12 more days

12 more days till school starts.. Looking back this few months .. I was amazed that I achieved almost nothing other than getting abit working experience and driving = =".Well .. actually there are other small achievements just too small to be noticed or its a personal achievement XP.

And yes .. clock is ticking. School starts very soon.
My to do list?
1) Cut Hair T_T
2) Clean My Room
3) Buy School Uniform
4) Get a new school bag
5) Get use to waking sleep early wake up early

Well .. Alot happened this 5 months.. and yes.. pretty much everything around me changed. I am like in a totaly new enviroment now.. even when I'm still in Ipoh.
By the way...
My parents are actually considering getting me a Car!!! OMG!!!
I might get a Brand new Saga or Myvi.. or 2nd Hand Waja..or getting nothing at all...well its still under consideration.

P/s: Can there be a new begining to an old story?Was that The End or To Be Continued?Is this still a question?Or had it been answered?

心跳.HeartBeat.

One of those songs by Wang Lee Hom, which I got addicted to XD

想跟我吵架 我没那麽无聊
不懂得道歉 我没那麽聪明
好想要回到我们的原点

你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
我又在摇头 有那麽点後悔
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走

但身不由己出现在胸口 两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒

等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

P/s: I am Staying for Form 6, I am not Joking, I am serious.

A little Off

So today went to play basketball with scout friends. But I went there a little early and end up playing basketball with a 22 yr-old guy and his little bro. We chatted a little and he shared with me a few intresting facts of Form6. The 1st thing is .. its not easy,seriously. 2nd, STPM is one of the hardest exam in the world. WTH?! Is that for real? I am so dead .. LOL , coz it seems I decided to study Form6 ... Yeah, so much for craving freedome and wanting to be alone. Seems I just can't leave Ipoh yet. Don't ask why did I choose Form 6 and Yes I was in my right mind making reasons whilst making this decision.

Today it's just not my day, morning had a little stomach ache.. and afternoon starting to get fever. Well .. on the bright side it rained briefly at around 5.30pm. The weather is driving me nuts, even air-cond is not enough sometimes.

Sometimes when its Dark, a candle is priceless
Get my mind? Guess not

P/s: Whatever happen to "Whatever it takes" ?

81st Post

Guess what .... I am posting my 81st post using Jason Soon's brand new note book... Muahahaha
He havent even get to touched his new notebook and I'm using it to go online..XD
Well just installing software into His notebook and in the mean time, go online with it.
Got dragged by parents to office to help = =

Yeah ... When is it gonna rain??? Its so Hot here =(

Anyways another Random post.. I still have 5 days before I must make my decision.



P/s:Gonna learn guitar again

Tired but not Worn out

Yesterday night after yumcha with friends went home .. like the previous post la .. drove alone and so on .. reach home then somehow ending up doing video editing till 4am .. and funny thing is .. I woke up on time .. 7am XD. Yeah but I am very tired. Today drove my self to church .. it was fun. hehe.. seriously .. with you alone in the car.. turning the radio as loud as you want.. and just enjoy the ride. Gonna say something that will shake all theories and philisophy to their core.. That is.....I am actually considering Form6. = =||
Don't ask why.

Just a short update, being doing alot of that lately...

P/s:I'm sorry for what I've done, What I've said, Sorry for ruining this friendship, Sorry for breaking this innocence, Sorry for my foolishness, I will do all I can to mend back this broken friendship.

Alone in the Dark

Recently I had been driving quite alot.. But then my driving still needs some brush up,because I stopped driving almost completely after my test... and only really start driving after my trip to HongKong. Well tonight I achieved something else.. drove my self alone back home at night for the 1st time.. I know is just a small feat..but small achievements is encouraging and brings momentum to achieve bigger feats.. XD
Tonight went yum cha with a few friends.. got one gave some advice about college stuff. So now I am reconsidering ICPU.

I gaze at the sky, And there the Sun
It's warm, It's beautiful, It's serene
And I asked, Is this Dawn or Dusk?

