Pre-Camp day

Came across an old song..and decided to post it .. Enjoy :)

Camp is few hours away, Nervous? Yeah .. I gotta admit.. I am slightly nervous now. Also, hope that the weather would cooperate with us for the coming 3 days ..fingers crossed. Preparation for the Usst camp is kinda hectic and both physical and mentally consuming. *brain explode* . But then, there are benefits. For one, I've got to know those fellow excos better.. and on the other... gained some invaluable experience and memorable memories.. ;D

Well ..kinda bumped and played with this cat in my school few days ago.. its kinda cute and also playful ..HAHAHA.. and thus decided to take a few pictures of it.

Brown fur, Brown eyes
Looks as if its my pet :P

And also.. every time when I thought of camping.. I will always think back about those days..

Unforgettable, these moments are

Alright, Gonna start packing and hav a good sleep. Gonna be at Pangkor from Tuesday to Thursday. Adios people.


And in the end, it’s not the years in your life that count. It’s the life in your years
P/s:How much life is there in your years?

The Noon Storm

Thought this out while I was cleaning my car.. and the storm swooped in.
Its not much .. just something I simply pieced out.. enjoy or get annoyed by it .. :P

Its day,
A radiant mid-noon sun
Dominates the empty sky
Down on earth, life as usual..

An old man,
taking away a packet of coffee
Planning to enjoy it with his favorite movie drama

A business woman,
driving to attend a business conference
She is going to be late

An artist,
Framing his masterpiece
Ready to present his art in an exhibition

A boy and girl,
Walking to tuition, passing by a park
They are good friends, or something more

A beggar,
taking shelter in a bus stop
He is hungry.

Of sudden,
As if felt unappreciated,
The Sun shunned
Leaving a dark sky, at the mercy of the clouds
Then it came, The storm...

The old man,
With no umbrella, he cant go anywhere
He is angry that he is gonna miss his tv drama

The business woman,
The already slow traffic, turned to a grinding halt
She is worried for she is late indefinitely

The artist,
can't carry his masterpiece in this storm
He is saddened for missing the exhibition

The boy and girl,
Took refuge in a nearby hut
They are going to be late for tuition

The beggar,
Already hungry, and here comes the storm
He is depressed, He is cold

The old man, then ordered him self a cup of warm coffee
Sipping his coffee, watching as the rain falls
Reminiscing his childhood memory,Where he played in the rain
He smiled then, a smile that was robed by life trials
A smile that was not seen for years, he smiled that smile
He whispered to himself, this memory is better than a thousand tv dramas.

The business woman, decided to turn on her radio
It was her long forgotten favorite music
Peace she then found, in the midst traffic congestion
Serenity in the midst of Mozart's music
She was able to let loose her chained mind, to wander, to rest
She told her self, its worth it, being late.

The artist, sat down
Opened his window, watching the rain helplessly
He was disappointed that he cant show his masterpiece
Then, while gazing the rain.. he was inspired
He thought out something far exceeds his masterpiece
Nothing was said, he was concentrating making art.

The boy, The girl
Girl: We are going to be late, I am worried.
Boy: Well, don't worry, the rain should stop soon.
Girl: It better stop, or we will miss our tuition instead of being late.
Boy: That doesn't really matters to me actually, because....
Enough was said, they had become something more than plain friends.

The beggar, shivering in cold,Cursing the rain for being cruel
Then, a young man walk in, taking shelter in the bus stop as well
He was holding 2 sandwich, it was the snack he bought
He pitied the old man.. shivering.. holding on to nothing but his own body
The young man then shared part of his sandwich to the beggar
Bless you for being kind, said the beggar contented with some food to eat.

-Storm's Small Miracles

Another Mile to Run

Its been while since i update my blog ..life recently is about preparing for the upcoming Usst camp, which means I AM ACTUALLY BUSY. Today went for shopping for Groceries in Tesco.. which I dont have a clue what to buy.. or even where to buy = =||. I may have some talents.. buying groceries definitely aint one of them..HAHA. Well, still thanks to the others that followed and also trusty assistants.. really .. seriously .. Thanks. Manage to nail down a few to-do list before camp.. but still there are loads of things to left to do...as the team that I am working with is responsible for the food throughout the camp.. We can't afford to screw up.. AT ALL.
Ohh .. and I got a summon for not putting the parking ticket.. OMG!! I just left my car for like what? 5-10 minutes? just to get biscuits.. and BOOM! I got a summon!! GRAWR!! ... sigh .. 20bucks.. blink blink eye.. GONE.. ToT
Oh well .. pictures followed. enjoy~

We are working hard okay?
Somehow, they seem to love the Christmas Tree alot
Notice a pop up head frm behind? xD
TerWei's keychain..looks good, smells good.. taste? .. uhh
This is only a fraction of the stuffs we are buying

Camp is near.. and I cant wait ^^
And Cant wait for the coming steamboat with my scout bros.. its gonna be hell lot of fun to relive those crazy moments again..
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P/s: Camp havent started and they are telling ghost stories..scared? HAHAHA
P/s/s: Night watching with one of my Juniors.. this gonna be interesting.

