Scientist's last entry

This blog won't be updated until next Friday/Saturday/Sunday.
Im gonna be busy for my Midterm. Also I am gonna screw up my Midterm. No doubt bout it.

Feel like a scientist for the constant drilling of science and math. lol.

'TheScientist-Coldplay"
Come up to meet ya, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need ya
And tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and nurse me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming in tails
Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart.
Questions of science, science and progress
Don't speak as loud as my heart.
Tell me you love me, and come back and haunt me,
Oh, when I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing tails
coming back as we are.

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy.
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start.

Once upon a time, I dont giv a damn. Neither should I now.
P/s: Back to the books, Back to the books.. oh dear..im actually studying. wth.

The stars lean down

to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you

Owl City does have one of the most creative lyrics. :)


Mid Term is closing in. Every minute counts.

June 1st. Behold!
& im gonna spend an awfully long time in this place

Feel lifeless, numb, immune
Well, thats what im trying to practice anyway.

是时候了
时间到了
该跑了
该消失了
到多远就多远
有多久就多久
做人该争气点
说到就做到!!

Confused? I am too..lol. Wrote Chinese out of syokness. I aint banana okay? RAWR!

Vaporized

I havent. But Im pretty much dead.


Oh btw, manage to lay of my blog for like.. well a few days. Thats already a good record.

Midterm.. Midterm.. I am so dead.

I am gonna get it right this time
P/s: no, not exams..its something about life
P/s/s: no, its neither what u guys r thinking about either.

Skipped school to study. Was never a good idea.
Studying alone makes me emo, angry, bored, and all the side effects.
almost 7 hours .. non-stop. Personal achievement! =D
but i feel like nothing got into my mind.. haih. SHIT.

and I've realized, form 1-5 is actually berry berry easy.

P/s: Berry Berry tired.. my mind. Phuck Form Six.

The good old days! :)

Ya knw? I never like to use this word cause it makes me sounds old.. lol. As far as I feel it. Anyhow, still .. my 5 years and another 2 years together & still counting which have a few centuries of memories in it with tis gang of brothers..saying 'The good old days' is worth it, even if it makes me old. HAHA. (I'm nt old, wait till I hit twenty only tell me that)

Anyhow.. had a get together today with them. Lunch, Chat, Hit the pool, Dinner. Funny thing is.. we dine at Degarden's Burger King and since there is no empty seats and we dont knw which other cafe there is worth eating we almost decided to doggy pack it and eat at the car park. Lucky last minute we found a seat for 6. Credits to Ah Chai. HE RAN THERE TO GET THOSE SEATS MAN. :D

No photos though. I dint take any.. was busy catching up. Except for the fish&chips tat I had during lunch.

Anyhow. There are still pics.. take by Melvin's phone. U6F4 moments.

Let me explain, U6F4 is not merely a class. It is an association. The separation of powers as below.

Awesome huh? LOL

As for recently, I'm studying. Like really trying to study. The will to survive motivated me to do so. So, to my dear readers(if theres any) I won't be updating my blog at all starting next Monday onwards till at least Sunday. Mid term have that historical ceremony of teacher meeting parents and I must really dish out a decent result. Parents meeting teachers.. is NEVER a good thing =.=||.

See? I'm nt happy :(

But still, today was awesome. Thanks guys .. for everything. Yes including those water I drank in the pool. I'd ought to swim faster next time. :P



So we will sing,
Cast our hopes out to sea,
Though our hearts break,
Through violent winds,
Our ship will sail it.

I, don't, understand,
How this world will work,
Cause time will tell us nothing,
I'll take a chance on something.

Down River- The Temper Trap

P/s:"You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough."

- Mae West - *quotes frm SoonYang*

Five Twenty Day.

520 in quite a significant number if spoken in Chinese.

anyway.. tis is random.

They don't call us F4's for nothing.HAHA. Get the picture?

Yeah, this is what we manage to pull off and get away with it

Exam is coming. Nuff said.

You see, There are times I wished I could go back in time
To right those wrongs that I only realized now which we all know is too late.
You see, There are times I never realized what I really wanted
Till I sit back and look back from where I am here.
You see, I'm no God neither am I a fortune teller
I'm just a man who can't foresee what will happen and what is to become.
You see...I loved you once long long ago if you ever did remember.