I Asked
Is this the end?
Is this the start?

Sad rhythm is gone
With birds singing
Darkness overwhelmed
With a Sunshine

Then its understood
It's not important if its dawn or dusk
What matters more is I can see light again
What matters most is I can make reasons again

My storm is over with just a pop
Its all over without me understanding
Because it doesn't need any comprehending

Glad I am done here
Glad It's the dawn I am embracing
Glad for that one answered prayer
Glad to be alive

P/s: When I drove home alone tonight..I don't know how to on the front lights and it took me around 10minutes to figure out = =||

Made it through?

"When all you got to keep is strong

Move along, Move along just to make it through"

Okay so I made it through the storm. Happy its all over. Now to start beating down those obstacles that's been bugging me. :D
Bdw... I finally made labels for my blog..and just for ur info

Life Happenings - Duh? Normal events
Memories - Things that will be in my memories
Nice Video - Nice Videos or Music Videos
Personal Video - My own personal videos
Copyright™ - Song Lyrics, and My own writtings
TAG - Tags
Movies Feedback - Comments about movies



P/s: Just a short post cause I feel like blogging.. LOL

Peace with my self .. Am i?

Last Sunday had food fair preperation.
I just helped out a little bit. Well most of the time is spent testing games. So it was kinda fun.
Monday was food fair. It was also a public holiday. One weird thing is .. I don't know what public holiday it is .. = = , Got a friend sms ask me too .. lol
Food fair was awesome, meet new peoples had fun working in game stalls.
But got sprayed hardcore by waterguns XD. Random pictures took by Daniel with my Camera.
Good for you if you can understand what these pics meant.. XD
I also get to try out the orang asli game. Which is like a traditional hunting method.. which is freaking Fun .. XD
And yea... playing darts is anger management.. XD

Currently I am still suffering from "hard-to-sleep-syndrome"
My mind just can't stop debating within me. It's like the left side is arm wrestling with the right side of my brain..lol. Well i don't wanna say much about what I am debating .. but its mostly college stuff.

I kneel infront as being served for Holy Communion.
Then I say a prayer in my heart for the 1st time in a month.
Just 3 words.."God, Help me"

P/s:unconditional, unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable,unbearable..what is it? Go figure.

王力宏:爱错

Overheard this song few minutes ago

Love the music and lyrics..Not a bad song at all

verse1
北风好不留情
把叶子吹落
坠落的它选择的逃脱
叶子失去消息
风才感觉寂寞
整个冬天
北风的痛没人能说

chorus
我从来没想过
我会这样做
从来没爱过
所以爱错

我 从那里起飞

从那里降落
多少不能原谅的错却不能从来过

verse2
翻开回忆角落
完美的生活
以为幸福都可以掌握
仔细回味当初那个故事背后
喔 原来是我
犯下从没承认爱错

bridge
在这少了你的世界
喔...找不会那些感觉
其实我不想 道别
那些过去
我从来没想过
我会这样做
从来没爱过 (从来没有爱过那么认真)
我从那里起飞
从那里降落(降落)
多少不能原谅的错却不能从
从来没想过
我会这样做
从来没爱过(爱过)
所以爱错(所以爱错)
从那里起飞(爱错 爱错 爱错baby)
从那里降落
多少不能原谅的错
请你原谅我的爱错

P/S:This song is just like something I wanna say out right now, my last words before I shut down, never to feel it again.It kinda fits my situation. Whatever..Hav a nice Day =)

Rugby Day

Today went Rugby...I really missed that game.. been awhile since I played it
So today finally get to play it again..woo hoo!!
Too bad Enjun over slept. *Wahahaha..sry man only call you after the game.
In rugby a few events make us laugh our ass out. Something like this for example.
Yep. It did really happened. And yeah .. havent see this happen before yet..
Well .. I'm sure I can see it in the future XD
Came home.. and I am freaking tired.
Feet, fingers all numb..not because rugby..Its that I'm not sleeping well for almost a week. Go to bed early only to end up rolling on the bed for a few hours then wake up before even knowing what I dreamt. Think it again... eventually I will get so tired that I wont have any problem sleeping eh? Whatever.. its not a problem anyway.
And yea.. There's a food fair this Monday at SPC. Do Come. C'ya there.

