Long post ahead, PROCEED WITH CAUTION
Flashing back ~~~~
The 1st quarter of this year was .. somewhat .. the most drastic changes ever happened.
Was occupied at Work.. non-stop work during Jan & Feb. Then met up with a near death experience in a car accident just 2 weeks before my driving test. I still remember all of us standing under the rain.. shocked stunned.. and I still hold my breathe once awhile thinking back I've live through it.
During March I was busy preparing and helping out in my church organized 'Kidsgame' which is mainly for kids. Also at the end of that month.. I made a terrible move/mistake to a person thats really costly & jeopardized our friendship. I was really foolish back then.. & I am really sorry, really hope we can be friends again like we used to. March, was without a doubt the turning point of this year.. cause jst too many things happened, I was simply overwhelmed & disappointed with myself. Cause of the sudden changes.. I was rendered lifeless for a following few months & also passionless..It was as if my living world has turned black and white.
Then during April I was cherished an opportunity to take a break from everything & escape to HongKong with my mom and her friend. Had an insane shopping spree there @.@. Also spent time with my brothers and also was in a dilemma to choose where to study.
During May.. I entered into Form 6. Which is a last minute decision & I remember I whispered to myself that I will take another few months to consider before leaving next year. Little did I knw.. it dint materealize.
Celebrated my bday during June and also got sick for almost 2 weeks..with occasion got better today then sick again tomoro.
On July, Grandma passed away on the very night my school band got Champion for their state competition. Also, bid goodbye to Enjun that had further his studies in America. Bro, still remember the surprise we gave you?? HAHA... It was a memorable experience. ;) Nt forsaking, also had our vry 1st class outing that month and every1 enjoyed themselves. And ofc, got myself into Usst. At that time, I felt weird getting into there.. not knowing practically any1 there.
August, I trashed my Wira hardcore leaving it to be fixed for 3 months. Also got my new saga which was confirmed during July..& had our class's 2nd outing. Then at the end of the month.. attended my church's family camp. August will forever leave a mark in my life..to never drive fast at sharp corners.. xD.
September swoops in and also marks another month of tight schedules and no rest policy. Class practice gotten intense and tensions among classmates had risen to the breaking point with the clash of ideas & also different view points for out 6th form night performance. Also, Melvin broke his leg that month .. and he can't walk for a month. An unexpected tragedy.
October a.k.a the season of exams.. where ppl are havin PMR, studyin for Stpm/spm & also trials. Thus that month being quite dull & lifeless as most of my time I've spent locking myself in my room .. studying. However after exam, without taking a break, I was immediately thrown into a world of pain, preparing for the 6th form night... a non-stop labour for one whole week, day and night.
As November sets in, I was asked to do a small part of our class presentation. Speaking to a crowd is not that hard...all u need is preparation & a cool head. Also went to Pangkor to survey campsite for the usst camp & was occupied making preparations for the Usst camp. With no doubt, I would say that I've got back on my feet & started running .. totally leaving behind the past.. where it should be.. BEHIND.
December started off with the Usst camp.. which I considered it as a success cause everything went quite smoothly. Camp was fun.. and not to mention tiring. Also get to knw the fellow usst excos better. Also December is full of colours and fun :) (yumcha, basketball, outings .. & so on) Was also occupied with the Christmas drama my church organized. Also not to mention, met with a small accident, thx to my phone ringing at the wrong moment.
This year's lost.. was the greatest
yet, this year's gains..was also the greatest
This year, I experienced what is like being alone
Nonetheless, I survived & gotten much more independent
Let life be as it should be, full of surprises, full of mysteries
Shit happens even we least needed it
But live on with life.. for in time things will get better.
I found 'Ms.Right'.. its the vry one piece of puzzle tht fits perfectly into the picture.Oh well.. what next?
About Me
- JamesC
- JamesChang. A person when laughs, will sound as if a million hens clucking in joy for laying eggs. A person that is also at times unpredictable and random. On occasions can be so dull that you might catch a cold, yet could be so wild that you might end up with a fever. So stay tuned, and prepare for a rollercoaster ride. Cause life is full of ups and downs.
Soul Food
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Remnants of 2009
The usual simple minded me, running from the inevitable
time , responsibility & ....