好不好?

Just feel like posting out this song, dont kwn if any of you heard it.. but I heard it only recently.

This singer sang during one of the conference sessions that I went at KL. I love this song.. and yeah .. I think she is a Malaysian singer. *Thumbs up*

KL rampage

I find it weird that I am in KL and I am deprived of internet connection.. but no matter.. just take it as a 3 days course to cure my internet addiction ..=P

Anyhow.. my KL trip been awesome so far.. however is insanely physical taxing.. added up I am struck by a flu. So today.. which also my last day at KL, I was suppose to wake up and go out at 7am .. Instead I slept till 12pm .. then canceled almost all plans made.. lol. Sorry Jeff I am really out of spirit for anything..plus I have no transport.

But then.. I guess this trip to KL is exactly what I need right now.. new inspiration.. new motivation .. and something fresh.. out of taboo... something that redefine my logic.. suffice to say, something new. Kays.. gonna stop my ranting now.

P/s: Its time for a change.. Like it or Not..

Last dayss

Hold on to what is good, even it's a handful of earth. Hold on to what you believe, even it it's a tree stands by itself. Hold on to what you must do, even if it's a long way from here. Hold on to your faith, even if it's easier to let go.

Posted up another new song.. 2012's song, 'time for miracles' is at No.2 in my playlist. Enjoy~

Last day of school is tomorrow, and today went school, listening to students talking about changing class.. well as for me, I am going nowhere. Sum it all up, its been an amazing school year..well its actually half year only. I've met so much new people.. made so many friends. In truth I was secretly planning to leave for college next year.. however, I am reluctant to leave..and made a conclusion to stay. It's not an easy decision.. staying back here in form 6 means extra hardworking in studies next year, insane tuition/study schedules, nerve breaking pressures by STPM.. well, so be it.. I will live through it. Just watch me.. :P

Old tables, plastic chairs, laughter ..

And, Going to KL tomorrow.. by train. 1st time going to KL alone..Hope I wont fall asleep in train and miss my station .. =____________=

22 bucks.. just because I bought my ticket late>.<

Will be staying over at SzeTat's place.. which he said have weak or no internet connection at all.. So I guess I will be away from internet for awhile..Adios people :)

Stick figures in Cup Form

P/s: Fluu .. grhh ..

Got a new song for my blog.. its the ending song for 2012..Awesome song. Thanks to Jeffery as well for introducing me this song as soon as he heard it.. :)

So tired of this straight line
living a routine without a purpose to uphold
slowly loosing my passions, my dreams

I'd rather exchange security for adventure
Where my boundaries will be a shady line
Never is constant, never to be exact

I'd rather work on my interest
and seeing dreams happen
And be passionate on my work

My soul, screamed for something different
Every heartbeat within pounds for un-routine
Silently, I understood I craved something

But could I afford the exchange?
which in fact might cost much more
than I could offer

yet again, just a mindless bump
In my midst of busyness
or is it?

Thought this out while I was typing certs this morning.

Anyhow.. today is quite a day.. LOL. Practiced 'hand signs dance' with fellow usst members..had hell lot of fun while doing so..HAHAHA.. I still can't really catch up with them though = =||
Downed with sore throat .. reason is over consumption of chocolates + dehydration.

Will be going down to KL, most likely.. hope I can get my train ticket in time .. and settle important stuffs.. *fingers crossed
BTW, after watching 2012.. i googled things to do before I die.. and I found this |LINK| go check it out... its kinda funny.. lol

2012, fact or fiction?