If there arent sadness,Will we appreciate happiness?
If there arent hunger,Will we be content when we are full?
If there arent loosing,Will we be happy with winning?
If you don't loose yourself once awhile,Will you recognize you?
If arent for those moments,Will we be this strong?
-Just some thought that pops up in my mind as I'm writing this blog
It might make no sense at all.

Don't be angry if I had'nt move on,
Just give some time to recover.
Some time to get back on my feet,
So that I can run away from you.
Truth is I might never recover,
Just my wound covered.
P/s: NOT going FORM 6! and yea..I googled those pictures.

A Gray Rainbow

Had Sushi yesterday..since it was Sushi King's member card promotion.
really ate alot.. Man.. I like Sushi XD.
not much pictures to post, I was busy eating and chatting.. so no pictures.


A Rainbow with 7 colours
A Rainbow just like you
With that 7 smiles
With those 7 looks

It was not rightfully mine
Getting it is a crime
But I don't mind
Doing the time

But like a Rainbow
It's meant to show
Not to hold

It belongs to the sky
Yet I'm glued to the earth
Freedom is what it crave
Yet I asked for commitment

So I turned and walked away
Saying the Rainbow is gray anyway
Yet I know those 7 colours
That makes it so captivating

-J.mes-

P/s:This aint emo post, This is not about me or somebody, I wrote it simply because I was inspired. Have a nice day =D

Snooker anyone?

Last Thursday had an annual dinner with my scout troop at Asam House Greentown.
The food was ok la. Meet back a few old scouts, my ex-seniors.
The purpose of the dinner was to announce the new Committee Board.
After dinner had a group photo outside the Restaurant.

Seniors

Everyone!

Yea well ... the photographer forgot to turn on the flash.. so its kinda dark.
I'm in the picture...but hard to identify as I'm wearing a black shirt = =

After dinner we went Snooker. its my 1st time playing Snooker. In my mind, I thought snooker is easy. *just take a stick and poke the ball ma..how hard can it be?
DEAD WRONG! My 1st ball went in to a curve line instead of a straight = =
Well at least there's a coach there to "train" me. Well he just gave a few helpfull advice.Its really Helpfull!! XD

"The coach of the Day"

Easter Sunday was not bad.Not much abnormalities occurred except I took a video of Joshua and Enoch smacking each other heads with Eggs.David joined in during the ending..
Watching the video I edited, I realized I need to really start to brush up on my video editing.. Its been sooo long since I edited a real video.

If you read this, I want you to know..

It's not you fault,The fault is all mine
Don't blame anyone,I'm the one to blame
Don't try to fix this situation,It can't be fix
Don't say sorry.. because 被爱的人不用道歉


P/s:Breathe deep, fly high, Stars aint my limits the Sun is what I'm after

A Reason, Not a Chance

The sea in me is dry
All left a land that crack and died
All life in it died
Those that lived hope they died

That plains of flowers
Are now thorns with black wretch
Gone are the colours of elegance
Its all utterly ignorance

In my mind I silently hoped
If you know how far I'm willing
If you know how long I ran
If you know how patient I waited

Yet, its a hope bound to death
A false hope that ends in mockery
You will never understand
Even You can, You still wont

It hurts to see my efforts leads to nothing
It hurts more to see that I'm not good enough
It hurts most to see my self takes so long to recover
But I was hurt to my limits...by a "no"

I wont ask for a chance
Because it will never be mine
I only ask for some reason to move on
Moving on is never easy
But its for the best.
So I moved on.. Still moving on..in the process of..