Celebrated 2 of my friends birthday yesterday.. which means 2 birthday cake in one day. 1st was fellow usst-ian Yong Kar leng a.k.a Pn.Tsia. Don't even mind asking whats her age..ahahaha.
had the biggest k-box room in the entire Jusco (i think).
u can see tht she is happy/shocked/whatever
(psst, cause the cake vry big mar..:P)
Then after singing for a few hours went straight for Melvin's bday. Yeap he had waited a long long time for this .. bet he yelled to himself that he is finally legal ..XD
the cake is too small, so he dint smile widely..oh well..life aint fair :P
P/s:blah .. so much for now.. Long post might coming soon.. get ur specs and eyemore ready.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Times up
2 days to 2010. The fact is, I am not looking forward to next year.. I knw it sounds dumb & foolish, but wat the heck? I thought myself what am I gonna need to deal with next year and without a split second I am beset by anxiety and worries..Some are academics, some are personal goals, some are normal routines, and also not leaving out personal stuffs..next year is gonna be a challenging one(isnt it always?). I've been troubled by this thought for days.. almost a week..which makes me stressed out/depress/emo a lil on times & also insomnia.. lucky I got this blog here to spit out my worries on times or else I could really explode into gazillion pieces.
Okay, felt much better.. Now onto the real stuff :P
2 days ago met up with my 2nd family. That gang of ppl tat went through all sorts of hell & insanity together for the past few years together in scouting. Only one is missing..The now america/malaysian Enjun.. but still He dint get left out, we contacted him via Skype :D
We had an open air steambot this time.. an unique experience and was vry lucky tat it dint rain..After that played card games at around1am. Penalty of loosing was to drink a can of Carlsberg. Well.. sounds easy.. Not for me= =. I am almost zero alcohol resistant.
Pictures followed. Vry few pics cause I was lazy to take..will try to get it soon.
Well, after gulping down a can of Carls my face went srsly red within 10minutes.. then soon I felt my heart pounding really hard.. I can feel it pound.. literally. Still I am not drunk.. its jst my body aint used to beer. Half way through the game, Jason found out that the beer we are drinking had all past the expiry date.. =o= . We're all .. somehow stunned for a few seconds..And its too late cause that time I think he is drinking the last can .. LOL.
Then today, spent some quality with Dad learning to make his banana cake. Reason? Well I just figured next time when I am left alone in home I can at least cook up something for myself instead of the usual packet rice or maggi mee...made 3 cakes.. 1st cake i was still takin my nap, 2nd was observing, 3rd self made :D(with some guidance ofc). Its nt as hard as I figured.. Mix this mix that.. add this add that ... throw it into the oven.. 45minutes later~
Okay, felt much better.. Now onto the real stuff :P
2 days ago met up with my 2nd family. That gang of ppl tat went through all sorts of hell & insanity together for the past few years together in scouting. Only one is missing..The now america/malaysian Enjun.. but still He dint get left out, we contacted him via Skype :D
We had an open air steambot this time.. an unique experience and was vry lucky tat it dint rain..After that played card games at around1am. Penalty of loosing was to drink a can of Carlsberg. Well.. sounds easy.. Not for me= =. I am almost zero alcohol resistant.
Pictures followed. Vry few pics cause I was lazy to take..will try to get it soon.
Well, after gulping down a can of Carls my face went srsly red within 10minutes.. then soon I felt my heart pounding really hard.. I can feel it pound.. literally. Still I am not drunk.. its jst my body aint used to beer. Half way through the game, Jason found out that the beer we are drinking had all past the expiry date.. =o= . We're all .. somehow stunned for a few seconds..And its too late cause that time I think he is drinking the last can .. LOL.
Then today, spent some quality with Dad learning to make his banana cake. Reason? Well I just figured next time when I am left alone in home I can at least cook up something for myself instead of the usual packet rice or maggi mee...made 3 cakes.. 1st cake i was still takin my nap, 2nd was observing, 3rd self made :D(with some guidance ofc). Its nt as hard as I figured.. Mix this mix that.. add this add that ... throw it into the oven.. 45minutes later~
Ta-daa!!! :D
At least the I dint bake out a monster cake that comes after my head..
I am naive, foolish, shallow, simple minded, Never comprehending the complications of relationships.
I falled twice and you came around, Tempting me to risk it Thrice.
You werent in my book when we 1st met, Now ur from the 1st page till the last.
I see sunset in ur eyes.. And I would pursue it with utmost sincerity.
All I need is that u let down ur pride, ur principles, and ur walls, for once.
Just as I did without my self knowing.
When no one is there to wipe ur tears, I would hold u for a million years.
I knw clearly u wont make up ur mind, But I swear I would do u no wrong.I am naive, foolish, shallow, simple minded, Never comprehending the complications of relationships.
I falled twice and you came around, Tempting me to risk it Thrice.
You werent in my book when we 1st met, Now ur from the 1st page till the last.
I see sunset in ur eyes.. And I would pursue it with utmost sincerity.
All I need is that u let down ur pride, ur principles, and ur walls, for once.
Just as I did without my self knowing.
