self for.

-Story

Havoc

Well .. been busy stuffing my brain with physics facts and formulas.. thus unable to write out anything normal other than numbers and symbols..till NOW :P
Taking a break and gonna blog.
Sunday was Church as usual and celebrated the October's babies with a birthdaymooncake. Monday skipped school due to 1 week of average 5hours of sleep per day. As for today, Melvin went to school. After 2 weeks of absence. Pictures followed:

Eugene imitating one of those Thaipusam guy
Found this on some1's bag
October Babies Bday cake
Melvin xD
Break is over..Hell awaits

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

P/s: 6 days to go.

MidAutumn Fest

Went to church today .. was thinking of a 15minutes drive.. so I dint relief myself before leaving and ignored my car's 'Pls refuel soon' warning. Well... I was in for a shock when I was about to reach my destination.. It was jamming terribly... and My car is low on fuel and My bladder is screaming for a go in the toilet =________=. Well .. I forgot that the night before the building collapsed.. a few pictures I taken .. while I was passing by.

The Remnants

F.Y.I the buildings were supposedly under demolishing already..Its a sad thing that this occurred.. and 2 people lost their lives.

And at Thursday night.. Finally cleaned my room!!.. its been like 9months since I cleaned it seriously..well feel much more comfortable now.. and its finally rated 'life sustainable environment'

Its been awhile since my desk is so empty :)
Gonna be living on the edge this 2 weeks
all work and no fun
and I foresee an unpleasant holidays ahead
Samtet students will know why
9 days to go
Let the Reckoning Begin.

P/s: iS it dead and gone?

The Season of The Exams

Sigh .. so as October begins, its officially the exam season. Why so? Because .. its where the Final Year exams come in.. Its where PMR comes in .. and in a months time its SPM and STPM.. so most of the students are busy studying till their brain juice are sucked dried and on occasions even shit turns into brick.
and
My car has traveled 1000km.. O.O .. its like only 1&1/2 months old? And its time to send if for its every 1st maintainence

Some pictures while I was hopping around in the internet realm

This had happen on me time and time again
It can happen
Exam hall.. gives me the creeps
过去的,让它过去

And I forgot
To tell you
I love you
And the nights
Too long
And cold here
Without you
I grieve in my condition
For I cannot find the words to say I need you so
P/s: I'm not looking for anymore trouble..no more