It takes courage to persevere.
But it takes more than that to let go.
So dont say I'm taking the easy way out.
I give up simply because its pointless.

P/s:I'm nt speaking is simply my way of telling I still cant forget yet, so leave me be . Begone

Need a Surprise?

Okay my life had finally been tuned to normal again .. instead of the holiday mood.
For one.. work is starting to pile up.. and I had to move my slacky butt again..argh
Well ... last Saturday went to Deborah surprise party

It was a great party, get to meet new friends and an old friend from infuse.
at one point .. we played truth or dare.. And I was the 1st to be the "victim" =_= grr....
well.. I choose dare just to skip the 10times of pomping.. gee.. smart move right?
WRONG! I was asked to sing the National Anthem facing the toilet.. the only problem is? I cant remember the whole National Anthem..*Shhhh

Right now I'm thinking of going for ICPU in Taylor.
*International Canadian Pre-U
not much picture to update this post

When I said
"you are always on my mind planting flowers"
I mean it.

Aren't memories suppose to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, Let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard

-David Archuleta "A little too not over You"

April Fool a.k.a FULL

Okay I'm not copying anyone's title but my April Fool is seriously FULL.. I did really ate till I almost burst...Again, I'll treat you with loads of pictures
Some have been posted in facebook.
Okay during april fool went to have a BBQ in Jeff's house.His dog is very cute and fun to play with XD I can play with it for hours and nt get bored... its just so energetic.
Yeah we bought out own food at the nearby Tesco...We keep buying in fear that there will nt be enough... end up getting too much and there are leftovers for the following afternoon..lol
Some pictures of our preperation

Oh yeah... SHHHH..

and yeah.. U can finally witness my terrifying appetite

*burp..excuse me..*BURP..MUAHAHAHA

And yea.. some tips on how to prepare Orange Juice

1st, You must focus your body.. tuned it to a calm yet serious mood..OrangeJuice making is an art not a process

Step 2 pour water
Step 3 add juice and water then Stir Stir Stir
Then you will have perfectly made Orange Juice
Pls be advised you must make those juices in happy or retard faces, only then its good juice

The BBQ went well, We get to meet Desmond Chung's girlfriend XD
Anyhow.. we ate our hearts out that night .. i was freaking Full

Memories that I will Hold on to

Memories that I cant Forget

P/S: My header quote seems weird. Any1 got any good ideas?? a Good quote that is related to the picture?? Write it on my c-box .. Pretty Pleaseeeeee..Thanks

HOng KOng Trip

Good news? This post is mostly pictures
Bad news? Its a long post XP
Day1-traveled there reach at night
Day2-My auntie brought us on a shopping spree after breakfastdouble decker bus that I sat

Saw this nice slippers, but when I wanna buy the salesgirl said "Sir, this slipper is for girls"
=_= *grrr...
saw this nice car in a hotel carpark
Later afternoon went to Avenue of Stars
Bruce Lee


I also found they gt a typo error XD
Sat the Star Ferry to the HongKong island

This their National Flower, for this statue every year it will be dipped into gold increasing its size, its been done since England returned HongKong to China
At night went to "Ladies Road" in cantonese, loads of stuff to sell

Day3-went to church in HongKong XD
Morning service is mostly philipinos, after that had lunch with pastor
at night went to their Chinese service, had a group photo with them too

Also they invite us for dinner in a cafe restaurant
We chatted over so much stuff frm food to ministry etc etc..

Day4-Suppose to go DisneyLand, but my auntie suddenly nt free till afternoon.. so canceled =(
but then, went shopping again XD... its kinda bored actually

Their police on bike
ICAC XD
Went to this shop with alot of Candies
nice building

Busy HongKong life..

Day5-Home sweet Home

Yea I almost forget .. I saw this too

Its actually a random pic found on the net.. no China army doesnt fly XD

Well gt my self a few stuffs frm HongKong
Gt my shoes and jackets there..Bweeee

P/S: Next post is Aprill Fool