-midnight rants-
P/s:Well at least one of my holidays goals accomplished :)
P/s/s:Insomnia-ing again .. wth
P/s/s:Insomnia-ing again .. wth
Monday, December 28, 2009
I see you?
the Key chain
The above pic is the surprise gift frm a few frens. Actually kinda like it .. and thx for it.. will 'use' it wisely in the future.. :P
The above pic is the surprise gift frm a few frens. Actually kinda like it .. and thx for it.. will 'use' it wisely in the future.. :P
A weird case scenario recently that afew of my friends are having relationship problems >.<
Love, softens even the strongest of heart
Love, let it in and you will never want it out
It suffocates and makes it hard to breath
Love, Even the wisest of man cant comprehend it to the fullest
It, brings the best out of an ordinary person
It also brings out the worst...
Love, makes running an extra mile easy
& running another hundred miles alot easier
It, changes a persons principle,
even those they uphold with utmost loyalty
You could never feel more alive than being engulf by it
...or not
Love, it does not hate
It doesnt envy nor jealous
It, turns your world around literally
It breaks and it heals
It changes people, then the world
Love, let it in and you will never want it out
It suffocates and makes it hard to breath
Love, Even the wisest of man cant comprehend it to the fullest
It, brings the best out of an ordinary person
It also brings out the worst...
Love, makes running an extra mile easy
& running another hundred miles alot easier
It, changes a persons principle,
even those they uphold with utmost loyalty
You could never feel more alive than being engulf by it
...or not
Love, it does not hate
It doesnt envy nor jealous
It, turns your world around literally
It breaks and it heals
It changes people, then the world
-love happens-
P/s: Drank alcoholic drink the night before and still felt I'm nt sober yet till midafternoon
P/s/s: and the weather today is just so friggin hot. :(
P/s/s/s: dont get any funny ideas = =
P/s/s: and the weather today is just so friggin hot. :(
P/s/s/s: dont get any funny ideas = =
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Last year was a mistake
This Year, to save me from tears
I'm giving it to someone who appreciates it.
Seems my body's metabolism had gone totally haywire. Finally took a break and had a slow day .. then took a nap only to end up with Flu and Fever.. >.<
so about my Christmas ...
( its only words with no pics at all so, if ur nt fond of reading do urself a favor & go sit at the corner there :P )
Alarm woke me up in the morning. And I was actually pissed to acknowledge the fact that I was awaken by an alarm clock even during Christmas.. whats worse I already overslept. With haste I bathed, packed my equipments & clothes and rushed of to church for rehearsals. Spent my entire day there working on some finishing touches on my video which I failed to complete the night before although I tried struggling into late night/early dawn and also ran through the full dress rehearsal. I dint perform well during rehearsals with still doing some stupid/careless mistakes. So fingers crossed and hope that I won't screw up at the real deal. Then later in the evening met with a small accident that actually left me a little traumatized.
Later that evening, before everything starts, while doing a last minute check through the church PC suddenly got into a bad mood and decided to restart itself on 2 occasions, where 1 is just before singing carols. Which actually shock the living soul out of me. Said my prayers and crossed my fingers I can only hope the PC wont restart during the drama. Had to blame myself though for reluctance to prepare a back up laptop and put the entire drama at stake. So I had to deal with the fact that the PC might restart without a warning even while playing a video, whats worse my brain start piecing out worst case scenarios which cause my heart to pound like there is no tomoro and left me at the brink of a nervous breakdown through the entire drama. Well .. thankfully everything went well whilst I still did some minor mistakes. After the last video clip finish rolling without a flaw, instead of cheering with the crowd I collapsed back at my chair and took a deep breath... phew.
Thanks Jeff Yap & Sheerah for standing beside through the entire drama guiding and cooling me down ... HAHA :D
Thanks MeiYee/Pui Yeeng/Yi Lin for FFK-ing at the vry last minute just to buy presents & make it a surprise visit while skipping dinner. ;)
Thanks for coming and supporting :)
also, thanks for the presents
I'm giving it to someone who appreciates it.
Seems my body's metabolism had gone totally haywire. Finally took a break and had a slow day .. then took a nap only to end up with Flu and Fever.. >.<
so about my Christmas ...
( its only words with no pics at all so, if ur nt fond of reading do urself a favor & go sit at the corner there :P )
Alarm woke me up in the morning. And I was actually pissed to acknowledge the fact that I was awaken by an alarm clock even during Christmas.. whats worse I already overslept. With haste I bathed, packed my equipments & clothes and rushed of to church for rehearsals. Spent my entire day there working on some finishing touches on my video which I failed to complete the night before although I tried struggling into late night/early dawn and also ran through the full dress rehearsal. I dint perform well during rehearsals with still doing some stupid/careless mistakes. So fingers crossed and hope that I won't screw up at the real deal. Then later in the evening met with a small accident that actually left me a little traumatized.