P/s: No. No more. I need to leave all this shit alone for now. I have a life to live!

We sit ; We chat ; We watch the lighting strikes

Apparently the weather recently is quite random. Specially last Sunday.

It seems that for our safety, we werent allowed to swim when the sky is gray and when there is thunderstorm(credit to the new management, which is a good thing). So Me & Hau sat by the pool and chatted..skip the raining cows-us running for cover-look at the rain disappointed-go home part. The rain stopped as soon as I reach home. FTW(its nt ForTheWin).

A dslr would have a more pleasant effect
(will get one soon next year :D)

2 rainbows. What are the chances?

P/s: Somethings just don't need explanation..cause a statement is more than enough.

I was a Kid

Was/ Still is/ Forever/ which ever way you like to put it.

I would say I was a kid. and I am still one... Occasionally only of course. =P

A picture speaks a thousand words
This picture did more than that. It speaks of memories.
Something mere words could never describe nor replace

Life is always unpredictable. Life is so constructed that an event does not, cannot, will not, match the expectation - Charlotte Bronte. Life, is always full of surprises. Some are welcomed, some are unpleasant. Still, its up to us to make the best out it cause we are the ones living it. I seldom enjoy the fact of describing what am I feeling or what is my current emotion, because I believe that our human feelings & emotions are much more complicated and magnificent to be describe by words and grammar alone. One could say, he is emo. Well, have one ever questioned, why? He is always happy. Well, describe happy. Describe it in such a way that you could make someone who never felt happiness understand happiness. Can you? Perhaps you can but I can't. To me, a person needs to experience it to fully comprehend it.

P/s: Fact One. I can be intellectual if I want to..or mayb its jst another paragraph full of craps :P

Here's looking at you kid

Not an event, neither a remarkable ceremony.
Nor a fantastic firework, Not even close to a thousand laps of swimming.
A song just won't work either.

The realization comes randomly while I'm driving enjoying an after rain evening breeze with Burger King's aroma filling up my car and a dinner for my family by my side. Its like a biological clock that comes in & reminds me that I should be all cured & well by now and life has been patiently waiting for me.

And that's it. Today is ordinary but extraordinary.

Talking bout today.. well Mom&Dad aint cooking and I was conveniently going to Burger King when they called.. so ended up me buying dinner for family..lol.

Its a long wait

Anyhow.. the food is average. But its quite expensive.. and I am surprised the amount of burger I get to choose.. I was like clueless on which to choose.. haha. The food is only average though. Still feel McD is better.. more stuff to eat.. Mcflurry, Sundea.. etc etc..

I've been using my Vivaz to take a few pictures recently.. the results are quite satisfying .. and I'm most pleased with the video recording results. I've uploaded 3 vids up on my FB account.. u can check up on it if ur free.

DSLR+Pink Mascot=Epic Match!
Stabilize me instead

I know it had been centuries since I've changed my blog song. Now this is a new one that I bumped on while watching Chuck latest episode.

You can tell Gayle, if she calls,
That I'm famous now for all of these rock and roll songs.
And even if that's a lie, she should've given me a try.
When were kids on the field of the first day of school.
I would've been her fool.
And I would've sang your name in those old high school halls.
You tell that to Gayle, if she calls.

And you can tell Jane, if she writes,
That I'm drunk off all these stars and all these crazy Hollywood nights.
That's total deceit, but she should've married me.
And tell her I spent every night of my youth on the floor,
Bleeding out from all these wounds.
I would've gotten her a ride out of that town she despised.
You tell that to Janey, if she writes.

But boys will be boys and girls have those eyes
That will cut you to ribbons sometimes.
And all you can do is just wait by the moon
And bleed if it's what she says you oughta do.

You remind Anna, if she asks why,
That a thief stole my heart while she was making up her mind.
I heard she lives in Brooklyn with the cool,
Goes crazy over that New York scene on 7th Avenue.
But I used to wait at the diner, a million nights without her,
Praying she won't cancel again tonight.
And the waiter served my coffee with a consolation sigh.
You remind Anna, if she asks why.
Tell her it's allrigth.

You know it's hard to tell you this.
Oh it's hard to tell you this.
Here's looking at you, Kid.