To that above question, I wont giv any comments. However, I would really hope it is fiction.. I still got much more to accomplish and much more to do, much more to experience before my life ends.
The only time where I would really purposely space out time, money.. and more time to go cinema and watch movie.. is because that movie is too good to be missed. 2012, this movie nonetheless is one of the very few movies that is truly breath taking. The effects, *can't be describe with words* . The plot is full of twist and turns, and its very accurate at displaying the human attitude. Well, it also manage to make me pause and ponder about life. *more deep thoughts included which will only make you confused if I shared it here* . This movie, is confirmed a MUST WATCH. So, space out some time, some money, I don't care how, get ur butt into the Cinema and friggin watch it...Oh yes, pls remember to relief urself at the W.C before watching(seriously, I learned it the hardway today >.<) .. the movie is pretty long.
tears that ran deep, has all dried out
Aching heart, no longer able to summon the strength
to love you over from the start
If the world would end, I wont tell you I love you. Well, i think so ..
P/s: I wont give 2nd thought on watching this movie again ..

Pangkor's 2nd

When life give you lemons,
Make lemon juice out of it.

While drinking it,
I replied..
Ur gonna need a bigger fruit to bring me down.

Okay.. been abit tied up and busy lately.. that explains this late update.
and Here is the other more random photos that I taken during my Pangkor trip.
Enjoy~ :)



P/s: Blogspot screwed up some of the pics.. if not most of it .. and I still cant upload it on FB.. :(

Pangkor's

Browsed through the photos today and realized I've taken around 200 pictures shots within 2days.. LOL. Anyways I've tried to upload some of it on facebook.. manage to upload 94pics.. then failed at the other 52pics.. fb picture uploader giving me problems. As promised, some photos are below. I will be making another post to post up photos that are scenery related.. xD

Boy's pose, well boys will be boys:D
Girl's pose, looks can be deceiving :P
Some Hindu freak xD
Shadows
The Boyss
Group Photo
Gay? O.O
Watched a Malay guy catch fish.. he caught this
The results of cycling whole day under the sun :S

More pictures coming up.. maybe on next post.
And And And
Nothing to write about my life lately.. its just eat, sleep, Tv, books(rare occasions) and fix those faulty CERTS. = ="
Oh..
And today, I fell down.. I am still wandering how did I fell down.. and my leg hurts..darn it >.<

P/s: I am a fool to had assumed things could had been this simple, which in truth its way more complicated than I could ever imagine.

New Layout~

Well, decided to try out a new template for my blog. Been quite frustrated with the limited posting space that I have with the previous blog template. However can't really find one design that really satisfies me, this one standout most .. so I decided to go ahead with this template. Comments of it would be appreciated. I personally think is a bit girlish for a boy's blog =______= .

And this would be my class's presentation for that night.



Although it had better quality... the ending is still quite dark.. cant really see whats going on ..
and this is the direct link to it if any of you want to see it in HD |LINK|

Ohh ... just got my camera today and I will try to upload those pics tomoro. Stay Tuned :)

Scarry wake up call

Well .. yesterday night was downed with flu and headache and lighting storm forced me to disconnect from the internet realm. Thus, I decided to sleep at around 10pm .. 1st time sleeping this early this year and feels proud of it...LOL. Then the next day, at almost 11something.. TerWei woke me up with a phone call stating that I need to be at school due to some problems with the certs. This is insanity.. just when I think I can really call it a day off.. and here comes trouble.. whats more .. I thought I had freed my self from the reign of terror of cert printing. Well.. I was DEAD WRONG AGAIN. And I was told my school's Headmaster will be leaving today and won't be around for the next 2 weeks... great.. I can only thoroughly settle things when he comes back.. cause his signature is needed. GRAWR!!!

Other than that.. saw this interesting video from Youtube. Enjoy



P/s: I guess the possibility of having cert. phobia is getting higher..

Timeout!!

Just came back from Pangkor.. Wanted to post up photos of it and update my blog yesterday, but I was very busy. And today my camera is not with me and will only be back on Thursday. Was really happy that I finally get to Pangkor, really a good place to relief all the piled up and compressed, then piled up more stresses. Feeling the ocean breeze, the soft sand embracing my feet, the waves washing my legs.. pure bliss.. :)

The trip was Fantastic. Get to knw all the other usst members better(as said by one of them 'breaking bonds'). Chat alot, blow water alot, And also pillow talk and and and also ghost stories. The really funny thing is, I stayed, ate dinner, went to beach at the exact same place when I was Form4. Reminds me of happy moments.

So much for now.. my mind is too blank to utter anymore words.. been really pushing my self to the limits lately with only an average 4-5hours of sleep per-day for the past weeks. I can't function without appropriate rest.

I need a timeout

Oh btw, my class photos.. I finally have it.. but they are mostly videos = =||. Thus I dont think I will be posting it up. Will post up photos taken in Pangkor this Thursday or Friday.



P/s: Why do stars fall out from the sky? every time, you walk by ..