Later that evening, before everything starts, while doing a last minute check through the church PC suddenly got into a bad mood and decided to restart itself on 2 occasions, where 1 is just before singing carols. Which actually shock the living soul out of me. Said my prayers and crossed my fingers I can only hope the PC wont restart during the drama. Had to blame myself though for reluctance to prepare a back up laptop and put the entire drama at stake. So I had to deal with the fact that the PC might restart without a warning even while playing a video, whats worse my brain start piecing out worst case scenarios which cause my heart to pound like there is no tomoro and left me at the brink of a nervous breakdown through the entire drama. Well .. thankfully everything went well whilst I still did some minor mistakes. After the last video clip finish rolling without a flaw, instead of cheering with the crowd I collapsed back at my chair and took a deep breath... phew.
Thanks Jeff Yap & Sheerah for standing beside through the entire drama guiding and cooling me down ... HAHA :D
Thanks MeiYee/Pui Yeeng/Yi Lin for FFK-ing at the vry last minute just to buy presents & make it a surprise visit while skipping dinner. ;)
Thanks for coming and supporting :)
also, thanks for the presents
Friday, December 25, 2009
25th of the DEC
25th Dec 2009
its One
weird/intense/frustrated/pressured/surprised/close to nervous breakdown
Christmas
May all you ppl wishes come true.. :)
and I might elaborate more on my christmas..depends if I got the inspiration to put the events into words.
P/s: Nobody is to be blame for what happened.. don't worry and many thanks for all of your efforts ;)
and I might elaborate more on my christmas..depends if I got the inspiration to put the events into words.
P/s: Nobody is to be blame for what happened.. don't worry and many thanks for all of your efforts ;)
Joy to the world..
Christmas eve, this year is way different than the other years I've been through .. celebrating with a small bunch of friends.. instead of the usual of attending church Midnight service. Had countdown at the most unexpected place ever.. that no normal ppl in their right mind will think of.. LOL.
'Christmas with AhBeng' tomoro and my Christmas is all about rehearsals in church. From morning till evening and night will be the event it self.. Gee.. cant I spend some time with family or frens during Christmas?? Not so happy about the way I'm celebrating my Christmas to be honest. Yet still, duty and responsibility have to come 1st.. above all.
As for a wish list..well .. 1 thing is I wished for a more normal sleeping habit.. and ofc a few more things that will be of my utmost secret :P
as for now.. signing off at... *look below*
'Christmas with AhBeng' tomoro and my Christmas is all about rehearsals in church. From morning till evening and night will be the event it self.. Gee.. cant I spend some time with family or frens during Christmas?? Not so happy about the way I'm celebrating my Christmas to be honest. Yet still, duty and responsibility have to come 1st.. above all.
As for a wish list..well .. 1 thing is I wished for a more normal sleeping habit.. and ofc a few more things that will be of my utmost secret :P
as for now.. signing off at... *look below*
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Somewhereeee over the rainboooowww~
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
And the dreams that you've dreamed of
Once in a lullaby.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly,
And the dreams that you've dreamed of
Dreams really do come true.
Someday i'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melts like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.
And the dreams that you dare to..
Oh why, oh why can't i?
Well, i see
Trees of green and red roses too,
I'll watch them bloom for me and you
And i think to myself,
What a wonderful world.
Well i see,
Skies of blues and, clouds of white,
And the brightness of day, i like the dark
And i think to myself,
What a wonderful world.
The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people passing by
I see friends shaking hands saying how do you do
They're really saying i... I love you.
I hear babies cry, i watch them grow
They'll learn much more than really know
And i think to myself
What a wonderful world.
Someday i'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
And the dreams that you dare to
Oh why, oh why can't i?
This song brings in the lullably feeling =D
anyhow, went for Christmas shopping today with Melvin, WaiSoon, WaiHau, WaiLoon and Mark. I was there aimlessly cause don't knw what to buy and even worse don't knw who to giv cause theres too much ppl i am serious on giving presents.= =|| Still hav loads of ideas and inspirations but I guess it will applied in the future :P
Still found this interesting scene.
Way up high,
And the dreams that you've dreamed of
Once in a lullaby.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly,
And the dreams that you've dreamed of
Dreams really do come true.
Someday i'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melts like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.
And the dreams that you dare to..
Oh why, oh why can't i?
Well, i see
Trees of green and red roses too,
I'll watch them bloom for me and you
And i think to myself,
What a wonderful world.
Well i see,
Skies of blues and, clouds of white,
And the brightness of day, i like the dark
And i think to myself,
What a wonderful world.
The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people passing by
I see friends shaking hands saying how do you do
They're really saying i... I love you.
I hear babies cry, i watch them grow
They'll learn much more than really know
And i think to myself
What a wonderful world.
Someday i'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
And the dreams that you dare to
Oh why, oh why can't i?
This song brings in the lullably feeling =D
anyhow, went for Christmas shopping today with Melvin, WaiSoon, WaiHau, WaiLoon and Mark. I was there aimlessly cause don't knw what to buy and even worse don't knw who to giv cause theres too much ppl i am serious on giving presents.= =|| Still hav loads of ideas and inspirations but I guess it will applied in the future :P
Still found this interesting scene.