P/s: Boy will be boys, and girls have those eyes~

The NINE and the K

Its been awhile I've updated or posted any shit up here. I've been busy and frankly .. I should say things arent exactly going well. I don't know what the hell happened recently .. neither do I understand what is going on. I've not been drinking caffein either for almost a week .. probably its taking a toll on me.. is this addiction to caffein? o.o Well .. finally today I drank some...dnt feel awesome yet though .. Gonna get more tomoro! :D

Also .. if i've not been replying any e-mails tats most probably coz i forgot that i actually hav an e-mail account and kinda dint check it since last year.. until few days ago .. and theres about 9k (holy shit) unread messages .. I THINK. = ="

And and and and..
I will stop here.. I don't apa should I say. sigh.

P/s: I'm not running out of ideas to blog.. I've got too much to write.. bt dnt knw where to start :(

When solutions can't be found

Let ignorance in. Wander off and come back later to fix the problem.

Having to say that.. I guess I will put on hold all those problems that was disturbing me & just don't seem to be going anywhere no matter the effort I've put in to try and solve it. Instead I should focus on more pressing matters like the 'XinXuan' magazine that is already due date centuries ago = =" , An eternity list long of certs to type, and the list goes on.

I'm already Fed up of compromising. For now at least.

Well.. as for recently I watched 2 awesome movies. Well to save space I guess this picture answers it all. :D

I'm IPRON MAN

Iron man was action loaded & Dowey.Jr is always a fun to watch. However it's IP man that really stands out. It's very hard for me to explain but the kind of humility and humble attitude shown by the main character in the movie is quite impressive. Anyhow that's my comments.

Have you ever took part in the process of creating something great.. no matter how small your role is yet feel ur part of it? And after all these years I'm always tied back to this structure. It may be insignificant to most of you visiting and reading .. but however if you would ask me what is my most vivid memory during my lower form years.. well this is it

If ur still wandering.. yes its man made. And its made by High School students.
The team

P/s: Sleep deprivation. Sigh.

Anger

Definition: A strong emotion, a feeling that is oriented toward some real or supposed grievance

Well.. was it anger? or frustration? or disappointment?
Was it mis-communication? or Me not paying attention?
I don't know why but I just got fed up today. Fed up of everything.. all the things that I have to put up with. Suffice to say .. I thought of today I can settle most of the problems inherited from last week and weeks before. But today things had gone from wrong to f*cktastic. FML.

Life's good. really?

Okay well. Now you manage survived my rantings let's go down to some pictures. Its taken by the new Vivaz. I'm satisfied with it. Thats all that matters.

Photo taken by Melvin
Went to library at night at the last attempt to brush up on speaking
(actually went there to do PA essay = =)
Don't be deceived. Its FAKE! Haha

Now, lets hope I can break the 2 minute barrier tomoro at Muet speaking.

Can you understand? I need a home. Not a house.

No its not okay

took me forever to realize that fact.


Readers caution: The below paragraph is an outburst of my emotion which I believe would make me feel better if I wrote it here. If its disturbing, well stop reading. If it would really disturb you reader's in anyway when you guys are reading half way.. well do your self a favor, stop your curiosity and stop reading. Curiosity kills a cat.
P/s: What you read may not be what you think it is. Think again.


Okay well.. since a good face to face listener is so hard to find these days..I'll type some out here.

Well put it this way .. I figured I've recovered and ready to take on the world again after some mishaps & mistakes that happened recently. Well .. i'm suspecting that last week was the 1st signs of the trouble buried down under resurfaced.

I thought I was cured of this chronic disease in some way.. but I was wrong. I only feed it with antibiotics...now that it mutated it isnt enough and its coming back strong and hard. The side effects can be seen clearly. I tried, tried to lie to myself a dozen times that it wasnt a problem neither should it take any blame at all.. but its just not the case. And 2nd phase would be Guilt rushing in like an army into a castle with its gate wide open. Guilt for all the incompetence, for all the screw ups, for all the mistakes that would soon overshadow my daylight.

Pathetic. I could even understand how this disease progresses.. obviously i'm quite familiar to it. The usual cure would be find another drug to replace the old one. It cures the symptom yet not the root of the problem. No, no more replacements, this time I need a new commitment. Commitment to my principles. The architecture of a firm base that I wont crumble anymore.






How to avoid taking in all the emotions of anyone walking out of your life?
Don't let anyone in. It never fails.

PEE/ASS: - P/s: well..I guess I need a listener.