An unaffordable screw up

1st off... u must be thinking I am freed of all my burdens and responsible for a while lately.. well.. u are DEAD WRONG. A crisis shocked up on Friday, almost cause me to lost it and panic. Well, the crisis is school society related.. and I am responsible for these problems that occured. It could be said that I was given the wrong information or unclear information of how things work, but I am still responsible for it as I am assigned that task. Anyhow the mistakes is done, which already made me felt bad.. whats worse is that others need to help me to cover up my mistake, sacrificing rest, playtime, bbq time :P. I hated the fact that I need others to help me cover up my mistake, but as for this case I am well aware that I can't do it all alone because of the time factor and the amount of work that needs to be rushed, thus a million billion thanks to those who gratefully offered their help!!! :)
(if u dun und what I'm ranting about leave it be, cause only afew can fully und)

However.. things are still not complete.. and there are still problems unsolved.. sigh.

Well.. aside from that, I am finally leaving this town for a couple of days. Gonna be going to Pangkor to survey campsite and at the meantime.. get some much needed r&r. I find it pretty weird that I've been going to Pangkor frequently this few years.. and they are mostly camp related.. coincidence? >.<.

~Pangkor Beach~
Missing this kind of scenery

Okay.. I know I havent post up the pictures from my class drama..well I havent manage to get it from my classmates yet.. >.< soo .. stay tuned :P


Gonna end with this pic+quote. enjoy~

the burden of the snow, creates inevitable beauty

P/s: PANGKOR!! HERE I COMEEEEEE... :D

Soft Spot?

Put me in a small group with all of my best buddies.
And I can speak loud and wide, ranging from world issues to crapping about laughing maniacs conquering the known universe.

Put me in a small group with nobody that I really know.
And I will be the quiet and only speak when its necessary or when opinion is needed.

Put me in a large group with everyone that I know well.
And I might speak artfully, commanding attention.

Put me in a room of 200 people with majority of them are total strangers to me.*gasp
Well.. let's see what will happen tomorrow.



I know that to some, or most peoples my age, speaking infront of a large crowd aint a problem nor is it an issue at all. Its a different story for me however. Guess being outspoken and charismatic isnt one of my traits yet. But yeah, as a friend had shared to me, these traits are nurtured and trained step by step. Today was supposed to do a presentation for my class. However due to some technical issues its postponed to tomorrow. CRAP.

To put this in another perspective, in a Christian perspective to be exact. This is definitely one of those times God has pushed me out of my comfort zones and wants me to have an upgrade, if not a few.

From past experience, I did perform dramas in front of crowds..on occasions hundreds of them. However, doing a presentation is a whole different matter. I remember clearly one of my habits while speaking out loud is to get choked half way.. lost of words or even spit out 'Uhh' or 'Erm' . Well, this is unacceptable to me. Let's hope tomorrow I wont choke and panic. To make matters worse, I don't really understand what am I suppose to present. God bless me.. LOL.

*gasp again :P

well, most of them arent paying attention anyways

Putting aside the facing crowds crisis, I am also facing some problems at my class. My Chem teacher has been of bad mood lately cause of some stupid reasons. Rampaging through the class scolding almost everyone, I can only barely escape. My 'beloved'(*vomits) chem teacher also had changed target from Melvin to Me a week ago thanks to my epic fail in Chem and poor attendance. Well, thanks to my classmates giving me the early warning, I had been a frigging good boy during Chem periods. Sitting there starring at the board/teacher, not sleeping.. not even moving at all.It may seems I am paying unrivaled concentration, however looks can be deceiving. I tried hard, like really hard to comprehend what she is trying to teach us.. yet all in vain. GAH.. guess I really have to study Chem on my own.

So much for now.



P/s:What if? I open that locked door and let you in one more time? Fear of a heartbreak has dealt a toll on me and I still couldn't forgive myself for letting you in my life years ago.

Short Replay

Finally got the video of our class drama out and playing .. changed its format which further worsen its already suck-ish quality. Its not much... spoiled lights at the end make it unable to see anything. Thanks JasonSoon for helping me to hold the v-cam :)

As said.. its not really good quality and the guy responsible for the lightings screwed up the front part.. Idiot. He was given clear orders to not show any damn lights for this sketch.

SummerLove, its all but a fabric of immagination. Never meant to be.

Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, believing

So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
Maybe, I want you back into my life.
Maybe I am waiting for that someone right
Maybe I don't know the best is you
Maybe I am busy forgetting that I forget to remember the best memories.
P/s: Colours are BACK :)