Piles and endless Piles of..
Taking this photo with risk cause theres cctv there and taking photos of their products are not allowed.
Christmas dinner, Christmas drama, gathering with my bros .. thats it I'm still busy >.<
P/s: It's all about finding the right key for the right door and opening it at the right moment to a world of infinite possibilities and wonders. It's that complicated...
Taking this photo with risk cause theres cctv there and taking photos of their products are not allowed.
Christmas dinner, Christmas drama, gathering with my bros .. thats it I'm still busy >.<
P/s: It's all about finding the right key for the right door and opening it at the right moment to a world of infinite possibilities and wonders. It's that complicated...
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Retardation on the Rise
An appetizer for this post..A natural retardated shot.. i wasnt aware of whats happening.. = ="
Watched avatar today.. I like this movies effects and all its detailed graphics.. simply breathtaking. Oh btw its Director is JamesCameron*wink* :P
Christmas is nearing..and I finally got my haircut.. which looks a little weird on me...
and the below post will be a short summary for this year.
(you can jst skip through it all if ur lazy of reading)
One things for sure, this year's beginning till midyear has been vry challenging and could be said as one of my lowest point in life. Thanks to all the sudden changes which caught me by surprise & unprepared with also my complete failure at pursuing one of my dreams jst made things a hell lot worse. Still, A handful of close friends tht knw me for years was there to catch me. They dint say much , all they did was spend time with me and hang out together, occasionally playing basketball.. watch movie... which is more than enough. Mid year passed and I enter a new phase of life meeting new peoples and new friends.. also bid goodbye to a brother of mine that had flown to America. However, things started to recover, and soon I got my life back on track.. well a little. Highlights will definitely be during the year end 6th form night presentation where me and my classmates toiled hard for one whole week for the performance..although it was nt that fascinating .. but still frm there I felt as if I'm alive again. Its hard to explain.. but just take it this way.. All the greys and glooms was consumed by blossoming colors and breathtaking scenery. Thanks guys.. even some of you are 982676887366823 x miles away, you still went through all the high and lows with me without an utter complaint.
Watched avatar today.. I like this movies effects and all its detailed graphics.. simply breathtaking. Oh btw its Director is JamesCameron*wink* :P
Christmas is nearing..and I finally got my haircut.. which looks a little weird on me...
and the below post will be a short summary for this year.
(you can jst skip through it all if ur lazy of reading)
One things for sure, this year's beginning till midyear has been vry challenging and could be said as one of my lowest point in life. Thanks to all the sudden changes which caught me by surprise & unprepared with also my complete failure at pursuing one of my dreams jst made things a hell lot worse. Still, A handful of close friends tht knw me for years was there to catch me. They dint say much , all they did was spend time with me and hang out together, occasionally playing basketball.. watch movie... which is more than enough. Mid year passed and I enter a new phase of life meeting new peoples and new friends.. also bid goodbye to a brother of mine that had flown to America. However, things started to recover, and soon I got my life back on track.. well a little. Highlights will definitely be during the year end 6th form night presentation where me and my classmates toiled hard for one whole week for the performance..although it was nt that fascinating .. but still frm there I felt as if I'm alive again. Its hard to explain.. but just take it this way.. All the greys and glooms was consumed by blossoming colors and breathtaking scenery. Thanks guys.. even some of you are 982676887366823 x miles away, you still went through all the high and lows with me without an utter complaint.
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Ends on day 14
My scout troop got Overall Champion for the recent competition in Yuk Choy. I wont go into details about and photos arent with me yet.. Gonna get it soon.
Went for shopping with Mom today.. finally spent some quality time with her in this entire Holiday.. also got this with the money I earned during the post SPM holiday.
Most of my blog photos are taken using this phone below... its the grandfather of the cybershot phone family but still vry reliable and still delivering decent photo qualities.
Went for shopping with Mom today.. finally spent some quality time with her in this entire Holiday.. also got this with the money I earned during the post SPM holiday.
Most of my blog photos are taken using this phone below... its the grandfather of the cybershot phone family but still vry reliable and still delivering decent photo qualities.
(quote courtesy of Enjun)
P/s:Gonna get a haircut before Christmas.
Saturday, December 19, 2009
2.46am
Meet up with Jason and a few friends today for breakfast..as its His Bday and He is FINALLY LEGAL(dude, as said, dont over do it xP).. We initially planned to gather at school at 9am.. well as usual.. EVERYONE is late... including me. So sat in the car and kinda took random pictures of anything and everything I can find.
Rain.. its been raining alot..
This gonna looks familiar to some1 :P
Cameraman - Jeff
This gonna looks familiar to some1 :P
Cameraman - Jeff
By the looks of the photos you can deduce out that I am insanely bored waiting in the car for others to arrive..regretted that I arrived so early. Anyhow.. Jeff arrived earlier.. and still got him to accompany me :D
Then later in the evening .. had an almost private karaoke session with KokLun and MeiYee...thx to the Enrollment Day organizers tht permitted us to use their 'Mini Karaoke Set'.
Then later in the evening .. had an almost private karaoke session with KokLun and MeiYee...thx to the Enrollment Day organizers tht permitted us to use their 'Mini Karaoke Set'.
Mini Karaoke
Later at night went back to see my Scout Juniors making their final preparation for their competition tomoro. Had to say.. they really gone all out this time.. sacrificing their holidays, trips, fun .. all for a common purpose.. to Achieve A Reasonable Result. Its been 6 years(if i remembered correctly) since my troop participated in a competition.. and this will be the break from the bondage.. A new start.. All the best to them.
Later at night went back to see my Scout Juniors making their final preparation for their competition tomoro. Had to say.. they really gone all out this time.. sacrificing their holidays, trips, fun .. all for a common purpose.. to Achieve A Reasonable Result. Its been 6 years(if i remembered correctly) since my troop participated in a competition.. and this will be the break from the bondage.. A new start.. All the best to them.
Hardcore practice and drilling
Of all ages and minds, gathered at the same moment, with a common goal and reason
Of all ages and minds, gathered at the same moment, with a common goal and reason
Also, manage to read "New Moon" the other day. Thanks PuiYeeng for lending me the book. Started reading it and was quite mesmerized by it.. its like watching the movie again .. lol and I am clearly picturing it as I reading it through. Manage to keep up the momentum till page 55 where my eyes started to scream.. yeah .. so thats as far as I can go..
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Ordinary, but amazing
Feel like sharing this song(its on my music player,lyrics below). Been listening this song over and over again to cool of my thoughts from all the hustle and bustle that my mind are experiencing lately. In a dilemma now. I may not show but my thoughts are running wild with fire and its like I am fighting within inside me. My conscious&common sense against my desires... Ohhh what misery..and .. one side is overpowering the other.. without much of a fight.
OrdinaryPeople - John Legend
Verse1
Girl im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday
This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way
Went down to KamparKtar yesterday night for a joint event with the college's music club. It was a trial run for the real-deal which is held during Christmas 8pm-10pm. Pictures followed.
OrdinaryPeople - John Legend
Verse1
Girl im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday
Bridge
I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow
I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow
Chorus
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow
Verse2We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow
This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way
Bridge2
I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay
I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay
Verse3
Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave, maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby youuuu and I
Fantastic lyrics with simple piano sound as the backdrop with a lil inconsistent rhyming having that calm beautiful yet melancholic bittersweet feeling.. personal opinion :PTake it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave, maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby youuuu and I
Went down to KamparKtar yesterday night for a joint event with the college's music club. It was a trial run for the real-deal which is held during Christmas 8pm-10pm. Pictures followed.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
It's just the beginning
Wrapped up my weekend with steambot with classmates, BBQ with a handful of UssT-ians and also Tons of stuffs in my 'To-Do' list to be crossed out. I'm gonna be a dead man by the coming weekend.. or not :P
Anyhow.. pictures of my BBQ with fellow usst-ians at Choo Zi Xian's house. The food is free thanks to his generous mom :) .Let the pictures talk. They are all the stuffs we did after we finish eating.
Anyhow.. pictures of my BBQ with fellow usst-ians at Choo Zi Xian's house. The food is free thanks to his generous mom :) .Let the pictures talk. They are all the stuffs we did after we finish eating.
Boys getting bullied instead ..ouch
Aftermath of the infamous 'ARUBA'
(only Samtet boys will und)
"number of people in the game is directly proportional to the degree of pain" quoted by TerWei
Aftermath of the infamous 'ARUBA'
(only Samtet boys will und)
"number of people in the game is directly proportional to the degree of pain" quoted by TerWei
Also, my scout troop decided to take in this cat for some undisclosed reasons. Its the same cat I bumped on to 2 weeks ago.. lol.
Heard its only 7 months old.. so its still at a baby/teenage stage. Mayb it will turn into this when it finally Grown up .. O__O
Heard its only 7 months old.. so its still at a baby/teenage stage. Mayb it will turn into this when it finally Grown up .. O__O
Friday, December 11, 2009
New Moon
Went to watch New Moon yesterday with afew childhood friends. Well, gotta say.. It is understandable New Moon is not every person's cup of tea but it certainly do appeal to me :P . Anyhow, was abit bogged down at the New Moon's climax.. where the actions and excitements are abit consistent throughout the show.. making some people feel bored and it came down with an abrupt ending ..leaving many question marks. Probably it is a marketing strategy to urge the masses to go read the book O.O . As for that, I might really go read the book... well it all depends .. me and thick books arent really good friends >.< .
Then went to visit my Juniors preparation for their competition. Well, finally after 6 years my Troup has decided to wake up from the slumber and go take on the world!! All the best to all them!! :) Ohh also toyed with one of their props XD
Then went to visit my Juniors preparation for their competition. Well, finally after 6 years my Troup has decided to wake up from the slumber and go take on the world!! All the best to all them!! :) Ohh also toyed with one of their props XD
TA-DA!!! BIG FISTS!!!
3 weeks to go before I enter into a new year. Thus another chapter is gonna close whilst a new one starts. Still, gonna start finish up all the goals I set up for myself. I have much to do. Oh.. and Christmas is coming people .. feeling christmassy yet?
Jason's puppet
Not forsaking as well , I am already off my safety zone.. Less than a year till IT comes. This time around I vow that I will be well prepared.
Putting my dreams aside, I am striving after goals
It's time that I am being driven by motivation
Instead of inconsistent passions
I will wait till my dreams turn into something I could believe in.
P/s/: Been ranting craps alot lately cause holidays gave me time and space to think.. = =|| rest assured everything will be normal in time.
It's time that I am being driven by motivation
Instead of inconsistent passions
I will wait till my dreams turn into something I could believe in.
P/s/: Been ranting craps alot lately cause holidays gave me time and space to think.. = =|| rest assured everything will be normal in time.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Usst-ians day
Okay, so my whole day for Wednesday is spent with UssT-ians. :)
went Jusco K-box with them and Sing/Scream/Jump/Dance/Make weird moves/Make voice never thought existed/Group Scream/E-mail Dance/Getting lost while 'trying' to get back to the room frm toilet, almost la/Loosing my voice then laugh at the person beside me cause its the same thing/More Screaming/Singing a 10minutes song/Sing Cantonese song too :P
Pictures followed. took very few and its not of decent quality because I was only equipped with my K800i with vry limited memory.
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Dipping my head into cold water,
Its time I wake up
Its time I realize
Its time for me to be sober.
That I have real goals to achieve
Instead of mindless dreams
That I should be Motivated
Instead of being Passionate
In truth,
I favored dreams above goals
I excel at being passionate
than motivated
Pulling the plug,
Shutting it down once and for all
Or momentarily?
Can I? Could I? Should I?
Will the 3rd time be the charm?
Yet I've sworn, 3rd will be my last.
Whats left of me is too little to be consumed over again
Yet I have so much to go after.
Still, The crossroads
that once forced me, is around the corner
Fear, Doubt, Disbelief
Its hard to choose between the two
The clock strike12
The alarm ranged mercilessly
Showing time is moving on
And my time is to limited for decision making
I never had a dream come true,
As it is too far and wide to reached
It will be utter insanity
If I would embark, to achieve it.
Yet, voices told me to go all out
yet, conscious urged me to pursue
Yet, common sense depicts crash and burn
I Don't want to live through hell all over again
Indecisive,
fighting for a lost cause is nvr easy
turning the tide requires divine intervention
A dilemma indeed? Or is it a decision made?
went Jusco K-box with them and Sing/Scream/Jump/Dance/Make weird moves/Make voice never thought existed/Group Scream/E-mail Dance/Getting lost while 'trying' to get back to the room frm toilet, almost la/Loosing my voice then laugh at the person beside me cause its the same thing/More Screaming/Singing a 10minutes song/Sing Cantonese song too :P
Pictures followed. took very few and its not of decent quality because I was only equipped with my K800i with vry limited memory.
After that went for Steambot. Really was a Fantastic day today :)
and, time flies when ur enjoying it, this is proven true.
and, time flies when ur enjoying it, this is proven true.
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Dipping my head into cold water,
Its time I wake up
Its time I realize
Its time for me to be sober.
That I have real goals to achieve
Instead of mindless dreams
That I should be Motivated
Instead of being Passionate
In truth,
I favored dreams above goals
I excel at being passionate
than motivated
Pulling the plug,
Shutting it down once and for all
Or momentarily?
Can I? Could I? Should I?
Will the 3rd time be the charm?
Yet I've sworn, 3rd will be my last.
Whats left of me is too little to be consumed over again
Yet I have so much to go after.
Still, The crossroads
that once forced me, is around the corner
Fear, Doubt, Disbelief
Its hard to choose between the two
The clock strike12
The alarm ranged mercilessly
Showing time is moving on
And my time is to limited for decision making
I never had a dream come true,
As it is too far and wide to reached
It will be utter insanity
If I would embark, to achieve it.
Yet, voices told me to go all out
yet, conscious urged me to pursue
Yet, common sense depicts crash and burn
I Don't want to live through hell all over again
Indecisive,
fighting for a lost cause is nvr easy
turning the tide requires divine intervention
A dilemma indeed? Or is it a decision made?
-Midnight Dilemma
Monday, December 7, 2009
Pangkor Prt.2
To be honest. I don't know where to start my ranting of the Usst camp. Well, let's start from the very top. It was a hot Friday afternoon where I was officially involved by this 10 words."James, You incharge of food la, since you are Scout" My instant reaction? is exactly like the guy on the right below this pic
Yeah, I am a scout.. but I have vry little or almost no experience at all of what I am going to venture in. To me, it is really uncharted waters. And should I say that I am really lucky to have such a great team...ahahahaha. Seriously they helped out alot.. ALOT!! Thx for pulling your weight people and to one or two, many thx for over pulling it.. ;)
Yeah, I am a scout.. but I have vry little or almost no experience at all of what I am going to venture in. To me, it is really uncharted waters. And should I say that I am really lucky to have such a great team...ahahahaha. Seriously they helped out alot.. ALOT!! Thx for pulling your weight people and to one or two, many thx for over pulling it.. ;)
Cooking Team
Still remember the 1st day of the camp where we have to carry 79236472672374283TONS of equipments from Ipoh to Pangkor.. its really back breaking labour. And I was utterly worn out with the driving around in Ipoh to buy some remaining stuffs for the camp a couple of days before camp.. so I practically slept as soon as I sat on the bus.
Then, after reaching and settling our stuff, it came to treasure hunt. I was shocked that the campers manage to pass by it so quickly. Moving on, we then had cooking competition. This was one of the highlights of this camp. Looking at them cooking sure is fun. Some have no experience at all..and I still remember one team when they are cooking their soup.. they stuff in all their ingredients even before the water is boiled!! Still, some teams are indeed creative and manage to even dish out a curry chicken...which is one of my favorite dish...xD
Then, at midnight I had my night watch duty. I was woke up at 4am.. and in zombie mode, drooling, I patrolled the school compound with 3 people. I remembered vry little as my body is moving , but my mind is practically shut downed. Little did I know, others have so many encounters with the 'Kawan' . Well, probably we were to blur to realize anything going on.. lol.
Later at dawn, even before we see the sunlight, we started to make sandwiches for the campers. Working in the dark we have to rely on torch lights, thanks alot for helping out people, or at least keep us from being bored :D . Another memorable experience indeed.. LOL. Then, later on is our the Event of the day, Amazing Race. Not much to be said for the event as I am only incharge of 1 station.. which is also related to food =_____________= .
Well, 3 days 2 nights.. to be honest, I felt its too short. I remember waking up the next day after coming back from camp and i felt awkward cause somehow I miss this camp. I've just briefly say a few things about this camp.. cause there is too much to be written down. For more stories, visit TerWei, Xinyi, Catherine's blog. Afew pictures followed, Others is on FB.
Then, after reaching and settling our stuff, it came to treasure hunt. I was shocked that the campers manage to pass by it so quickly. Moving on, we then had cooking competition. This was one of the highlights of this camp. Looking at them cooking sure is fun. Some have no experience at all..and I still remember one team when they are cooking their soup.. they stuff in all their ingredients even before the water is boiled!! Still, some teams are indeed creative and manage to even dish out a curry chicken...which is one of my favorite dish...xD
Then, at midnight I had my night watch duty. I was woke up at 4am.. and in zombie mode, drooling, I patrolled the school compound with 3 people. I remembered vry little as my body is moving , but my mind is practically shut downed. Little did I know, others have so many encounters with the 'Kawan' . Well, probably we were to blur to realize anything going on.. lol.
Later at dawn, even before we see the sunlight, we started to make sandwiches for the campers. Working in the dark we have to rely on torch lights, thanks alot for helping out people, or at least keep us from being bored :D . Another memorable experience indeed.. LOL. Then, later on is our the Event of the day, Amazing Race. Not much to be said for the event as I am only incharge of 1 station.. which is also related to food =_____________= .
Well, 3 days 2 nights.. to be honest, I felt its too short. I remember waking up the next day after coming back from camp and i felt awkward cause somehow I miss this camp. I've just briefly say a few things about this camp.. cause there is too much to be written down. For more stories, visit TerWei, Xinyi, Catherine's blog. Afew pictures followed, Others is on FB.
Group photo-by KokLun
Ohh.. one more surprise..THIS IS FOR YOU!!
(dnt kill me kay?)
Isabella? :P
Ohh.. one more surprise..THIS IS FOR YOU!!
(dnt kill me kay?)
Isabella? :P
P/s:So camps over, Dear Excos, you know what all of you should do right? KEEP IN CONTACT !! :)
We all have our time machines. Some take us back, they're called memories. Some take us forward, they're called dreams.
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